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Ramadan isn't just for the pure ones, it's for the broken ones, the ones who have found themselves so far from faith, the ones who have forgotten the beauty of Islam. It's for everyone, to find themselves in this beautiful month, to let go of what's keeping them from seeing the real beauty of this religion. And even if it's only for 30 days, I pray that your soul is deeply touched by its beauty.

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My five year plan is to listen to music

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how to it feels to find fruit in the fridge thats gone bad you forgot to eat

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having to be “mature” at a young age sucks bc you aren’t really “mature-mature” you’re a child playing at a maturity bc you don’t have the foundation to be the bigger person when conflict arrives so what you do is ignore it bc ignoring a problem and being happy about a resolution look the same to your inexperienced eyes. Then you get adults praising you for a development above your peers but you aren’t really developing. You’re stagnant. Your peers will grow up and experience things and make mistakes and grow from them but you will keep yourself in this box, ignoring things ignoring ignoring ignoring until one day you have to face the fact… it wasn’t maturity you had. It was fear. And now you’re an adult too and you make all of your choices based on an emotional risk/costs analysis bc you don’t know any emotion other than fear & you have to start healing from your own childhood by making peace that you weren’t really a mature child. You were just a child who was given too much to carry & didn’t know how to say “no”.

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If you want a moment of happiness, I recommend Giverny in the late spring or during summer.

Maybe you can even sneak yourself a kiwi off the trees...😋

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@ Philadelphia Art Museum

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Still Life with Irises (1890) by Vincent van Gogh

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-Camille Monet at the Window, Argenteuil-

-Springtime in Vetheuil-

-Road to Giverny in Winter-