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Hey baby, i don’t know when you’ll see this, but i’m so happy right now, i hope you too. As you know, today it’s officially been 2 months that we’re together. I know that it’s actually not a lot, but to me, it feels like i’ve known you for years, it feels a bit weird, but so fine at the same time.

I remember that when I was a kid, i used to read a book that said that the purpose of the mankind is to find your ideal partner, your soulmate. Well, i’ve never really been looking, thinking i was made to be alone, but i always hoped that one day, i’d find this one very special person, and i finally did, it’s you baby, i ain’t got any doubts about it. You wiped away every feeling of loneliness and doubts i had when you appeared in my life.

I never really knew what i wanted in life, but since a bit of time now, i do. All i really want is to make you genuinely happy, feeling loved and wanted, because you are baby.

I love the way you get upset silently sometimes. I love the smell of your hair. I love the way you always manage to forget something at my place when you come over and i somehow always find it 2 or 3 days later. I love when you speak english with your dutch accent. I love when you speak french, and i tell you there’s just one little mistake so you tell me you hate french. I love your cute little nose. I love the sound you make when you sneeze. I love the way you don’t give a fuck about what people think when we’re together with the music blasting from your speaker. I love when you do your make up in front of me and talk about it so passionately. I love how you always call me a twat with your cute voice. I love when we’re sleeping together and you grab my arm so i feel your calm breath on my skin. I love the feel of your lips on mine. I love the way you’re grumpy in the morning. I love the way we fought in the bouncy castle (btw, i won hehe). I love every moment spent with you. I could keep going for hours, but i’ll keep some other exemples for next time baby.

So as you understood it, i love you baby, ik hou van jou, je t’aime de tout mon coeur. There’s no one i love, adore and cherish more than you. You’re the one i wanna grow old with, the one i want to make hot chocolate for every morning of my life. There’s so many things i want to do with you. I wanna see the world with you, i wanna take you to paris (and i promise i will), i wanna adopt a fucking emo doggo, i wanna just sit on a random bench in a park, and judge people passing by or you to teach me how to analyze people like you do so well. I wanna go to concerts with you. I wanna get wasted with you. 

I also remember all these shitty things i once did to try to impress you. Like for example, when we met in Brussels, i was trying to appear taller than i actually am, or i remember trying to learn Introducing Me with my old guitar even tho i can’t play it for shit (doesn’t mean i’m giving up, i’ll do it !).

I can’t imagine my life without you, i finally found you and now i know how it feels like to feel alive and genuinely happy and in love. So I guess this old book was right, and you know what ? I did it, i achieved the purpose of mankind baby, i found my soulmate, i found you.

I love you baby.

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Your head, leaning onto my chest

As your breath makes its way to my skin

My heart stops beating.

My neck, bare and cold

Your lips, kissing my shoulder

Somehow hoping you wouldn't stop

Your fingers, touching my arm

As you softly let them rest

Not wanting you to go

My thoughts, going all over the place

Your lips on my neck

But just in my mind

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Look at that!! My girlfriend is the most beautiful and breathtaking human this planet has ever known, and I'm so happy and proud to have her by my side.

It's almost been two months, but I feel like I've known you for years baby, and I will never get enough of you, I love you with genuine and true love, with all of my heart.

You are gorgeous, you are strong, you are smart. I'm really proud of you for the amazing person you are, for all you've accomplished, and all you will accomplish, because I know you're destined to do great things in life, and I will always be there to support you and be there for you, in the bad and good times, because I'm your #1 fan, and your daddy.

Once again, I love you baby ♥️

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You

No focus, nothing on my mind but you. Wearing your sweater, your shirt in my lap, our song playing. Wanting to smile fornthe times we had not even 24 hours ago, wanting to cry knowing it’ll be 16 days till the next time i get to hold you. 16 days. It’s nothing. But it’s so long thinking about the fact that every minute without you feels like an hour.

I can still hear your voice in my dreams, but I know you won’t be there when I wake up. I can still feel your warm breath on my skin, but I know it’s just an illusion my mind’s made up because I miss you. I can still smell your sent on my bedsheets, where you were laying down to rest. To sleep. I can still feel you making love to me. You are here but you aren’t.

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4AM

You rolled over. You’re cute

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Hi baby, I just wanted to tell you that I love you a fucking lot, you know that already because I say it to you all the time, but I truly mean it, with all of my heart and soul.

Since I met you, my life changed for the best, you're the most awesome, smart, strong and funny person, and I'm so proud to be your boyfriend and daddy.

Knowing that you believe in me makes me feel much better when I'm feeling low, and everytime your name pops up on my screen, I just can't stop smiling like a kid.

I can't wait to be for the 25, and then spend 5 days with you, because all I want is to hold you in my arms, feel your heart beat as you get your head on my chest and hair in my mouth ;).

Since you're in my life, I feel so much better, I genuinely am the most lucky and happy dude on this planet, because I have the most amazing person by my side, and I promise to always be by yours.

I love you so so much my lil devil, my babygirl xx

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I love you so much baby, you bring sense to my life and I can't wait to hold you in my arms again xx

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you mean the world to me 

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I'm gonna miss this for the next two weeks..

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