y'all: hey I LOVE bringing pain onto my OCs, I’m traumatizing every single one of them hehe!!! *shows a drawing of an OC being violently brutalized* this is so fun!!!!!
i get to thinking a lot about mortality from time to time. either just randomly or, when im having one of /those/ moments
and ive been having a lot of /those/ moments
i kinda wanna do something about it, but i also kinda just wanna let it eat me
my grandma had cancer so, its likely ill have it too at some point. so i wonder if ill Want to do anything about that if it ever happens, or just sit back and let it do its thing. if something else doesnt happen before then, that is.