quinnysnursery

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relax, baby. . .matt sturniolo

summary: after a bad day, you finally regress around matt for the first time

pairing: cg!matt sturniolo x little fem!reader

warnings: none! purely sfw agere!!

word count: 993 (not proofread)

a/n: hate towards myself, my readers, or my works is not tolerated here--age regression is a COPING MECHANISM, not a kink!

despite only having been together for a few months, matt was arguably a blessing from the universe. being your first boyfriend, you had been slightly scared about how he would treat you, especially when you told him about some of the trauma you had experienced at a young age that had caused you to be slightly averse to relationships. however, the brunette had been nothing but accepting, always cuddling you, kissing you, reassuring you, and overall making sure that you felt loved. even when you two had to have the difficult conversation regarding your regression and why you did it, matt had been nothing but open and loving with you. 

the way matt learned of your regression was purely an accident. he would never snoop through your private belongings. rather, he had been looking for one of his hoodies that had been missing for a month now. he finally found it in your corner of the shared closet, and when he had retrieved it from the floor, a pacifier, teether, and bottle fell out. his first thought was that you were pregnant and had yet to tell him, but upon inspection, the pacifier was much too large for an infant. 

always being open to conversations and problem solving in your relationship, matt had simply asked you about the things with a gentle look on his face. despite your tears and panic over how your boyfriend now viewed you, you went on to explain that you reverted to a younger headspace to cope with your childhood trauma and usually to escape the anxiety of adult life. though the age varied, your littlespace was around that of a two to a four year old. matt had been soft with you the entire time, promising that he still loved you just the same and that he was happy you were healing and coping in a healthy way. he had even offered to be your caregiver, but you simply shook your head, cuddling into his side. as much as you adored Matt and his love, regressing around someone else was a step you weren't quite ready for. 

it had been about three months since the conversation with matt, and you still hadn’t slipped around your boyfriend. he had encouraged your regression by buying you stuffed animals and sometimes even decorated pacifiers, but he also understood that it might take you a while to share such a large and “embarrassing” thing with him. it wasn’t that you didn’t want to; rather, you were so anxious about matt changing his mind about loving you once he saw you actually regressed. you still slipped, of course, but it was never when matt was home. 

all of that was going to change today, though. for some reason, everything that could go wrong, did. you had spilled hot coffee on your white blouse at work, then your lunch order had been delivered to the wrong office, and finally, you had gotten stuck in a hour-long traffic jam on your commute home. as soon as you stepped in your and matt’s shared apartment, you flopped down on the living room floor and began to cry. was it childish? sure. but you had had an awful day, and being tired and emotional were your biggest headspace triggers. 

matt came out of his office when he heard you wailing, looking down at you on the living room floor. “baby, what’s wrong?” he asked sadly, sitting beside you. 

“everything!” you wailed. 

“wanna elaborate on that?” he asked with a gentle smile, pulling you into his lap. 

you began to recount the story of your awful day, clinging to matt’s shirt as your tears stained the gray fabric. you could feel yourself slipping with every passing second, but honestly, you were too tired to care. “...an so tiwed.” you sobbed finally, fully slipping into your headspace. 

matt froze at the sudden change in your voice, but you didn’t seem to notice his hesitation. your boyfriend just rubbed your back for a moment before quietly whispering. “daddy’s here, honey. i’ve got you. everything’s okay, baby.” 

the few sentences alone were enough to make you stop crying as you snuggled into matt’s hold. unbeknownst to you, he had been reading up on age regression ever since that day, learning as much as he could about how to help you. he knew that gentle words and speaking of himself in the third person usually helped, and it was clearly working. your tears had slowly reduced to sniffles and little hiccups as you relaxed in his hug. 

matt allowed you two to sit on the floor for a while, before he slowly stood up with you in his arms and carried you to your shared bedroom. he knew that you probably wouldn’t want to talk a lot right now, but that was okay. he simply changed you into one of your soft onesies that you kept in your dresser, before tucking you in softly and laying down beside you. he continued to hum sweet, nonsensical things to you as he plucked your pacifier from the nightstand and slipped it between your lips. 

it wasn’t long until you were encased in snuggles from matt, comfy onesie on, pacifier in your mouth, and your favorite stuffie that had a recording of his voice in it in your hand. your boyfriend knew that a lot of conversations would have to be had after this occurrence, but right now, he simply enjoyed the time with his little one, admiring the way your eyes had glossed over and your lips had a little smile as you yawned. just before you fell asleep, you said something that made matt’s heart swell, and reminded him that this was exactly what he was meant to do. 

“i loves you, daddy.” you whispered as you slowly fell asleep. 

“i love you, baby girl.” he whispered back just as gently, knowing that today was just the start of something beautiful.  

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Oh yeah. Well what if I sit there with my paci and stare at you with my big shiny eyes like this

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!!!!

hi y'all! i've gotten a few reqs to post my old agere writings--i no longer feel comfortable posting those on this account (that has smut), so i made an account to post sfw agere writings!!

@lilahsnursery (user inspired my favorite @quinnysnursery <3)

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being into fandom agere is so funny why am i fantasizing about tucking that man in for a nap

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me when someone thinks i’ll make fun of them for “cringy” interests but i know the correlation between 9/11, my chemical romance, twilight, and 50 shades of gray

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current dilemma is knowing your gf is getting a puppy today so i'm awaiting a facetime from her with said puppy but that means that i'm convinced if i start working ill miss the call and wont see puppy

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are you going to write any txt agere anytime soon? 👉🏻👈🏻 I couldn’t find if you do requests or anything and I don’t wanna be annoying by asking, but I was just curious 🥺

i have a little soobin in the drafts as we speak 😝

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I dyed my hair again and I feel so happy🐺

OMG YAAAY

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I LOVE sad boyz….it’s so fire….Jarvis also seems like the type of little to just sit down and yap about his interests for 2+ hours…me too bro, me too

RIIIIGHT, it's been my go to sleep podcast recently

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Todays thoughts

I’m brainrotting so hard over the new Superman I cried yesterday for no reason cos he’s so cool 💔

Also me and my gang best friended so hard my mom just invited them over to watch a movie without me 😭 (I’ll lowkey probably go and longer a little but I’m in my room drawing so)

HELPPP i haven't seen the new superman (not much of a dc person) but i've heard good things as well!!

ALSO THATS SO FUNNY, it reminds me of when i was at dinner with my aunt and uncle while willow and my mom did willow's taxes together HAHA

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hello quinny,I came to my tumblr big sis for advice,since I dont have any friends that are older than me. So Im gonna go to a new school next year which is also connected to an intership at a job (Idk how to explain it in english) and I‘ll probably work at a kindergarten for a year or half. Is it normal that I dont feel ready or old enough for all that at all? Cause I have genuinely considered going to another school to get a 'higher graduation' just because I dont feel grown up enough to start working and take the first few steps.

hon when i tell you i felt/still feel this EXACT same way, i mean i felt/still fell this E X A C T same way.

everyone takes the first few steps at their own pace, it took me until earlier this year to begin working and i've only just considered getting my drivers license thanks to my work finally pushing me to the point where i need one (/pos, it means i'm busy haha) (also for context i'll be 19 at the end of august)

so, while i can't give you any advice on how to fix not feeling ready-- i can assure you that there are a plethora of people who have been in your shoes before :)

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what are your thoughts on tadc? (the amazing digital circus)

idrk what that is tbh!

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did i just see thief reader on my tl?????

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thinking about little Jarvis Johnson again….hes so

i've been watching jarvis sm recently :< luv his podcast

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https://www.tumblr.com/quinnysnursery/789794491552907264/how-soon-is-too-soon-for-a-fall-theme?source=share

it never too soon :3

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🤔 hmmmm

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HAHAHA IT'S LIKE A DOMINO EFFECT

how soon is TOO soon for a fall theme

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Would you ever write for cg!hasan?

i did once bc i was hyperfixated, and to my knowledge he hasn't been seriously cancelled since (correct me if im wrong teehee) soooo, maybe? depends on the prompt tbh