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I started reading The Raven Cycle about a week ago and goshhhh, I'm in awe 😭 I got into it because of all the beautiful fanarts I've been seeing for a while now... I needed to contribute one as well. One of many more to come, most likely. I love them!!! They're so fun to draw!!

I'm only finishing the second book so please don't spoil it for me 🫢

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source: The Lesbian Love Companion: How to Survive Everything from Heartthrob to Heartbreak by Marny Hall, Ph.D.

Year of publication: 1998

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long time no trc

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possession horror where the thing possessing the autistic character causes them to behave in a more neurotypical way. autistic possession horror where the thing inside you is easier to communicate with than you are, the thing inside you doesn’t have a flat affect, the thing inside you doesn’t let your body stim, the thing inside you is how you were told to behave and you can only do it when you are no longer you. autistic possession horror where you will never forget that everyone liked it better than you before they found out something was controlling you. autistic possession horror where they know what’s inside you isn’t you and debate whether it would be easier for everyone to leave you like this anyway. you agree. reblog.

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Buck + His dirty hoodie 9-1-1, S08E13

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body language expert here: that guy needs to be put down like a dog

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priest!eddie from @butchdiaz 's if it brings me to my knees. babygirl you are so pious and mentally ill.

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if the song wasnt about the character then why would they have written it about the character

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OLIVER STARK as EVAN ‘BUCK’ BUCKLEY 9-1-1 - S08 E11 · Holy Mother of God

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now that it's no longer anonymous and i can finally talk about it - i wrote this! yayyy pathetic virgin remus!!

i was approving submissions for @moonyfest when i decided not to leave this fic unfinished. i'd like to take a moment to thank everyone who participated, and extend a very special thank you to my fellow mods and friends, whose hard work since the end of last year has resulted in an incredible collection filled with stories we can return to again and again when the world feels dark.

while this fic is mostly self indulgent smut, it was also the product of me thinking a lot about hope. specifically, hope for a future of feeling comfortable in your body, for feeling accepted and loved as you are.

with that being said, this will be my last marauders fic. it would feel a little strange moving on without acknowledging it, so i wanted to talk a little bit about that below, if you're curious :)

i've felt conflicted about being part of the marauders fandom since i joined & started posting fics last year. there is unfortunately no way to avoid the harm that jk rowling causes, or to ignore where her money goes, and i do believe that engaging with and posting fan content does contribute to that, even without financially supporting the franchise.

the reason this fandom appealed to me in the first place was the prospect of reclaiming at least a tiny piece of the joy that harry potter brought me when i was young, and i think i can confidently say i managed to do that.

honestly, this space has been a lifeline for me over the past year. it brought me friendship, creativity, and comfort when i haven't been able to stand existing in my own body (there's something that feels particularly ironic about having a gender crisis while spending your free time writing remus lupin).

i won't lie - i've loved writing my own little versions of the marauders. i'm so proud of the stories i've told, and have so much love for the people in this community who continue to create and uplift queer and trans people & art. no amount of bigotry can take that joy away.

while i won't be deleting the fics i've already uploaded (again, i feel conflicted about this), i just don't feel comfortable continuing to write these characters. it has become especially disheartening to see people with “fuck jkr" in their bios actively buying merch, visiting parks, and saying they'll be watching the new series in a marauders way .... fuck that.

i'm also just tired of my writing, the thing i'm most passionate about in the world, being associated with jk rowling. i hate having to think about her this much.

i'll still be around on here and writing the queer, trans stories i want to write, dabbling in other fandoms and (finally) focusing on original fiction, which no doubt will involve more gay and miserable men! wahoo!

it's really been so much fun. thank you for being so lovely about my work.

lots of love x

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(stumbling out of the document covered in blood) ok i wrote 100 words

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hey

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I love soulmates but also this-

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the bisexuality was there. it didnt change anything. it didn't save anyone. there were just too many forces against it. but it still matters that the bisexuality was there

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now that it's no longer anonymous and i can finally talk about it - i wrote this! yayyy pathetic virgin remus!!

i was approving submissions for @moonyfest when i decided not to leave this fic unfinished. i'd like to take a moment to thank everyone who participated, and extend a very special thank you to my fellow mods and friends, whose hard work since the end of last year has resulted in an incredible collection filled with stories we can return to again and again when the world feels dark.

while this fic is mostly self indulgent smut, it was also the product of me thinking a lot about hope. specifically, hope for a future of feeling comfortable in your body, for feeling accepted and loved as you are.

with that being said, this will be my last marauders fic. it would feel a little strange moving on without acknowledging it, so i wanted to talk a little bit about that below, if you're curious :)

i've felt conflicted about being part of the marauders fandom since i joined & started posting fics last year. there is unfortunately no way to avoid the harm that jk rowling causes, or to ignore where her money goes, and i do believe that engaging with and posting fan content does contribute to that, even without financially supporting the franchise.

the reason this fandom appealed to me in the first place was the prospect of reclaiming at least a tiny piece of the joy that harry potter brought me when i was young, and i think i can confidently say i managed to do that.

honestly, this space has been a lifeline for me over the past year. it brought me friendship, creativity, and comfort when i haven't been able to stand existing in my own body (there's something that feels particularly ironic about having a gender crisis while spending your free time writing remus lupin).

i won't lie - i've loved writing my own little versions of the marauders. i'm so proud of the stories i've told, and have so much love for the people in this community who continue to create and uplift queer and trans people & art. no amount of bigotry can take that joy away.

while i won't be deleting the fics i've already uploaded (again, i feel conflicted about this), i just don't feel comfortable continuing to write these characters. it has become especially disheartening to see people with “fuck jkr" in their bios actively buying merch, visiting parks, and saying they'll be watching the new series in a marauders way .... fuck that.

i'm also just tired of my writing, the thing i'm most passionate about in the world, being associated with jk rowling. i hate having to think about her this much.

i'll still be around on here and writing the queer, trans stories i want to write, dabbling in other fandoms and (finally) focusing on original fiction, which no doubt will involve more gay and miserable men! wahoo!

it's really been so much fun. thank you for being so lovely about my work.

lots of love x

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unfortunately i could never be nonchalant because i am not well in the head and also my soul is on fire