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Te extraño terriblemente. Tengo un agujero que casi puede verse, y de pronto una cara de enojo tan solo de retener las ganas de gritarte. De gritarte que te odio, te odio! Por dejarme sola, por haberte ido y no volver más...  aunque estés sentado al lado mío.

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5 Things People With Mental Illness Won’t Tell You | Psych2Go 

If you feel that there are more things we should add to this list, let us know.

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Mi vista es distinta, es muy triste y contamina quiero dejar de creer, estarme sola y no ver... Me siento cada vez menos viva, derrotada y confundida sin saber que hacer, no logro entender que aunque aqui todo esta muy bien mi mente no deja de correr, que todo pasa, que la vida de repente me alcanza, y estoy cansada, mi mente necesita de calma, que todo cambia mi mundo siente que se va a acabar, porque esto ataca, en silencio parezco dudar... Quiero ser fuerte... esta lucha es solo contra mi. 

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I used to say to myself that people wasn’t there for me because I never asked them to. I never told anyone when I was struggling with stuff. But through these years of ups and downs, I’ve learned that you can tell someone, straight to their face: “Please, I need help” and they can just pretend they aren’t listening. Some of them might even tell you, just like that, they have more important stuff to do, than to deal with you. Because there’s more important stuff than your life, you know? It’s your life, after all. You’re the one who has to deal with it. Of course, you kill yourself and they will say you didn’t reached for anyone. You hurt yourself and they will say you gotta pull yourself together, that you’re not alone. But give them the choice of lending you the razorblade or giving up on one of their personal interests, and they might as well gift you with a brand new rope and a chair, and wave goodbye. People is selfish.

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You were right to call me unstable. I’m a walking fucking disaster.

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Darling, I can’t fall asleep tonight I didn’t wanna wake you, but I don’t feel right We don’t have to talk for long this time, I swear ‘Cause all that I need is just to know you’re there.   This town can get so lonely Oh and every day, I want you with me Sometimes I don’t believe in what I’m doing here  That’s why, all I need is just to know you’re there… If you stay on the line, We can pretend your pillow is resting next to mine I know it’s foolish but I don’t care  All I need is just to know you’re there All I need is just to know you’re there…   If you stay on the line, We can try to fall asleep at the same time I know it’s foolish but I don’t care All that I need is just to know you’re there All that I need is just to know you’re there  Darling, lately I’ve been so unsure Of who I am and what this life is for God and I will sort it out, you know, it just takes time  'Till then, all that I need is just to know you’re mine all I need is just to know you’re mine.. all I need is just to know you’re mine..

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