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i started relapsing about a month and a half ago and am already half way back down to my lw and only a couple pounds away from my pre-res weight last august. it’s so fucked to be proud of this.

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tumblr: everything okay?

me:

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the most fucking annoying thing about mental illness is that knowing more about it literally does not make a difference. you can watch your own insanity creep up on you in real time, know exactly where it's coming from and what it's gonna do to you, know all the silly little psychiatry words for all your silly little "symptoms", and still have no control over its grip on you. like, i am NOT at the steering wheel in here at ALL bro.

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i hate when i tell myself i’m gonna recover and it’s literally just a binge 😭💀

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I <3 malespo

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The non binary urge to lose enough weight so no one can tell my gender because I’ll have no curves

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If 2 people are drowning, it doesn't matter if one of them was pushed, and if one of them jumped in on their own accord, they're both still drowning.

Same thing with your ed. Just because you knew what you got into, does not mean your ed isn't valid.

If one of those 2 people was drowning in 5 feet of water and the other was drowning in 10 feet, they're both still drowning.

Same thing with your ed. Just because someone is "sicker" doesn't mean your ed isn't valid.

I'm saying this for awareness even though I struggle with validating myself, it just needs to be said.

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at the ed clinic i went to i overhead this one girl saying "when jesus doesnt eat for 40 days its called a miracle but when i do it i get sent to an ed clinic"

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grocery store aisles deal 1d4 psychic damage per round.

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skinny men make me both suicidal and envious at the same time

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Tw: Thinsp/Malespo

got some malespo for you all

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i want these collarbones so bad

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Black malespo. Cause that shit rare as hell.

Also, totally not a repost cause my dumbass totally didn't forget to put hashtags ૮₍´｡ᵔ ꈊ ᵔ｡₎ა

Also, is Mexican thinspo a thing?? If you have some send please I want my own motivation too <3333333333

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It really sucks sometimes

Having a restrictive ed while not being skinny; I feel like I’m wasting away when in reality I’m too fat for people to give a shit