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saw the future in the face of a daffodil

Made myself mythical, tried to be real

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False, Steve and Eddie would NEVER get divorced

Just two divorced parents exchanging their kid on the weekend

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My friends be like, I'm not going to watch it, I don't care anymore...but then the trailer came out

Hi here’s the teen wolf movie trailer if you haven’t seen it yet! Please emotionally prepare yourself for Scott’s haircut.

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omg I got cancelled

Hey ok I haven’t ranted in a MINUTE but I’m pissed.  Stranger Things spoilers, ahead, weirdly.

It all started when some shipper was like Mike was in love the whole time, wasn’t he???  And with like a picture of them from the first season when they were 11 years old.  And maybe I didn’t express myself so clearly, but I said that full grown adults shipping literal children gives me the ick.  Really not a controversial statement in my view.  So naturally, the internet spent the entire weekend calling me a homophobe.  “OH WELL, you must think mike and 11 are gross too?”  LITERALLY YES DON’T SHIP CHILDREN.  In my bewilderment, I posted the same thing to my asexuality group, one of the most accepting group I know, a group that accepts a ‘relationship’ with a fictional character as a valid sexuality without BLINKING, thinking they would understand, or at least give me a clearer perspective.  Nope, same thing ‘these are both boys so you’re a homophobe.  (I deleted that one, thinking it would help get my mind off it--it did not)

I’m trying to treat this as a thought experiment.  I could probably write a small book on why it set me off, how no 11 year old has ever been ‘in love’ (even if they think they are) because they are not mature enough to understand it, how impressing the adult idea of a relationship on a child (regardless of sexuality) isn’t right, how the ‘ooohhhh do you have a little boyfriend’ culture led me, as an ace person, to feel alienated and broken from a young age.  But nobody gives a fuck what I think if they can call me hateful names instead.  

It’s funny, because what could I possibly say to convince them?  I have a gay friend?  I’m part of the queer community myself?  Nah.  There’s nothing you could do, even if you felt the need to.  And not to sound like a boomer, but it’s a big issue in society today.

So I’m already sore about this, I saw this clickbait article on a ‘crazy stranger things theory’ which was my first mistake ok.  Someone said that because there was a poster of Karen (mikes mom) with Henry Creel/Vecna’s house in the background, she must be connected!  She must be Alice Creel!  Except Alice...is DEAD.  It wasn’t a small detail either--like it was a major plot point.  We see her on the ground, crushed to death by her own brother (Vecna).  

After writing, and even reiterating that alice is dead, so bozo has the nerve to go “It’s Karen, Mike’s mom”.  ALICE.  ALICE IS DEAD ALICE IS DEAD.  I don’t know how to make it clearer than that?

so yeah how was you’re weekend?

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I want to love “Alchemy of Souls” but like...it’s hard to get through...maybe chapter 7 will turn it around but like NOTHING HAPPENED in six.

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was there a single person (besides El) that was surprised by this? Like, you cast Jamie, then you GET JAMIE

4.07 “Chapter Seven: The Massacre at Hawkins Lab” STRANGER THINGS

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He was also Young Grindelwald, just saying

i've seen several articles about "who's jamie campbell bower? meet the new actor from stranger things season 4" i took this as a personal attack so i've made this for the old school ones

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Eating seed. Shitting on the ground. What a world.

birds are so privileged for being able to sit on top of street lamps and judge people. i wish i was up there

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well did you miss me? walk on water just to kiss me oh come and get me  drag me out, destroy me 

I’ve been expecting you, I’m ready

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Stranger I've known you for so long I found you lost with a compass in the fog Stranger you know me too much Illusionary-self had not been touched, until you

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all of the nice ones are. Pressing forheads, touching faces, gently wiping tears away with the pad of ones thumb, gently brushing the hair out of your face, fiddling with the hairs at the back of your neck, pulling a blanket over them as they sleep and do NOT underestimate the power of ALMOST doing any of these things, but stopping yourself, hovering over their skin for a long, heavy moment.

can we all agree that pressing foreheads together is an underrated act of affection??

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You were delivered to me We were closed as the stores on Christmas Eve So I felt around in the dark Building rope ladders into your heart Climbing hand over hand to get in That's the shape I found you in

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Crab is all. All are Crab.

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There were bright bright days, we were dreaming. There were black days in the red room of your anger. The roses retreating, and blooming again. But the song was my heart slowly breaking. And the weight was a mountain of old pain.

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You've got a lot of nerve to come back Plan your attack yeah I am still waiting You wrote the rules to try and contain me You broke 'em Now you have untamed me

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your demon daddy

when i say i am a "woman" I mean "whatever the fuck florence welch is talking about in her songs"