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Hey everyone! We need your help to create the best party game ever!

Introducing… What The Plot?!

How does it work?

1.) Take a Prompt Card.

Ex. ’Tell us about the time a vampire hit on you.‘ 

2.) You have one minute to bullshit a story.

After the minute is up, the player next to you needs to continue your story and so on. 

However! There is also a pile of cards each with three words on it. Every turn you draw a card and have to use one of the three words from it in your story. Ex. breadstick, cactus, werewolf.’ If you don’t use one of the words during your turn, you lose points. If you can’t continue the story then you also lose points. And if your story is really awful, other players can play the ‘Boo Card’, causing you to lose a catastrophic amount of points. The player who is not the worst wins!

We have already found a supplier and a distribution center in both the US and Europe. We really want to know what you think. Let’s create this game together and make it the best it can possibly be. Are you in?

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if jolene were taking my man i would simply kiss her

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I’m reading on old superstitions and: “Do not go out collecting nuts on Sept 14th, holy Rood Day, as the devil will be out nutting too!” September 14th: the day the Devil nuts

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Sometimes we feel empty

That's just what happens, I cant explain why. I wish I could l, I wish I knew why some days I felt hollow like a piece of me is missing and the scary part is I don't remember what it was or when I lost it only that it's gone. I wonder what it was; this thing that used to reside inside of me. Was it nice? Was it kind? Was it happy? Was it sad? Was it me? Was it the old version of me, because I say I want the old me back but so much time has passed I no longer remember her. So yes I am hollow but I have learned not to search for thatissing piece but to fill it with something else to give something else a home inside of yourself.

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Fuck you

Fuck you for hurting me and fuck you for not caring. Fuck you for the way you made me felt and fuck you for leaving me numb. Fuck the sleepless nights when I lay awake thinking of you and fuck you for leaving me scared of my self when I'm alone. Fuck what you did to me and fuck what you didnt.

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“Your body is a museum of natural disasters. Can you grasp how stunning that is?”

— Rupi Kaur, Milk and Honey

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I'm not saying it wont hurt

I'm saying the hurt is worth it. I'm saying the soul crushing leave you breathless at night in your bed choking down a sob cant take it anymore pain can be worth it. I'm saying I stayed up until 3 am using every ounce of strength in me not to scream and came to work to my 4 year olds the next day and felt so much joy replacing the pain. I'm saying your capacity for happiness is just as big as your capacity for sorrow, and I cant make you happy I can't give you that joy and I cant promise that its everyone's fix, but I'm saying it can be I'm saying for some there is a way, im saying your not alone, im saying that sometimes you need to feel pain and then turn around and feel a joy that hits you just as deep and makes your whole body feel as if it's on fire because that all we are, we're just an unlit match waiting for something to spark a fire In us so deep we cant put it out. I'm saying feel the pain because it will hurt and then feel the joy.

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And mabey this was always the way it was supposed to be

Mabey I'm destined forever in the abyss of my head because how do I leave the only place I've ever known how to I leave this hell this empty cruel place inside of me that I've made for myself how do I leave when I've lost the key I've lost myself I've just lost and I don't fucking know what to do

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Not enough

How many calories does wallowing in self pity burn?

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“You’ll never be able to find yourself if you’re lost in someone else.”

— Colleen Hoover, November 9 (via books-n-quotes)

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Mabey I loved you

And mabey I didn't. In all honesty I'm not sure what love is, nor do I truly know how to feel it but I know part of me loved you in the only way I knew how. Which to be honest is a really fucked up broken burn the world down kinda way but I loved you, and no I can't make you happy not how you need or want but I tried. No one can ever say I didn't try to be what you needed and God you broke me, but you broke me in the best way and how lucky I am to be broken by you. It's by far been the best kind of broken no matter the hurt and one day it'll pass and that day isnt today and it wont be tomorrow but mabey it'll be soon and mabey it wont. But that's all I have, an eternity of mabeys and not near enough certainty. So bye bye my love.

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“In all these years, you never believed I loved you. And I did. I did so much. I did love you. I even loved your hate and your hardness.”

— Tennessee Williams, Cat on a Hot Tin Roof (via books-n-quotes)

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“The most terrible thing about it is not that it breaks one’s heart—hearts are made to be broken—but that it turns one’s heart to stone.”

— Oscar Wilde, De Profundis (via the-book-diaries)

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How to make a pumpkin head

Since I defs didn’t want to carve a real pumpkin to put on my head and get nasts pumpkin insides all over my hair I decided to paper mache one. Unfortunately there was no good tutorials anywhere so I will share my trial and error knowledge.

First I got some supplies: 1 Punch balloon (they’re rounder and larger they regular balloons), some paper mache stuff in a bag, cardboard, a glue gun, paint, sculpey clay, tape, some news paper and some water and flour mixed together.

I then put at least three - five paper mache layers of newspaper with flour water on the balloon. I also measured my head and left an opening at the bottom. (NOTE: Don’t put tape on the balloon and try to peel it off after you’re done paper macheing, RIP)

After that’s all dry I put glue gunned some cardboard onto it to give it some pumpkin like ridges.

Then I filled the gaps between the cardboard and the newspaper with the paper mache in a bag stuff. Wait for it to dry. (Note: Don’t pop balloon until the paper mache in a bag stuff is dry cause it holds a LOT of water and your paper mache project will sink, RIP) After that I popped the balloon and lightly dampened the top with a sponge and water until it was wet enough to slowly press down into more of a pumpkin shape.

After it’s all dry I taped a stem I made out of card board on the top and put another layer or two of newspaper mache over top.

More drying wait time (you can use your oven on the lowest setting to make it dry faster) then I sanded it down and cut out a face with an exacto blade.

I added a little bit of backing behind the face on the inside with the paper mache in a bag to give it more of a 3D look which wasn’t that noticeable but oh well, it kidna worked… After all that stuffs done I painted it all white otherwise the newsprint would bleed through and make my colours not as bright, I also added some sculpey clay to the brow area to give it some more emotion in which I used an iron to dry it with cause it was too late to put it in the oven with paint all over it (Note: Put clay on before painting).

I sprayed it with a sealer before painting colours on it cause I find acrylics do weird things sometimes. After it was all dry I begin to paint.

I also painted the inside a red and added a kinda head rest thing on the inside since when I pushed the top down it made an uncomfortable point at the top when putting it on your head. Then once it was all dry I sprayed it with some more sealer, added some cool stuff like stitches with some ribbon and blood which I used nail polish for a shiny effect and put in some lights which weren’t very effective when my head was in the pumpkin but that’s okay, it still looked cool.

And that’s that!

Hope this helps some people, Enjoy!