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A/n -Yeah.. so I just found this in my drafts and I wanna get back to writing sooo should I finish this orrrrr

Peter coming through your window before the sun came up. It was almost routine like the way he knocked on the glass as if he didn’t know it was always open, just for him. Yet you played his little game. You walked over and opened it, letting the masked hero into your home, into your room, “Are you hurt?” You asked and his hesitation made you realize the answer before he even opened his mouth. “It’s not that bad this time” he explained. He took off his mask slowly, his eyes were darkened, and his face was bruised. It was so interesting how you knew it wouldn’t be there tomorrow, yet it still made your stomach curl in a way you only experienced when he was like this. “I’ll get the med kick” you explained walking into the bathroom.

You always played Peters little nurse. At first you thought, his girlfriend, of course he would come to you for healing and comfort. But who was there to comfort you? Who was there when the sirens blared through your room and all you could think about was how he was risking his life for people he barely knew. He was heroic, but he was careless.

“You’re not talking to me”

“What is there to talk about. It’s two o’clock in the morning”

Peter let out a dry laugh at your comment, “Yeah and normally you would be scolding, explaining how I was too reckless, how I needed to be careful-“

“Seeing how you already know what I want to say there is no point in me saying it” you explained placing the first aid kit on the bed before looking at him. He looked cautious, like if he said the wrong thing an argument could brew-but it was already too late to stop. “Do you ever listen to me?”

“Wh-what do you mean babe of course I listen to you”

“No like do you listen? Do you hear the words come out of my mouth and really take it in? Do you ever fight and think, hmm maybe I shouldn’t go in without a plan because my girlfriend is already home alone worried sick?”

“You think I don’t have a plan? You think I want to come to you bruised and full of cuts”

“Then why do you? Why do you come to me Peter? I’m no Doctor. I’m no superhero!”

“Because after a fight the first thing I want to see is what I’m fighting for.”

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“I- I shouldn’t have said that”

“No you shouldn’t have”

“I didn’t mean it”

“Oh thanks that sure does clear everything up doesn’t it?” You say rolling your eyes

“Listen I know you don’t want me here-”

“And yet, here you still remain” You said with a sarcastic smile

“Can we just talk”

“I don’t want to talk”

“Y/n please!”

“You hurt me Peter!”

“I'm sorry!” He yelled his voice cracking. He allowed the words to float in the air for a moment before pulling the mask off his face. His eyes puffy and full of desperation, “I’m so very sorry Y/n. I practiced this conversation in my head 3000 times before I came over here and nothing I ever say seems close enough to an apology you deserve. I was stupid, heartless,a total jerk and if you throw me out and tell me you never want to see me again I wouldn’t blame you….But I’m really hoping you don’t.” He explained pleading with those warm puppy dog eyes of his.

Your emotions were everywhere, and who could blame you. This past month Peters had been your best friend, your enemy, your crush and your first heartbreak all wrapped in one. Giving him a once over you sighed and sat on your bed waiting for the excuses to flow out his mouth the same way they did before. Nothing really changed... Did it? He is still so close yet so far, like the stars that brighten up the night sky. You played with the strings of your sweatpants hoping it would distract you enough to keep the tears from falling. To say you were head over heels for this boy was an understatement and the thought of your friendship ending made you sick to your stomach.

Peter let out a sigh of relief before taking a moment to gather his thoughts. He sat on the far end of your bed praying you wouldn’t push him away again, ”These past couple of days haven’t been easy” he said with a nervous chuckle, “Even though I know it was my fault, you avoiding me hurt more than I thought it would. Everything reminded me of you, it's like it took me losing you to realize just how much I needed you. I missed the way your smile could brighten up a room. Or when you laughed so hard, letting out a cute little snort that you try but fail to cover up. I missed the way even on my worst days all it took was seeing you to make all my worries melt away. I love-“ Peter stopped making you look at him, he was staring at the floor in shock as if his words were news to him. His eyes connected with yours and a small smile tugged on his lips, “I love-I love you Y/n”

You sat there looking at him, your mouth hanging practically open. Your brain couldn’t process the words fast enough as your thoughts ran wild. The person you loved for forever just confessed his feelings to you. Where you are supposed to be happy, I mean that’s big, but what about-”Liz”. Crickets. Good job y/n, the love of your life says he loves you and the first thing you bring up was your love rival.

Peter chuckled a bit before rubbing his neck, “Right uh- she kind of broke up with me”

“Oh”

‘‘Yeah”

The two of you stared at each other for a moment before you decided that the silence was too deafening “Me too… I mean I love you too, for a while actually you’re pretty late to the party” The two of you laughed and for a moment everything seemed fine, almost like how it used to be.

“Great, well how about I take you on a date-”

“Woah, woah, woah. Slow it down Spider-Man, I'm still upset with you.”

“Oh? Is that so Ms. L/n” He asked with a flirtatious look,“Well I guess I will just have to earn that date huh?” He asked with a raise eyebrow.

“I guess so, Mr.Parker”

~Bonus~

“Peter stop it” you said laughing hysterically as your boyfriend tickles you. You were currently in his bedroom studying- or rather supposed to be studying for your redo test. Apparently Peter had used his good reputation to charm your chem teacher to let you retake the test for your honors program.

“What’s the answer Y/n?” He asked calmly as if he wasn’t trying to tickle you to death

“I-I I don’t know!!! I’m gonna pee myself!! P-Peter pleasee” you begged on the verge of tears. Thankfully he stopped letting your breath.

“Okay imma give you five seconds, five-“

“Lead!! Lead! ’Pb’ is lead please don’t tickle me” you said laughing and he gave you a smile.

“Correct, see I knew you knew the answer babe” he said proudly placing a kiss on your lips, “You’re gonna ace this test love”

The kiss caught you a bit off guard but nonetheless you smiled at the boy. His hair floated above you as his face lingered above yours, he gave you his signature smile while caressing your cheek, “I don’t know what I would do without you” he said and you smiled back at him.

“Black Widow”

“Natashia?” He asked confused

“No the spider you idiot, because you would be a spider who is without his lover” you explained giving a dramatic gasp placing a hand on your forehead.

Peter rolled his eyes but failed to hide his smile, “that made no sense what’s so ever”

“It did too you’re just made because you didn’t come up with it”

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“I- I didn’t mean that” Peter explained

You scoffed already over this conversation, you always knew he would confront you but you didn’t expect it to be like this. You turned to face him once again, giving him a once over, “Then what did you mean Peter?”

“I don't know”

“And that's the problem isn’t it? Because your words keep replaying in my mind trying to figure out what I did to possible deserve that”

“You didn’t deserve that! I was angry, you were angry we both said things we didn’t mean!” he pleaded taking a step closer to you

You shook your head, “No Peter I said things I meant. Things I felt and prayed you would understand, and instead you sat there and mocked me.”

“I didn't mean-”

“Then tell me Peter what did you mean?” you screamed “Because it seems like you just want to hurt me in the worst ways possible! So Congrats Peter, job well done!” Peter opened his mouth to say something but you shook your head and continued, “It doesn’t even matter anymore.You don’t even understand. You are-” you took a breath rethinking your words, “you were supposed to be my best friend Peter. You said you would protect me from this pain, this heartbreak, yet you're the only one causing it! Ignoring me was one thing, but what you said hurt Peter.” you sobbed making Peter take a step closer but you shook your head taking a step away from him.

He stopped giving a small sigh,“I know I am the worst friend ever. I know that I wasn’t there for you when you needed me, and I know I pushed you away and I am sorry. Just let me know what I can do to fix all this! I just- I just want everything to go back to how it used to be-”

“No” for a moment the room was silent, not even a peep from the couple you saw outside. It was kind of ironic how the two of you would watch the couple argue in the same way you were doing right now. However, you didn’t think this would end in lips locking underneath the moon's gaze.

“What?” Peter asked, almost offended. “What do you mean no?”

“I mean no.” You said simply to the boy. He stood there, mask in hand. The look of shock and confusion swirled in his face. He looked down at the floor as if it would give him the answers he was so desperately searching for.

Peter ran his fingers over where his brown locsould have been before looking back at you “Y/N I came to apologize, you can’t- you can’t just say no-“

“And you can’t just put on a costume and expect everything to be okay Peter! Everything is not okay!” You spat back at him.His gaze had gone over to your bed.. or anything but you at this point.

“Maybe if you stopped avoiding me every time I tried to fix things I wouldn’t have to put on my spider SUIT and climb through your window. I'm trying y/n, but every time I try it’s like you say it’s not good enough”

“Maybe it’s not good enough Peter! Maybe I’m tired of you always messing up and doing the bare minimum to fix it, I just can't do that anymore!”

“Would you at least let me finish what I was going to say!” Peter asked, he took your silence as a yes and cleared his throat and scratched the back of his neck “ I was talking to Liz-”

You scoffed, “And here I thought we were talking about me for a change, but I get it now, everything is always about her.” You had to stop yourself from laughing at how predictable he became,”Even when you're apologising she's in the middle of it. You choose her over everything Peter! It was her, NO MATTER WHAT! School, Spiderman, ME, It didn’t matter what it was, it was always her first.” You yelled, you could feel the tears falling as the lump in your throat started to build, “ What is it about her Peter, What did she have that I didn’t? Why couldn’t you just pick me for once?!”

“I WANTED TO! Don't you think I wanted to run to you for everything! I was scared Y/n and if I could go back in time I would but I can’t. I thought that you would push me away, that you didn’t feel the same and I would get hurt or that the only person i've ever seemed to trust would get up and leave me so I did what I always do. I ran away, I thought that if I allowed myself to fall in love with someone else these feelings would disappear and everything would go back to normal, but I was wrong and it didn’t work. I would be with her thinking of you and I didn’t even notice it until she pointed it out yesterday.” He explained

You heard his words but it didn’t even affect you anymore, the feelings you once had were either gone or hiding behind your rage,“You know I Would have given anything for you to look at me the way you looked at her”

“y/’n-

“No-no it's my turn. I did everything for you Peter, I made time for you, I smiled when I couldn't smile anymore, I cleaned your wounds, I even kept your secret. And all I expected from you was to be my friend. Even though I lounged for your touch or hoped that one day I would call you mine. I loved you Peter, and I didn’t ask you to love me back but jeez, you could have at least pretended you cared”

“That's not true y/n I love you I do care”Peter groaned pacing the floor, “Look im sorry-”

“I can’t do this anymore”

“And what.. What exactly are you saying y/n?”

“Peter.. did you really think we could go back to normal after this?”

“I was kinda hoping we could, come on Y/n we fight all the time, this-“

“Is different. This is different Peter.”

“But I- I told you we broke up- I told you that I loved you!”

“AND THAT DOESN'T ERASE EVERYTHING YOU'VE PUT ME THROUGH!” You yelled. You knew your face was a mess by the way your salty tears came falling down like waterfalls.Closing your eyes you took a moment before looking at him once again,“I think I would like to focus on myself and I can’t do that with you”

Peter looked like he wanted to argue with you but in the end he nodded and held his gaze to the floor. He clenched his jaw before sniffling, “I really messed up this time huh?”

“Yeah you really did Pete..”

He gave a defeated chuckle and meet your gaze once again, “Can we be friends?” You went to tell him it didn’t sound like a good idea but he read your mind before you even spoke, “If not- if not now that maybe after” he asked his voice cracking. Your heart broke hearing that and watching his own tears fall.

“Maybe, only time will tell”

“Time.. right” he seemed to have spaced out. You cleared your throat,

“Well it’s getting late..”

“Right.. okay um.. I’m sorry again.”

“I know Peter” You watched as he hesitantly walked towards the window, he looked at you once again giving you a heartbroken smile before swinging out. You knew he was going next door but for some reason it felt like that was the last time you’d see him. Or maybe just the last time you would see him as your Peter Parker.

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~My Boi Petey’s POV~

“Do you think y/n hates me?”

“What?” Liz turned to me with a confused glance. Of course she was confused and the question was random. I didn’t even mean to say it out loud. She stopped collecting the items from her locker and stared into my eyes almost like she was looking for answers, but not to the question I presented.The awkward silence made me shift in place and I almost said nevermind, but then she answered me. “No. I just think she needs time to think things over” she stated looking back at her books. She grabbed her lunch bag and we proceeded to the lunchroom.

I nodded at her answer wondering if I should ask another but decided it was better to stay quiet. We walked over to the lunch table, looking around at the people seated.Y/n wasn’t there,which wasn’t unexpected. She had been avoiding me before the argument and it would only make sense for her to continue after. Liz and I sat in our seats and her friends immediately turned to her talking about something that happened earlier that day. I would be lying if I said I didn’t miss when it was just us four. Me, Ned, Mj and Y/n. When it was just us four we could talk about anything, now I barely understand or don’t care enough to listen to what our table is talking about.I turned back to Liz and tried to focus on the conversation she was having with the rest of the table but even she looked uninterested.

“I totally agree, baby Yoda is too cute” almost immediately me and Ned looked at each other and then back at the blond girl in front of us.Liz’s friend actually watch-

“Wait, you watch The Mandalorian?” Ned asked in shock, and to be completely honest I was shocked too.

“Yeah Grogu is adorable isn’t he-” I chimed in finally excited we could all talk about something as a group

“Who?” she asked, looking between the two of us. Me and Ned looked around the table for help but they all seemed just as confused as she was.

“You know… Grogu Aka baby Yoda” Ned explained in which the girls gave an unsure nod.

“Right. Well we will call him baby Yoda because that's cuter. And no we don’t watch star wars-”

“The Mandalorian-”

“Right,That. We just like baby Yoda, he’s so stinkin 'cute” she explained, making my thoughts wander again. Me and Y/n would binge watch The Mandalorian in my room whenever we were bored or couldn’t sleep. She would also rave about how cute baby Yoda was.In fact i'm pretty sure that's the only reason I got her to watch it with me. I miss her. I miss when we hung out, the way she got my nerdy jokes or even threw in a witty response herself. It's not the same here and it took her ignoring me to figure that out. I sighed looking over to Liz and she didn’t even look like she ate any of her pasta, “Hey babe you okay?” she looked at me giving a small smile, “yeah, um, just not that hungry.” she explained looking back at the pasta. The bell rang and I got up waiting for Liz to join me, “Actually Ezibella is going to walk me,” Liz explained, placing her hand on my arm before walking out the lunchroom.

During the 7th period is when I realized that Liz was acting strange, I mean sure I thought it was weird when she didn’t want me to walk her to her locker but at the same time I thought she just wanted her space. Ned sat next to me chuckling, “Wow,you have three girls avoiding you,that's like an all time record” he explained, face beaming like he had made the joke of the century.I gave him a small glare which whipped the smile off his face, “ sorry I couldn't resist. I mean really Peter you went from a guy who couldn’t talk to girls, to the ladies man to the boy who touched the cheese in that ‘Diary of a Wimpy Kid’ movie.” he started making me sigh and run my hands down my face.I mean he wasn’t wrong. “Can we just focus on the paper?” I asked, trying to fill my mind with the numbers on the sheet instead of all the things that were going wrong around me.

“And then Ned pulled onto the curtain-”

“Can we talk Peter?” Liz asked, interrupting me.

“We are talking,” I said jokingly, adjusting my book bag.

“You know what I mean” she said with sigh.I cleared my throat and nodded for Liz to continue.“I think we should break up”. There it was.It seemed like the world had been lifted off her shoulders, like this wasn’t something she thought about just today.. How long has she been waiting to set herself free? I stopped to look at her but she stared at the bracelet I gave her. Her fingers gliding in and out of the beaded jewelry.

“Why?”

“I just don’t think-” she stopped for a moment as if searching for the right words “ I don’t think we are right for each other.”

“What do you mean we aren’t right for each other? I thought everything was fine. We spent time together, we went out on plenty of dates I just don’t understand” I explained trying to calculate the answer to a problem that clearly wouldn’t be solved, “Am I not giving you enough time?” No that can’t be the reason, I gave her every moment of my free time, “ Do you not like the dates?” It can’t be the dates, I mean I pay and plan everything. Is that the problem? That I’m planning everything. Maybe every Saturday night isn’t enough? I don’t know how much time I can take out of being spiderman “Or, or maybe-”

“Do you like Y/n” silence. The words hung over us for a moment as I tried to comprehend them. Y/n? That's- “Ridiculous. That's ridiculous, I like you, I'm dating you.”

“That didn’t answer my question,” she said, looking at me waiting.

“Of course I like her she’s my friend-“

Liz shook her head and smiled apologize, “you really are fighting this aren’t you”

“Liz I don’t know what you’ve heard or what you’re thinking, but I like you. Y/n hasn’t even talked to me since we got together.”

“At first I didn’t realize it, then I thought I was just being jealous but now.. Now I see it. Now I know, You like her”

“I'm dating you-”

“Yeah, but you wish you were dating her. When you’re not looking at me you’re staring at her. Or if I don’t like something you apologies and explain how she did. You don’t even realize that your life is so intertwined.” She hummed playing with her bracelet once more before taking it off her wrist.“Here me out. You talk to her, if what I say is true then we stay broken up, no hard feelings and I'll still wave at you when we are passing the hallways” she explained with a small chuckle, I let a small smile slip onto my face. She placed the trinket in my hand burying it safely underneath my fingers.I clinched the bracelet holding back the tears that had apparently been building up, “Give this to the girl that you will truly give your whole heart to” she kissed my cheek and walked up her stars before turning back to me, “hopefully I see you tomorrow morning” and then she was gone, but for a moment I saw the pain that I had inflicted once again.

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You looked at the boy dressed in red and blue at your window. You quickly opened the window afraid someone would catch the hero at your window,” Peter what the actual heck” you whispered, pulling him in your room looking around the streets.

There weren’t many people on the streets at all, it was pretty quiet minus the couple that was always eating each other's faces in front of their building each night. You remember the day Peter and you gave them a name and life story seeing how they were always arguing each night but somehow before the sun was able to peek above the horizon the two of them were kissing underneath the moonlight. You closed your window and your curtains before turning back to Peter who still had his mask on. He leaned against your wall staring at you for a moment in silence. “What are you doing here Peter?” You asked coldly. You were finally feeling like you could go a day without making your heart skip a beat when you saw him and here he was bargaining in like he owned the place. “I’m not Peter, I'm spiderman” Peter explained, making his voice deeper and placing his fist on his hips. Any other day his silly spiderman appearances would make you laugh but you were tired. You were tired of pretending everything was okay for the sake of others, especially him. You stared at him with a blank look on your face before he sighed, relaxing his shoulder and putting his hand down. “Look, I just want to talk,'' Peter explained. You couldn’t see his face, the only expression of any feelings he had were shown in his spiderman eyes. You always wondered how they created a suit that copied his eye movements and expressions so carefully

“Whatever, just leave me alone” you pleaded as his previous words ran through your head, “You don’t have enough patience to deal with me… remember.” Your chest throbbed as you repeated his words back to him. You weren’t facing him but by the way he hesitated, he wasn’t expecting you to bring that up.

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