pyrrhicmessiah

[pyrrhicmessiah]

IT'S NOT THAT COMPLICATED... YOU SHOULD STAY IN MY

good graces.

indie multimuse penned by belle.

ft canon & oc muses from mcu, star wars, teen wolf, stranger things, literature, and more.

prev. starlightfreed, revamped 2024.

promo credit.

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THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT - THE ANTHOLOGY BY TAYLOR SWIFT PROMPT LIST *  assorted lyrics from the album, some lines slightly adapted for meme purposes but feel free to adjust as necessary

even if it's handcuffed, i'm leaving here with you.

trust me. i can handle a dangerous man.

i love you. it's ruining my life.

does it feel all right to not know me?

i am who i am 'cause you trained me.

quick. tell me something awful.

i loved you the way that you were.

we were just kids, babe.

i can fix him.

you and i go from one kiss to getting married.

you said i'm the love of your life.

way up there, i actually love it.

i just don't understand how you don't miss me.

do you hate me?

did you think i had it in me?

what if i told you i'm back?

i still miss the smoke.

i'm not trying to exaggerate, but i think i might die if it happened.

you look like stevie nicks.

it's hell on earth to be heavenly.

i still can't believe it.

this happens once every few lifetimes.

didn't you hear? they called it all off.

it's happening again.

my friends say it isn't right to be scared.

i might just die.

fuck you if i can't have us.

tell me about the first time you saw me.

are you gonna marry, kiss, or kill me?

no one's ever had me... not like you.

stay away from her.

there wouldn't be this if there hadn't been you.

i don't think you've changed much.

that's where i was when i lost it all.

life was always easier on you than it was on me.

i hoped you'd return.

do you believe me now?

what if your eyes looked up and met mine one more time?

what are the chances you'd be downtown?

is it something i did?

oh, we must stop meeting like this.

they say what doesn't kill you makes you aware.

i'm not a donor, but i'd give you my heart if you needed it.

looking backwards might be the only way to move forwards.

the story isn't mine anymore.

what a charming saturday!

none of it is changing.

wild winds are death to the candle.

one bad seed kills the garden.

i'm bitter, but i swear i'm fine.

this place made me feel worthless.

i didn't want to come down.

everything had been above board.

blood's thick, but nothing like a payroll.

you can mark my words that i said it first.

the professor said to write what you know.

all of this to say, i hope you're okay.

your words are still just ringing in my head.

i built a legacy which you can't undo.

who do i have to speak to to change the prophecy?

the effects were temporary.

no, i'm not coming to my senses.

babe, you gotta fake it 'til you make it.

you know you're good when you can even do it with a broken heart.

i guess a lesser woman would've lost hope.

thought of calling you, but you won't pick up.

you're a professional.

long may you reign.

you're an animal. you are bloodthirsty.

now i seem to be scared to go outside.

i don't believe in good luck.

i hate it here.

if i'd been there, i'd hate it.

only the gentle survived.

i'm lonely, but i'm good.

you have no room in your dreams for regrets.

i thought it was just goodbye for now.

are you still a mind reader?

let it once be me.

i haven't decided yet.

i still dream of him.

i'm so afraid i sealed my fate.

it was always the same searing pain.

i can't forgive the way you made me feel.

it wasn't a fair fight or a clean kill.

she used to say she wished that you were dead.

tell me all your secrets.

they tried to warn you about me.

you're in terrible danger.

i'm the life you chose.

yes, i'm haunted, but i'm feeling just fine.

no one asks any questions here.

tell me i'm despicable. say it's unforgivable.

i'm running back home to you.

you should see your faces.

you knew the price going in.

was any of it true?

who the fuck was that guy?

i don't ever want you back.

did you sleep with a gun underneath our bed?

you don't get to tell me you feel bad.

you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me.

am i allowed to cry?

there's no such thing as bad thoughts. only your actions talk.

they're going to crucify me anyway.

i know i'm just repeating myself.

that's the closest i've come to my heart exploding.

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𝗂𝗀: 𝗌𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗇𝖾𝖾.𝖼

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The only therapy I know is distance and silence

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William Wordsworth

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@starlcved said : " are you gonna marry, kiss, or kill me? " from floyd // t.t.pd starters

she pauses with the next bite of food hovering just in front of her, lips pressing into an unamused line as blue eyes roll. " if praimfiya didn't kill you, i imagine it wouldn't be that easy. " her nose wrinkles in the next moment, as if just processing the first two options. " do you often propose to people you haven't seen or spoken to in months? " granted, a few months prior they'd done their fair share of the second option, but that didn't mean anything. it'd been just another night, another bed where she could forget, just for a moment. blinking away the memory, she levels him with an expectant look, forcing herself to pick at the fish he'd prepared a bit more slowly. it really was quite possibly the best thing she'd ever tasted. he was, unfortunately, correct that she'd only make herself sick if she ate it too fast. " so, are you ready to answer some deeply personal questions now? "

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@starlcved said : " i hoped you'd return. " from silver // t.t.pd starters

surprise flits over the hunter's features as she looks up at the angel, finger absently marking the spot she'd abandoned in her passage. " you remember me? " none who she'd inquired with could tell her much about the angel's history or just how ancient she actually was, but all seemed to hold her in high regard. she could only assume she'd lived through ages upon ages, given the way she sometimes appeared to be rather lost in thought. in truth, the hunter had a difficult time determining in their previous interactions whether or not the angel was fully present and attending to their conversation. it hadn't exactly been her place to ask, however. clearing her throat, she fidgets in her seat, adding: " it's a privilege to have been granted access to the tomes. thank you. "

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THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT - THE ANTHOLOGY BY TAYLOR SWIFT PROMPT LIST *  assorted lyrics from the album, some lines slightly adapted for meme purposes but feel free to adjust as necessary

even if it's handcuffed, i'm leaving here with you.

trust me. i can handle a dangerous man.

i love you. it's ruining my life.

does it feel all right to not know me?

i am who i am 'cause you trained me.

quick. tell me something awful.

i loved you the way that you were.

we were just kids, babe.

i can fix him.

you and i go from one kiss to getting married.

you said i'm the love of your life.

way up there, i actually love it.

i just don't understand how you don't miss me.

do you hate me?

did you think i had it in me?

what if i told you i'm back?

i still miss the smoke.

i'm not trying to exaggerate, but i think i might die if it happened.

you look like stevie nicks.

it's hell on earth to be heavenly.

i still can't believe it.

this happens once every few lifetimes.

didn't you hear? they called it all off.

it's happening again.

my friends say it isn't right to be scared.

i might just die.

fuck you if i can't have us.

tell me about the first time you saw me.

are you gonna marry, kiss, or kill me?

no one's ever had me... not like you.

stay away from her.

there wouldn't be this if there hadn't been you.

i don't think you've changed much.

that's where i was when i lost it all.

life was always easier on you than it was on me.

i hoped you'd return.

do you believe me now?

what if your eyes looked up and met mine one more time?

what are the chances you'd be downtown?

is it something i did?

oh, we must stop meeting like this.

they say what doesn't kill you makes you aware.

i'm not a donor, but i'd give you my heart if you needed it.

looking backwards might be the only way to move forwards.

the story isn't mine anymore.

what a charming saturday!

none of it is changing.

wild winds are death to the candle.

one bad seed kills the garden.

i'm bitter, but i swear i'm fine.

this place made me feel worthless.

i didn't want to come down.

everything had been above board.

blood's thick, but nothing like a payroll.

you can mark my words that i said it first.

the professor said to write what you know.

all of this to say, i hope you're okay.

your words are still just ringing in my head.

i built a legacy which you can't undo.

who do i have to speak to to change the prophecy?

the effects were temporary.

no, i'm not coming to my senses.

babe, you gotta fake it 'til you make it.

you know you're good when you can even do it with a broken heart.

i guess a lesser woman would've lost hope.

thought of calling you, but you won't pick up.

you're a professional.

long may you reign.

you're an animal. you are bloodthirsty.

now i seem to be scared to go outside.

i don't believe in good luck.

i hate it here.

if i'd been there, i'd hate it.

only the gentle survived.

i'm lonely, but i'm good.

you have no room in your dreams for regrets.

i thought it was just goodbye for now.

are you still a mind reader?

let it once be me.

i haven't decided yet.

i still dream of him.

i'm so afraid i sealed my fate.

it was always the same searing pain.

i can't forgive the way you made me feel.

it wasn't a fair fight or a clean kill.

she used to say she wished that you were dead.

tell me all your secrets.

they tried to warn you about me.

you're in terrible danger.

i'm the life you chose.

yes, i'm haunted, but i'm feeling just fine.

no one asks any questions here.

tell me i'm despicable. say it's unforgivable.

i'm running back home to you.

you should see your faces.

you knew the price going in.

was any of it true?

who the fuck was that guy?

i don't ever want you back.

did you sleep with a gun underneath our bed?

you don't get to tell me you feel bad.

you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me.

am i allowed to cry?

there's no such thing as bad thoughts. only your actions talk.

they're going to crucify me anyway.

i know i'm just repeating myself.

that's the closest i've come to my heart exploding.

[pyrrhicmessiah]

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i took an arrow to the heart.

a playlist for clarke and floyd of @starlcved // happy birthday ivy x

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endless list of favorite characters - clarke griffin (the 100)

"You may be The Chancellor, but I'm in charge."

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multifandom meme > [6/12] brotps - jj x sarah

“You know who else I’m worried about? Sarah.”

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for @starlcved cont from here.

she hadn't meant to insult the archivist's knowledge in making a joke of her own frustrations, wings shifting uncomfortably when she catches floyd's disapproving glare. grimacing, she turns back to the fae female, trying to determine how best to explain, only to be caught off guard when she apologizes to her instead. there's a pit now steadily sinking in her stomach that demands to be resolved, a feeling to which she's not accustomed. " i --- uh, sorry. " the phrase almost sticks in her mouth, so uncommonly heard from her. " there are other malakh that visit the city at times, it's not out of the question that i could be with another unit. i am, however, with the thirty third. " hoping acknowledging the validity of her question will make up for her comment, she's all too grateful when the fae does continue on. intrigued by the juxtaposition in this healer's demeanor between revealing she did not grow up in lunathion and this passion for history, the malakh offers a small smile as they follow through the doorway. in the artifact's room, she falls silent for some time, studying the fae female while her partner asks the appropriate questions. only once their case's pursuits have been addressed does she add, " so, if you aren't from lunathion, where did you grow up? " she can't help wondering where such a rare power had come from.

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for @gracefallen cont from here.

his confirmation doesn't provide any relief, but there's a grim sort of satisfaction that comes from making him say it, from reminding him of what she'd done, of why he should regret meeting her. if he'd never met her, he would never have been subjected to the drill. he's stuck in that bed because of her. he'll be better off, safer, when she's gone. her eyes open, gaze remaining unfocused on the far wall for a moment, a hollow feeling expanding in her chest. " yeah, i know, " she murmurs, her attention still vague and unfocused.

taking in a steadying breath, she summons what energy she has left to turn towards him and give a small, hopefully comforting smile. she's not going to be able to get out of here until he's resting again, and clearly this conversation isn't helping. so she can be fine for a little while longer, for him. rising to her feet at his side, she nudges her pack with a foot out of his line of sight, a palm pressing his shoulder back down on the cot. " ben, please, you have to rest. " as gently as she can, she perches on the edge of the bed, taking his hand in hers for his benefit now, offering him what strength she has left. " i need you to be alright, " she whispers, fighting to keep that soft smile, which wavers at the corners, for him now as her voice grows rough, " i need you to rest and heal. " and even though she's trying to help him relax so she can still leave tonight, this is the truth that she shares with him now. it has to have all been for something.

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