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Welcome to the smutty poet society.

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With distance

Detachment

Begets

Release

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May 1, 2009

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In kindness

You

Are most cruel

And like a gust of wind

You blew my mind in a different direction

west of the terms and conditions put forth

our closeness

begets

avoidance

I cannot shake the urge to care

yes,

I bristled when you touched my heart because that loveliness

Is reserved for 3am-noon

Baffled by beautiful banter

And this ease

And you finally going down

On me

The hair tie

My ever determined optimism

Overshadowed

By

The reminder

I am merely a thread in your many cloths

My continued adoration

Is steeped in a shimmer

A mirage

Of years from now

Knowing the whole of you

Seeing the space where you lay

The world that made you

6 months of sexy philosophy

Tenderness

Creation

And laughs, those I reflect on the most

The tide sweeps while giants sleep

On the moment I thought I might matter

A stitch or two

Beyond the minutes in my room

🍂🫀🪡🐝

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Treacherously electric out there.

Even for a gust of wind…

Threads may find your mind elsewhere

And shelter is divine

⚰️

Until we meet again old friend

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Too much

One box gets ticked and 5 more pop up

like the roaches from my neighbor's place

killable but 100s more hiding in the walls

Resilience is all well and good

I'm over it

can't I be weak

for a day

a month

(put down your gratitude journal)

I don't need to express how I'm blessed

because today is kicking my ass

Perimenopause and tears

out of nowhere

irrational fears creeping

now I need a certificate of insurance

so I don't get sued

for my one asset

I'll own my Corolla in February

Ha, and that investment that I need to triple asap

treading lightly on my last thread

C4 going for gold

I'm up $200

tripping on hindsight

midnights

More crying

taking solace in Morning messages

from CosMic

his little hellos

us lamenting on how hard it is to be pretty

(achievements and failures hit harder)

Momentarily

Scorning capitalism for standing in our way

he's the highlight that keeps

me from fleeing the planet

today

reflecting on how he sees me

if only that paid the bills

I'm over my head today

Uta told me to take comfort in my discomfort

I've been running that play

for too long

One hundred more leaps of faith to go

hoping to land somewhere

soft

until then

a Mich Ultra is the best I can do.

(started off great and skidded into the hedges)

(there's always Portugal)

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Earthly Pleasures Recording. Last free post.

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Jiggle the Handle. The full story will be ready soon. Until then.

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Recording of my poem, Always a Prince

@kellyinverse

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Free for now, but if you like it, your tips are appreciated.

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this belongs to me. I wrote it and it's my voice. Put a coin in the jar. thank you.

This is a teaser for a full story in the works.

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PyoniBloom.com

it's mine!

I'm going to leave up some happy history, however, things are going to get spicy.

I was worried about anonymity, stalkers will not be tolerated. Don't be gross. You can even send tips on my kellyinverse.blog

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I still have this set...

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Tempting

Out and about | New York City, NY | October 26, 2023

Stella McCartney 'Oversized Cotton Rugby Polo Shirt' - $850.00

This dress is so comically Taylor. From the designer choice to feeling like an evolution of her preppy schoolgirl style that's been a mainstay aesthetic in her outfit repertoire since Fearless days. But this version takes styling cues from the Stella runway, wearing this oversized shirt as a mini dress with tall boots.

The horse girl energy between the RL cap and the equestrian take on a school uniform emblem are also very Taylor.

A fun note about this particular Stella collection is its further push towards sustainability with most of the pieces taking material sourcing from upcycled or overstock fabrics.

Worn with: Ralph Lauren hat, Tod's bag, and Prada boots

Get the look: H&M, $34.99

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By 

Kelly Cole

an apology to myself.

Ick

Found joy

tried to kill

it

"look what I can do!"

shhh

quite quiet now

the default to sex

there she is

been gone awhile

how long before you

kill

her

too?

cut my

flesh

that feeling is real

the one in my

heart

is it

slumbering love

fresh from hibernation

hungry

thirsty

too alive

calamity feeding

on the gentleness of you

quite quiet now

but for a snore

and the rustling of you

filling the void

heels

wrapped in rope

gold buckles

alight your eye

we aren't dead yet

alive alive

I'll not die

today

the ick is sticky

still

tears won't wash it away

stay stay

come and play

fuck

3.5 years in stasis

and I fall hard

before reading the room

bruised

confused

work in the background

noisy brain

brush the paint

no one is mad

but for my madness

no good

too many tales

ping ping

quite quiet

calm calm

seeking serenity

space

order

find a place

for my chaos

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I wish it was Halloween again.

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Do I remove the posts

From the recently

Departed?

I don’t know.

Purge

Or

Pick

Or

Probe

?

R.I.P esquirela