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Saturn in the Houses: The Love Letter You Never Sent

♄ Saturn in the 1st House

I wanted to let you in, but all I’ve ever known is how to stand alone. It felt safer to build myself into something strong than to risk being seen while still becoming. I’ve always believed love was something I had to earn through effort, through excellence, through holding it all together. So I never showed you the parts I hadn’t perfected. I thought if I let you see the cracks, you’d leave. But I wish I could’ve told you this, that I was never asking you to fix me, only to stay long enough to see the version of me that didn’t know how to be held without apology.

♄ Saturn in the 2nd House

I’ve spent my life gripping what I love, afraid that once I open my hands, everything will fall away. I tied my worth to what I could hold, to what I could protect, to what felt certain. So I never gave you all of me. Not because I didn’t want to, but because I didn’t know how to trust that love wouldn’t take more than it gave. But if I could write you now, I’d say this: I was never withholding love. I was just afraid you’d see how much of it I had, and still walk away. I didn’t need someone to be mine, I just needed someone who wouldn’t disappear when I finally unclenched my fists.

♄ Saturn in the 3rd House

I rehearsed every word. Tucked pages of my heart into sentences I never sent. I was terrified that the moment I spoke, you’d misunderstand, or worse, you’d understand completely and not feel the same. So I smiled instead. Changed the subject. Turned my truth into silence. But I wish I could’ve said this: I cared more than I ever let on. There were poems in my pauses, apologies in every overthought message, and love in all the spaces I couldn’t fill with words. My heart was never blank, just written in a language I was too afraid to let you read.

♄ Saturn in the 4th House

I made it look easy to be alone. I made independence seem like peace, but it was armor. It was protection from the ache of needing someone who might leave. I kept my softness under lock and key, showed you only the rooms I had cleaned. The rest, the grief, the fear, the fragility, I kept buried in the basement of me. But if I could write you now, I’d tell you this: I was afraid of letting you feel how much I longed for safety. Not because I didn’t trust you, but because I didn’t yet believe I was worth being chosen without condition. But maybe I didn’t need to be whole to be worthy, just willing to open the door before I’d swept the floors.

♄ Saturn in the 5th House

I wanted to laugh louder. To love louder. To show you the unfiltered joy I used to tuck behind control. But I didn’t know how. Love felt like a stage and I was afraid to mess up my lines. I kept my affection measured, my passion quiet, my heart under careful choreography. I told myself it was maturity. But truthfully, I was scared that if I gave in to joy, I wouldn’t know how to hold it when it inevitably left. If I could write to you now, I’d say: I was never cold. I was never distant. I was just afraid that if I let myself feel it all, you’d watch me fall apart, and love me less because of it. And maybe the scariest thing wasn’t feeling everything, but letting you see how badly I wanted to.

♄ Saturn in the 6th House

I turned devotion into duty. Love became a list of things I had to do right, the right words, the right timing, the right version of me. I kept fixing things that weren’t broken because I didn’t know how to let love be easy. I was always one step ahead of your disappointment, trying to avoid the moment you’d realize I wasn’t enough. But what I never told you is this: I didn’t want to serve love, I wanted to rest in it. I wanted to stop measuring my worth in how useful I was to you. If I could go back, I’d choose presence over performance. I'd give you my heart, not my checklist. I’d finally believe I was worthy of love even when I wasn’t holding everything together, just lying still, and letting someone hold me.

♄ Saturn in the 7th House

I crave connection more than I ever said. But I’ve seen what it costs, what it takes to merge your world with someone else’s. So I held myself back even as I moved toward you. Love felt like surrender, and surrender felt like erasure. I was scared that giving you my heart would mean forgetting where I’d left mine. But if I could speak now, I’d say this: I didn’t push you away because I didn’t care, I pushed you away because I cared too much, and I didn’t know how to stay whole inside something so big. All I needed was a love that felt like a home, one where I could leave the door open and still be invited in.

♄ Saturn in the 8th House

You touched something ancient in me. Something buried. And it scared me, not because you hurt me, but because you could. I wanted to be vulnerable. To let you see the shadows, the softness, the parts of me even I still don’t understand. But I pulled back, wrapped myself in distance, and called it protection. The truth is: I didn’t know how to let someone see me where I hadn’t yet survived myself. I feared that if I handed you my depth, you’d drown in it, or worse, you’d leave me to face it alone. But now I know, maybe the fear was never about being seen, but about being transformed by a love that had the courage to open the door while the house was still burning.

♄ Saturn in the 9th House

I wanted to believe. In you. In us. In something greater than logic or circumstance. But hope has let me down before, and I learned not to trust what I couldn’t predict. So I questioned everything, even the parts of me that ached for you. I craved a love that expanded me, but feared the fall that comes with faith. So I stayed cautious, measured the future in small steps, and held back the part of me that wanted to leap into the unknown just to be close to you. If I could tell you now, I’d say I was never cold. I was just building a belief strong enough to carry us both. All I needed was a love that felt like a sky I didn’t have to map, just one I could lie beneath, trusting that it would still be there in the morning.

♄ Saturn in the 10th House

I thought I had to accomplish everything before I could deserve you. Love felt like a reward I hadn’t earned yet, so I poured myself into building a life that looked impressive but felt quietly empty without you in it. I confused purpose with pressure, ambition with distance. I kept choosing the version of me the world would applaud, even when all I wanted was to be held in a place that didn’t ask me to perform. If I could write you now, I’d say this: I wish I had made space for you in the life I was building. Because love was never a distraction, it was the missing piece of the dream I didn’t know how to name.

♄ Saturn in the 11th House

I always felt like the outsider, a step outside the circle, watching connection happen around me but never fully in it. So I kept my heart behind ideals, hid my longing beneath independence, and told myself I was fine on my own. But the truth is, I wanted someone to see through the distance. To recognize that I was never unreachable, just scared that if I showed who I truly was, no one would stay. If I could speak now, I’d tell you this: I wasn’t pushing you away. I was waiting to feel safe enough to belong. And I wish I had realized sooner that love doesn’t require you to fit in, only to let yourself be seen, by someone who saw my edges and stayed for the shape they made.

♄ Saturn in the 12th House

I loved you from behind the veil, quietly, invisibly, carrying a tenderness I never knew how to speak. My heart was full, but so were my shadows. There were parts of me even I hadn’t faced yet. And so I drifted, half-present, half-lost in the depth of everything I didn’t know how to name. You thought I was distant. But I was drowning in the fear that if I let you too close, you’d see how much of me was still unfinished. If I could tell you now, I wish I’d let you in. Even just a little. Because love doesn’t require you to be whole. It only asks you to be honest about where it hurts.

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★ Placements That Could Indicate Being a Natural Trendsetter ★

Aquarius Midheaven - You could be ahead of your time in your career and public image, often introducing new ideas before society catches up

Uranus in the 1st House - Could make you naturally rebellious and avant-garde in how you present yourself

Uranus conjunct the Ascendant - Unique personal style, often imitated but never duplicated

Venus or Mars in Aquarius - You could attract attention for your unconventional beauty or style

Leo Rising or Sun in the 1st House - Naturally magnetic, people could look to you for inspiration

Venus in Leo, Aries, or Sagittarius - You could have a bold and daring fashion sense, being unafraid to experiment

Mars in Aries or Sagittarius - Similar to Aquarius midheaven, you could have a quick imagination and manage to introduce new ideas that eventually set trends

Leo or Aries Midheaven - Seen as an icon or pioneer in your industry

Neptune conjunct the Midheaven or in the 10th House - Intuitive understanding of aesthetics and beauty trends, often inspiring others

Venus or Moon in Pisces - A dreamy and effortless trendsetter that brings ethereal and artistic vibes to everything you do

Neptune in the 1st House - People may unconsciously copy your style without realizing it

Gemini Rising or Midheaven - Quick to pick up on emerging styles and social shifts

Venus or Mars in Gemini - Charismatic and adaptable, you could set trends just by experimenting with different aesthetics

Pluto in the 1st House - A powerful aura that influences others without effort

Venus or Mars in Scorpio - Magnetic and effortless attraction, people may be drawn to your style and presence

Scorpio Midheaven or Pluto in the 10th House - Your influence may linger long after you make an impact

Venus conjunct Uranus - A sudden and unexpected rise in influence, especially in fashion, beauty, or art

Jupiter trine Uranus - Luck in setting trends that take off to a large scale

North Node in the 10th House or Aquarius - Destined to be a game changer in your field

Thank you for reading! If you have any questions, feel free to comment them down below!

dividers: @cafekitsune

gifs: @ryudaeng

written by: @selenepsyche. do not steal.

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Astrology Observations #1

☆ Aries Sun women are the baddest bitches of the zodiac. The definition of effortless aura ✨

☆ Cancer placements in Big 3 can be very passive aggressive when underdeveloped. They feel deeply but are not very good at dealing with or addressing those emotions with another person unless they work on their shadow

☆ Gemini risings are usually the life of the party, they can and will socialise with everyone and have something to talk about with everyone. This could be because they possess surface level knowledge on a variety of topics due to their curious, impatient nature

☆ Leo risings having unique/big hair is one of the truest astrology stereotypes. They also have very feline movements/ behaviour imo (for eg. nuzzle you to show affection)

☆ Mars in Sagittarius can be horse girls. Also have an explosive temper, but forgive as quickly as they get mad

☆ I’ve observed many advocates/lawyers tend to have Sun-mercury conjunction in their chart. No matter the placement, this makes them very good at speaking, debating, and expressing their personalities vivaciously. This is especially blessed when Sun and Mercury are conjunct in Aries, Libra, Capricorn or Leo

☆ Many doctors have Taurus placements in their Big 6. Taurus brings a healing and comforting presence, particularly moon and rising

☆ Taurus risings give off an extremely grounded vibe, like they know exactly who they are and are comfortable with it. They project an ease that can’t be faked, and that doesn’t threaten others. Leo risings on the other hand also project a confident aura, but it can be threatening to those who are uncomfortable their confidence

☆ Pisces moons are never fully grounded in the moment, some part of their mind is always daydreaming/zoned out

☆ 10H moons are open books, this makes them likeable people to the general public but their more reclusive/reserved nature can make them feel uncomfortable under the attention. 10H suns on the other hand may crave attention and recognition, particularly in work matters

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ASTROLOGY FUCKING NOTES5💜

MEDUSA ASTEROID 🫦 - 149 CONJUNCT MC IN A WOMAN'S CHART = People c her as beautiful, really beautiful. "Everybody wants her, but nobody can get her" kinda thing. "Stone cold beauty", "won't really let anybody hit". 💜 BLACK MOON LILITH CONJUNCT MOON = a very sexual person, but it's "hidden"/&def not for display for just anybody - People can be really surprised/seriously stunned by how sexual/freaky these people actually can turn out2be!

💘 JUNO CONJUNCT ASC = a VERY loyal person. They can never stand to do anything that comes close to disloyalty. They protect, and stay loyal through all trials - when it comes 2 those they love. Women who have this aspect = born 2 be a loyal/trustworthy wife.

💜 PLUTO CONJUNCT DSC = searching for/attracted2/getting romantic partners who can be very possessive, “edgy”/“rebel like”, shadow searching, intense, calculative, soul deep, power hungry, destructive but transformative, stalker-ish, addicted 2 something, got contacts 2 down under - involved/has been involved in criminality). 💜 BLACK MOON LILITH CONJUNCT MC can be seen as REALLY sexually appealing - people can be all up on them all the time, sexualising them - but they typically hate this. Cuz that's all people see/talk about when it comes 2 them.

💘 VENUS/EROS CONJUNCT/TRINE/QUINTILE PHOTOGRAPHICA ASTEROID - 443 📸💋 show us a person who can look really attractive/sexy on pictures - they're better looking on pics than in rl typically, if they don't got any aspects 2 mc from "good looking"/sexy planets/asteroids.

💘 VENUS CONJUNCT ASC IN A WOMAN'S CHART = usually a "good girl" - she's loving, charming, caring, kind, compassionate & she judges nobody. She strives 2 be one of those who "gives a hand4free" - always ready 2 help. She's also loved/adored by many typically! People can praise her a lot.

🩵 MOON CONJUNCT ASC = a person who can't stop themselves from speaking their mind, all the time - good, or bad. They typically can't lie either - they have a need 2 share/can't really contain themselves from sharing exactly how/what they feel/think. MOON CONJUNCT SADO ASTEROID - 118230 = a person who’s very sadistic, but hides their sadistic tendencies away from the world. People can be shocked by these people, as they don't show any of these traits publicly.

NESSUS SQUARE ASC = a person who tries 2 "ignore"/or push aside their abusive tendencies.

❤️ MARS IN 12TH HOUSE = a person who can have a really hard time with confrontation/problems with asserting/standing up for themselves - they don't like conflicts with others. ❤️ Mars conjunct/square Pluto show us a person with an explosive temper - anger issues, problems with controlling themselves/can show tendencies to be violent - u should def not mess with those who have this aspect in their chart. Revenge is one of the many things these people invented.

NORTH NODE IN 7TH HOUSE/CONJUNCT DSC = a person whose life purpose/theme is marriage/relationships/partnerships!

NORTH NODE CONJUNCT CHIRON can show that one's life purpose/theme is pain - it's something that keeps happening. They can go through so many painful things in this life, that it's just 2fucked up.

PLUTO CONJUNCT ASC people are natural daredevils/rebels. They don't fear anything, or anyone. They live by their own rules - unless something else is overshadowing it, ofc!

SUN CONJUNCT BILK ASTEROID - 4425 IN SYNASTRY = Asteroid person using Sun person for own financial gain/or just gain in general.

NORTH NODE CONJUNCT CHIRON IN SYNASTRY = Chiron person brings a recurring theme of pain 2 the North Node person💔.

💘 VENUS CONJUNCT PHOLUS ASTEROID - 5145 IN SYNASTRY = asteroid person "blows" up/explodes the Venus person's love, affection, attraction, desires, creativity, beauty etc.

❤️ MARS CONJUNCT PHOLUS ASTEROID - 5145 IN SYNASTRY = asteroid person "blows" up/explodes the Mars person's sexual desires/"sex drive", anger, competitiveness, dominance, assertiveness, ambitions etc.

CHIRON CONJUNCT PHOLUS ASTEROID - 5145 IN SYNASTRY = Pholus person blows up the Chiron persons pain/wounds.

THANKS4READING BABE!

I APPRECIATE U, ALWAYS💋

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౨ৎ ˖ ࣪𝒞𝒰𝒫𝐼𝒟♡𝒜𝒮𝒯𝑅𝒪౨ৎ ˖ ࣪

˚₊‧꒰ა 𝑀☆𝒮𝒯𝐸𝑅𝐿𝐼𝒮𝒯 ໒꒱ ‧��˚

˚˖𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒✧˚.🎀༘⋆𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑑𝑢𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛˚˖𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒✧˚.🎀༘⋆

₊˚.⋆🌸⋆⁺🦢₊˚⊹ 𝑏𝑙𝑜𝑔 𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑒𝑠 ⋆ ࣪🩰₊ ⊹˚⟡ ˗ 💒

𝒄𝒐𝒑𝒚𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒏𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏

𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠: ♡

☆𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑦 𝑜𝑏𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠

1 ⟡ 2 ⟡ 3 ⟡ 4 ⟡ 5 ⟡ 6 ⟡ 7 ⟡ 8 ⟡ 9 ⟡ 10 ⟡ 11 ⟡ 12 ⟡ 13 ⟡ 14

☆𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑦 𝑜𝑏𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠

⟡ romantic observations

⟡ romantic observations pt.2

⟡ water sign observations

⟡ fire sign observations

⟡ air sign observations

⟡ earth sign observations

⟡ dark observations

⟡ fixed sign observations

⟡ mutable sign observations

⟡ astrology observations 18+

⟡ sexstrology observations pt.2

⟡ pluto + scorpio observations

⟡ venus + libra and taurus observations

☆𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑦 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠

⟡ mars sign and what annoys you

⟡ venus through the houses and why people are jealous of you

⟡ mercury sign in arguments + how you argue

⟡ moon sign and what your mother could be like

☆𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑦 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑠

⟡ manifesting

⟡ being viewed as innocent

⟡ being clairsentient

⟡ light feminine energy

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝒮𝒴𝒩𝒜𝒮𝒯𝑅𝒴˚୨୧⋆｡˚⋆

☆𝑠𝑦𝑛𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑜𝑏𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠

1

☆𝑠𝑦𝑛𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑠

⟡ signs that they find you hot

⟡ signs of a deep connection

☆ 𝑠𝑦𝑛𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠

⟡ moon through the houses

⊹₊ ˚ ౨ৎ𝒞𝒪𝑀𝒫𝒪𝒮𝐼𝒯𝐸⊹₊˚ ౨ৎ

☆𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑜𝑏𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠

1 ⟡ 2 ⟡ 3 ⟡ 4 ⟡ 5

☆𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑠

⟡ signs of being an “it couple”

⟡ signs that you will be spoiled in your relationship

☆𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠

⟡ saturn and your fears

⟡ uranus and disagreements

⟡ neptune and what’s ideal

✩⋆₊˚⊹♡𝒫𝐸𝑅𝒮𝒪𝒩𝒜✩ ₊˚⊹♡

☆𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎 𝑜𝑏𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠

1

༘ ೀ⋆｡𝒜𝒮𝒯𝐸𝑅𝒪𝐼𝒟𝒮 ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚

☆𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑖𝑑 𝑜𝑏𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠

1 ⟡ 2 ⟡ 3

⟡ memoria 1247

⟡ eros 433 ⟡ eros 433 #2

☆𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑖𝑑𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔

1 ⟡ 2 ⟡ 3 ⟡ 4 ⟡ 5 ⟡ 6

☆𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑖𝑑𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑖𝑔𝑛𝑠/𝒽𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑠

⟡ nessus 7066

⟡ union 1585

⟡ groom 5129

⟡♡𝑀𝐼𝒮𝒞𝐸𝐿𝐿𝒜𝒩𝐸𝒪𝒰𝒮⟡♡

☆𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡

⟡ how to find closure through astrology

☆𝑐𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑠

⟡ celebrities with the same placements as you

⟡ celebrities with aries placements

⟡ celebrities with taurus placements

☆𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠

⟡ astrology- have you ever…

⟡ astrology mood board pt.1

⟡ astrology mood board pt.2

⟡ astrology mood board pt.3

⟡ 10 fun facts about astrology

⟡ just want to say this

⟡ how to lucid dream

⟡ my advice on starting an astro blog

⟡ ways to not use astrology

⟡ astrology hot takes/ unpopular opinions

⟡ lilith struggles

⟡ minor degrees

⟡ symbols and their meaning(bug edition)

⟡ bridgerton astrology

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥𝒜𝒮𝒦ˏˋ°•*⁀➷  ✩°｡

��� venus square asc in synastry

⟡ mars square asc in synastry

⟡ mars square pluto in synastry

⟡ sun trine asc in natal chart

⟡ asteroid groom in 2h scorpio to the 4°

⟡ asteroid groom 9h virgo

⟡ parts of your chart that represent your parents

⟡ aqua pluto conjunct aqua lilith in 6h

⟡ 8h stellium and scorpio asc in solar return chart

⟡ placements that give barbie energy

⟡ aries stellium qualities

𝑅𝐸𝒱𝐼𝐸𝒲𝒮

⟡ review 1

𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑚:𝑐𝑢𝑝𝑖𝑑𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑠𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑜

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𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕠𝕚𝕕 𝕠𝕓𝕤𝕖𝕣𝕧𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕤 #𝟚

↠ sirene(1009) in gemini can mean that people are attracted to your childlike spirit or because of your intelligence

↠ lie(26955) in 4th house can mean you lie to your family a lot

↠ amor(1221) in taurus can mean your show your affection through being touchy and giving your lover many gifts

↠ hekate(100) in aquarius or 11th house can mean your good at giving spiritual advice to people on the internet or you could be good at practicing it online. for example, pick a card readings, post about crystals, etc

↠ medusa(149) in 7th house can mean people are jealous of your relationship, marriage, or even your wedding

↠ pratoclus(617) in gemini or 3rd house can mean it’s easy for you to express your anger through your words and your voice. you could also seek revenge on people

↠ memoria(1247) conjunct or trine saturn can mean you have long term memories. you could have memories from when you were very young

↠ king(2305) opposite or square sun can mean you have a hard time finding importance within yourself

↠ sphinx(896) in scorpio can mean that when a secret is revealed to you, or when you reveal it, it could be life changing. it could start a new transformation, good or bad

↠ fama(408) in 1st house can mean that people believe your famous or just have a name made for yourself, just by the way you look

↠ calliope(22)in pisces or 12th house can mean your very good at fictional writing and your words are convincing

↠ chaos(19521) in capricorn can mean that your greedy with money or you would do something bad for enough money

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𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚘𝚒𝚍𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 #𝟻

bateman(21399)- things that were based on your fate, wanting others to feel your pain, engineer, social sciences

bless(92891)- blessings that could happen to you, ways that you are blessed

hektor(624)- bravery, bullying

induna(176)- fresh starts, high expectations, youthfulness, rejuvenation, fertility, beauty, how you give people their youthful side

hercules(5143)- physical strength, power, ruining things witg your strength, having passion that is out of control

kida(5140)- children, things relating to children

imelda(34919)- odd obsessions, hoarding, being careless, devotion that is distorted, passive aggressiveness

laverna(2103)- stealing, thievery, imposters, property that is stolen

rhiannon(16912)- accusations, running away, disappearances, escaping, fugitives, abduction

mallory(6824)- adventuring, recklessness, traveling, misfortune, being unprepared, de*th

medea(212)- scheming, plotting, love hate relationships, witchcraft, occult things, intense emotions or emotions not felt, dislike for men or male figures, cosmetics

volk(6189)- democracy, what the people want

jokaste(899)- doing a bad thing without meaning to, something that is bad but true, being harmed by someone you love

syrinx(3360)- how you deal with rejection, disappointment, despair, high expectations, finding what you were seeking

tortali(2687)- something coming to light, being outed, being open/ honest about something

sewell(22815)- something taking a bad turn, going downhill

aten(2062)- forcing beliefs on someone, dogmatism

champion(8732)- being a champion, winning, what ways you could win

actor(12238)- being an actor, taking action

echo(60)- being talkative, being gossipy, following someone without realizing, to stand by someone, repeating/ repetition

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𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚘𝚒𝚍𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 #𝟺

talent(33154)- what your talented at, your overall talent

narcissus(37117)- your ego, where you take pride, our inconsiderate side, rejection of others or in general

sado(118230)- sadism, your sadistic side, how you inflict pain on others

zeus(5731)- leadership, your goals, your authority, achievements

starr(4150)- where you stand out, how you shine

lucifer(1930)- risk, bravery, rebellion, doubts, attractiveness, seeking the truth

alice(291)- feeling lost, feeling small, chaos in your childhood, parts of you that stay the same despite everything

sphinx(896)- where you guard yourself, facing challenges, protecting our secrets, keeping things until they should be revealed, lack of info

gold(606701)- our possessions, things we find valuable

pratoclus(617)- rage, lashing out on others, your pain, vengeance, anger

memoria(1247)- memories, remembering

charis(627)- your charisma and charm

myrrha(381)- sexual ab*se, inappropriate sexual relationships, inc*st

ceto(65489)- things lingering in your subconscious mind that you want to hide, demons you’ve pushed to the back of your mind

RIP(7711)- how we might die, when we might die

glo(3267)- how you could get attention, why you might get attention, the light in your aura

babylon(15417)- something we want that isn’t good for us

dejanira(157)- naivety, your insecurities, being a victim, possessiveness, having trust issues, fear

king(2305)- where your important

amphirite(29)- gracefulness, ethereal beauty, fearing/ rejecting relationships, attracting people who abuse their power, using magic for vengeance, delusions, charm, vulnerability

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𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚘𝚒𝚍𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 #𝟹

nymphe- fun and playfulness in intercourse, what others may judge you for sexually

stargazer- your perspective on astrology, astrology knowledge, your gifts in astrology

apollo- leadership roles, artistic expression and excellence, truths being revealed, where you could shine

lie- things you lie about, your relationship with lying, what you could lie about the most

bambi- something you can devastatingly lose, being prayed on, victimization, being over powered, innocence, naivety

varuna- lawfulness, righteousness, morality, balance, fairness

hazard- causing harm or how you could be harmed, dangerous themes in people or your life

prey- where you could be prayed on, or feel that you will, where you could be easily attacked

medusa- why people are jealous of you or envy you, how you make others jealous with your presence

prevert- fetishizing/ being fetishized, many sexual themes

adonis- male attractiveness, boy toy energy, what makes a man handsome

hylonome- self sacrificing, deep grief, equal partnerships, love, s*icide

singer- your singing type, songs you may enjoy singing

bella- attractiveness, beauty

paine- what pain you will suffer with in life, things you could be a victim of

DNA- things you’ve inherited, genetics

hekate- witchcraft, your abilities in witchcraft, spiritual justice, spiritual transformations, what makes you open up to spirituality

thalia- your sense of humor, things that make you laugh

ophelia- rejection from love, love disappointment, doubt or hopelessness in relationships, insanity, abandonment

hypnos- the kind of dreams you might have, how good you sleep, how often you sleep

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𝒜𝓈𝓉𝓇𝑜𝓁𝑜𝑔𝓎 𝒜𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝑜𝒾𝒹𝓈 #𝟤

⭐️general ideas, 20 asteroids mentioned in no particular order⭐️

❦ fama- being famous, where you can get famous, how you can gain fame

❦ karma- how people might’ve betrayed/ hurt you, and how it will come back to bite them

❦ kalliope / calliope- how your talented in writing, poetry, slam poetry, fictional writing, singing, the way you persuade people with words

❦ aura- seeing auras, the energy of give off, what aura you give off

❦ born- what you are born to do, specifically what you were born to do in this life

❦ nessus- trauma, abuse, negative transformations in relationships or it’s dynamic, revenge, manipulation, power, guilt

❦ orcus- broken promises, destruction, punishment, notoriety, intensity, extreme behavior

❦ icarus- mistakes, attempts at improvement and growth, falling and getting back up, risk taking, hope, liberation, taking good things too far

❦ house- places that could bring us comfort, settling down, moving in with a partner

❦ serendipity- miracles, pleasant surprises, unexpected blessing

❦ aphrodite- your beauty, your love, fertility, things you love, physical appeal

❦ castillo- security, where we feel strongest, where we may have walls up or feel defensive, parts of ourselves we protect

❦ fantasia- fantasies, things you fantasize about, how you create your fantasies into a reality, manifesting

❦ siren- your allure, what makes people attracted to you, the type of people you may often attract or be attracted to, what makes people fall blindly attracted to you

❦ link- strong connections, how we connect to them, how strong it is, what makes you connected

❦ union- marriage, how you come together with your partner, when you come together, what draws you to one another, what’s important between your relationship

❦ child- inner child, our innocent, purity, the little kid in us that we protect, tapping into our childlike spirit within us, the part of us that hasn’t grown up yet

❦ erda- psychic abilities, future vision, clairvoyance, seeing/ feeling energies

❦ lust- sexual awakening, intense desire, what you desire in someone, fetishes

❦ chaos- our evil temptations/ tendencies, our demons, the part of us that could lead to our ultimate ruin

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𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝑜𝓈𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝑜𝒷𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃𝓈 #𝟤

ꨁgemini moon couples could have a hard time having emotional conversations with one another

ꨁaquarius rising couples can dress very unique or change up their look often

ꨁsagittarius in 5th house can mean this couple expresses their self through their cultural background or they are open to many different forms of self expression

ꨁsun opposite pluto can mean there’s a power dynamic that needs to be balanced, possibly with ego or dominant personalities

ꨁvirgo mars couples could be shy when it comes to doing sexual things together, or more reserved in that regard

ꨁjupiter in 7th house can mean that this couple is lucky in love and may have a huge heart for one another. they could be lucky in the sense that they both seem like marriage material

ꨁchiron in 4th house can mean you are healing each others mother wound

ꨁwater dominant couples can be very emotional connected to one another, even spiritually

ꨁearth dominant couples could keep each other grounded in different area of life and could also enjoy buying/ giving each other things

ꨁair dominant couples love talking to each other about any and everything and they may feel like they’re the only people that understand them intellectually

ꨁfire dominant couples love going out and trying new things together, and may engage in sexual activity often

ꨁvenus trine moon means that it’s natural for this couple to get emotional when they feel those romantic emotions for their partner

ꨁpisces/ 12h dominant couples can be almost blindly in love, like they are delusional for each other

♡ 𝑃𝐴𝐼𝐷 𝑅𝐸𝐴��𝐼𝑁𝐺𝑆 ♡

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𝓈𝓎𝓃𝒶𝓈𝓉𝓇𝓎-𝓈𝒾𝑔𝓃𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊’𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓉

➴ venus in their 1st house- venus in 1st house can show that the venus person is highly attractive to the 1st house person. the first house person could be attracted to their natural beauty, femininity, and they could desire them a lot

➴ mars in their 1st house- they find you very sexually attractive. the could also have a lot of passion for you, or feel passionate about you when they think about you or bring you up to others. if you get feisty with them, or get attitudes with them, the house person could like it💀

➴ lilith in their 1st house- although lilith does represent your shadow and struggles, it also represents dark feminine energy and sexual energy. if your a girl or present feminine, they could love your femininity

➴ neptune in their 1st house- neptune in their 1st house can show that the neptune person has this mystic aura to the house person that they find desirable. they see you as dreamy and a fantasy

➴ rising sign in their 1st house- the house person sees the rising person for who they are. they could find the rising person to be attractive just being their self or the version of their self they portray

➴ rising in their 8th house- your physical features arouse them. they could just look at you and get instant gratification from it

➴ rising in their 7th house- they look at you and they see wife/husband material! your what they pictured as marriage material, and your beautiful to them

➴ 8th house stellium- you have a lot of sexual energy to them. they find many things about you to be sexually appealing and they could also find you mysterious

➴ 7th house stellium- your marriage material to them. there’s many qualities you have that they could see as a major green flag for them. they could find that your characteristics are definitely worth putting a ring on it

➴ your neptune conjunct or trine their mercury- they fantasize about you, day dream about you, or just straight up dream about you

➴ your sun aspecting their venus- they love your personality, the way you express yourself, and who you are in your truest form

➴ your venus conjunct or trine their mars- your beauty arouses them. theres a lot of desire that comes into your appeal

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FAMA PERSONA CHART OBSERVATIONS

Venus conjunct ASC/ Venus in the 1H/ Venus ruled rising/ Fama conjunct Venus

Being famous for your beauty, perceived as conventionally beautiful throughout fame

Saturn conjunct ASC/ Saturn in 1H/ Saturn ruled rising/ Fama conjunct Saturn

Long lasting fame, fame for a lifetime, karmic events related to your fame

Neptune conjunct ASC/ Neptune in 1H/ Neptune ruled rising/ Fama conjunct Neptune

Also famous for being beautiful but in a more unconventional way, famous for being mysterious or hard to pin down, famous for being something they’re not/ their persona is an illusion

Mars conjunct ASC/ Mars in 1H/ Mars ruled rising/ Fama conjunct mars

Being famous for appearing sexy, bold, or confident. Famous for having a striking/bold appearance. Famous for being a hard worker or leader. Famous for being a bold or blunt person

Chiron conjunct MC

May regret being famous, might not like being famous, or might not like certain things about fame. Childhood, trauma, or personal life might be a source of their fame. Famously known for being exploited or exposed a lot.

Sun square Chiron

Highly criticized for your famous pursuits or creative projects. Going through painful challenges and lessons in the public eye.

6H/Virgo and 7H/ Libra placements

Idk why but a lot of celebrities have these placements. Possibly because the 6th house rules the workplace and these people are especially known for their work. The 7th house is an angle house and has been linked to popularity/ being well liked and relationships.

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Obsession Indicators in Synastry 💋🔥💫

In synastry astrology, certain aspects between two individuals' birth charts can indicate a potential for obsession within a relationship. These aspects suggest an intense and all-consuming dynamic that may border on unhealthy attachment. It's important to note that the presence of these aspects does NOT guarantee obsession, but rather highlights the potential for such dynamics to manifest. Here are a few synastry aspects/astroids that may contribute to feelings of obsession:

Venus/Pluto Intense Aspects: Challenging aspects (such as conjunctions, squares, or oppositions) between Venus and Pluto in synastry can create a powerful and transformative connection. However, it may also lead to possessiveness, jealousy, and an intense need to control or possess the other person. This aspect can foster a deep emotional bond that may border on obsession.

Sun/Pluto Intense Aspects: Challenging aspects between the Sun and Pluto in synastry can create an intense and magnetic attraction. There may be a strong desire for power and control within the relationship, leading to feelings of obsession. This aspect can bring forth deep psychological transformations, but it also carries the risk of becoming possessive or manipulative.

Moon/Pluto Intense Aspects: Challenging aspects between the Moon and Pluto in synastry can bring about intense emotional experiences and a deep emotional bond. However, it may also lead to emotional manipulation, power struggles, and a tendency to become fixated on the other person's emotional state. This aspect can create an emotionally charged and potentially obsessive connection.

Mars/Pluto Intense Aspects: Challenging aspects between Mars and Pluto in synastry can generate a strong sexual attraction and a sense of intense passion. However, it may also lead to power struggles, control issues, and a tendency to become obsessed with dominance and manipulation. This aspect can create a dynamic that oscillates between intense desire and power dynamics.

Moon/Neptune Challenging Aspects: Challenging aspects between the Moon and Neptune in synastry can create a highly idealized and romanticized connection. While it may initially feel like a fairy tale, it can also foster unrealistic expectations and a tendency to become emotionally enmeshed or obsessed with the other person. This aspect can blur boundaries and lead to emotional dependency.

Amor: The asteroid Amor is often associated with deep and passionate love, which can border on obsession. When prominent in synastry, particularly through conjunctions or strong aspects to personal planets, it may indicate an intense infatuation and fixation on the other person.

Eros: Eros is an asteroid associated with erotic and sexual love. In synastry, strong Eros connections can create intense sexual attraction and desire that can sometimes verge on obsession. This asteroid's aspects to personal planets, especially Venus, Mars, and Pluto, can indicate a strong magnetic pull and a heightened intensity in the relationship.

Juno: Juno is an asteroid associated with committed partnerships and marriage. While not necessarily indicating obsession on its own, Juno's aspects to personal planets can reveal patterns of possessiveness, jealousy, and a desire to control or be controlled within the relationship. These aspects may suggest a potential for obsession to develop.

Nessus: Nessus is an asteroid associated with issues of power, control, and abuse. Its aspects in synastry can indicate unhealthy dynamics and potential for obsession, manipulation, and even abuse within the relationship. Caution should be exercised when interpreting Nessus aspects, as they can signal toxic patterns.

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★Random Observations ★ +18

☆A Mix of Astro and Life observations.

☆People who have lots of asteroids and/or planets related to sexuality/attractiveness on Capricorn, relax, you will age like fine wine, probably becoming Milfs/Dilfs.

☆This observation is personal: I am impressed that many people talk about Mars in Capricorn and/or touching Saturn indicating a small dick. I am a native of that and I think that having 7 inches is not something small.

☆The year i had Mercury in Scorpio in 8th house in the SR chart, i started seeing things, to the point that I thought I was going crazy, I saw shadows, I saw things like bugs everywhere and I felt like some dark entities or presences tried to getting closer to me (Plus is trine with Neptune and opposite Uranus).

☆As a Mars dominant person I love hanging out with people who are also Mars dominant; we tease each other a lot, there is more frank and dark humor, lot of aggressiveness in a funny way, and I always feel rejuvenated after hanging out with people like that.

☆Why i'm using choso here? Because acquaintances have told me that I look like Choso lately (Its Just my face of sleep deprivation). And i like him.

☆You can be a lot like your Moon when you where kid but when you're older it can become your red flags because they can keep running unconsciously in other forms. For example: I have Libra Moon conjunct Black Moon Lilith (h58) and when i was a kid my focus was constantly on having relationships with the opposite sex, very amorous, indecisive and a little liar. But being in square with Mars together I was very explosive at home. Older Me: Persuasive, sometimes its very easy for me to see the psyche of people, and sometimes i know how to manipulate people. Another example: An acquaintance has Nessus (7066) in exact conjunction to her Moon in Capricorn and one would think that her mother was the abusive one but no, it was her. She used to choke her sister when she was little just because and was a little Machiavellian and violent. Older Her: Cold, emotionally abusive, emotionally irresponsible, tactless, hyper-individualistic, very materialistic.

☆When you have a lot of things in the 7th house, it is difficult to take control of those energies because most of the time they are projected without you realizing it, but others can see it clearly. For example: Mars in the 7th house you can see that others are aggressive with you, but others sees you as an aggressive person. Lilith in the 7th house you can see that people are abusive towards you but it is because people see you as a threat.

☆Sorry not sorry but all Leos I know have some serious ego issues.

☆I've seen that Venus in Taurus people It is as if they were proud of the sexual partners they've had(bodycount) and they usually like to keep them close in their life, they are not possessive and loyal like Venus in Scorpio but they like to possess people they consider valuable in sensual /sexual terms, but in reality sometimes it is only for aesthetics, they can even keep their sexual partners more for aesthetics than for the inner world of the person. Sorry Venus in Taurus, but these are your red flags. ☆When you have very Uranian transits or transiting Uranus is making intense aspects with your personal planets (Transit Uranus conjunct Natal Venus/Mars/Sun/Etc), it can feel like very adolescent periods, almost as if there were no consequences for your actions, since Uranus is not very friendly with Saturn (because Saturn represents consequences/ karma and Uranus represents rebellion), then you can go through a bit of a YOLO period for like 2-3 years, but when this period is over the weight of reality will come back to you with a heavy force and if during this Uranian period you behaved very badly/stupidly and quite irresponsibly with others, don't worry because later Saturn will come to dump all the weight of karma/consequences/reality and responsibility on you. Sorry not Sorry.

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Dark Asteroids

TW Very Dark Themes of Human Experience & Nature.

Look at the house its in to show where it would show up, and its aspects to see how it influences different energies in your life.

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narcissus (37117) - narcissist. your side, or people in your life.

nessus (7066) - abuser, r@pist, predator. sexual abuse, obsession.

dejanaira (157) - ^ nessus victim. victim of these.

proserpina (26) - ruined innocence, abductions.

persephone (399) - ^ similar story. where time is not your own. held hostage, absence caused strife.

melete (56) - anxiety.

deprez (9795) - what makes us sad

pan (4450) - earthy carnal energy, lust, chase, desire.

maniac (228029) - inner maniac, where we do things other wouldn't, unexpected hobbies or passion.

lie (26955) - where you lie or manipulate, or get lied to about.

ate (111) - rushing to conclusions, delusional. respond to perceived, or real threats.

lucifer (1930) - where you are powerful. pride, egotistic. where you gain followers by manipulations. how you transform. why you look for revenge.

phaeton (3200) - dangerous behavior, people that got carried away, car crashes, accidents.

icarus (1566) - accidents, excessive risk.

nemesis (128) - enemies. vengeful self.

sado (118230) - sadistic dark sexual expression. borderline pain. thats that make us sad hard time expressing.

myrrha (381) - sexual relationships that go against natural law.

medusa (149) - your the prettiest, natural beauty can be corrupted by others. assault. punishment for something that isn't your fault.

karma (3811) - karmic connections, circumstances. fated.

tantalus (2102) - never getting what you want. always out of reach, temptation without satisfaction.

furia (194982) - our anger. what proves it. what attitudes bother us.

cassandra (114) - a gift & a curse. where your rejection ruined your life. where no one believes what you say

anubis (1912) - egyptian god of the dead.

grieve (4451) - grieve, grief, mourning, sorrow.

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for Nessus and pan to be in my 7th house i do attract those type of people. lustful, predatory men. but like in my actual relationships to.

furia is in my 4th house and i get really angry in the home, my mars is also there. narcissus is in my 4th house and and i have a narcissistic mother. my ancestors i work with seem to be very strong and aggressive to.

phaeton, dangerous behavior, accidents, and car crashes are prevalent in my dreams stuff like that and it's in my 12th house. also mania is there and spirituality, drugs, sleep/dreams, psychology could be where i have an unexpected hobby and passion others wouldn't.

icarus is another dangerous behavior, excessive risk. in my 5th house of parties, sex, creativity, entertainment etc. while deprez is there to that causes depression. as i read or write out celebrity chart analysis, everything puts together as lore, jhene aiko, jeffery dahmer, donald trump, etc. so as im writing mines out and its just mini asteroids, i love to see the depths, and art of my birth chart.

my lucifer is in the same house as my lilith the 3rd. also where my sun and venus is. and i do have really good mental manipulation skills, lying and using my words to scheme. but im only so aware because im not to much in my ego about it and never really liked to since a kid except when i needed to, but was always aware of that "power". nemesis is there and that is also my vengeful self. ate is also there in my 3rd house lol, rushing to conclusions, delusional. respond to perceived, or real threats. but these characters are very influnced in my school life also. im also a big trickster, love mind games, dark humor,etc.

tantalus in my 2nd house is frustrating. so as medusa in my 6th house of day to day activities & work environment. proserpina and persophone in my 10th and 2nd house is scary.

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𝔫𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔲𝔰 (7066) 𝔭𝔢𝔯𝔰𝔬𝔫𝔞 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔱

[long post ahead]

❣️this is my personal interpretation of the nessus asteroid persona chart!🪭

tw: abuse in all forms, trauma, power, control, unhealthy behavior, dynamics and relationships, manipulation

nessus represents things such as manipulation, trauma, unhealthy dynamics, harmful behaviors, ways you’ve been a victim, ways you could’ve hurt others, power, revenge, guilt, and control

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nessus (7066) through the houses

dark astrology observations

dark astrology observations #2

planets

sun- the trauma at its core, your ego after / from the trauma, your happiness after/ during the trauma, power through ego, unhealthy relationships with your ego, father wounds, unhealthy relationships with your identity, unhealthy relationships with your confidence, how your ego, happiness, identity, personality, or confidence has been manipulated, making your trauma something your proud of, learning how to live with your trauma

moon- emotional manipulation, mother wounds, unhealthy emotional habits, emotional control, emotional ab*se, childhood trauma, m*scarriages, guilt tripping, toxic femininity, spiritual trauma, curses, emotional self sabotage, how your trauma has emotionally affected you, learning to open up your heart after/ during your trauma

mercury- verbal ab*se, blackmailing, verbal manipulation, harassment, lying or being lied to, plotting against others, persuading, gossiping, yelling/screaming, psychological abuse, mental abuse, gaslighting, speaking or writing about your trauma

venus- toxic relationships, love bombing, unhealthy relationships with beauty, money, jealousy, or love, ab*se from those you love, revengeful partner, falling into bad habits when in a relationship, relationships that bring out the worse, controlling partners, relationships surrounding lust not love, toxic relationships with lust, toxic femininity, turning your trauma into something artistic

mars- sexual trauma , sexual ab*se, sexual harassment, physical strength being used against others, physical force, physical violence, anger issues, control through anger or physical pain, toxic masculinity, unhealthy relationships with lust, unhealthy patterns with lust, using sex to gain power or revenge,sexual control, learning to be angry from your trauma, turning your trauma into ambition and passion

jupiter- largest amounts of trauma, ab*se, control, power, where your happiness has been taken away, how you’ve grown from your trauma, healing from your trauma, what you will gain from your trauma, parts of your trauma that you’ve made positive

saturn- how you will struggle after/ from your trauma, struggles with ab*se, power, manipulation, and control, how your trauma has held you back, working hard to move on/ grow from it, fears that your trauma has caused, trauma from being punished or seriously disciplined, trauma from work/ jobs

uranus- how your trauma has changed you, rebelling because of your trauma, seeking freedom after your trauma, having hope during/ after your trauma, making improvements to yourself because of your trauma, being more independent after trauma, trauma from groups of people, online trauma, groups of people being controlling, ab*sive, powerful, revengeful against you

neptune- having nightmares or flash backs due to your trauma, going through a spiritual awakening from your trauma, things that remind you of your trauma on a subconscious level, turning your trauma into art or something creative, connecting more to spirituality because of your trauma, having traumatic dreams, using your trauma to relate and be empathetic to others

pluto- refreshing yourself after your trauma, karmic cycles you’ll go through because of your trauma, wanting justice from what you’ve been through, how you’ve transformed because of what you’ve been through, power trips, power been used against you, sexual ab*se, sex being used against you, fighting justice for others trauma, being more connected to spirituality during/ after your trauma, being secretive aboit what you’ve been through

houses

1h-obvious/open ab*se, traumatic first impressions/ experiences, your attitude towards your trauma, trauma responses, how your body experiences trauma, physical ab*se, unhealthy relationship with your physical appearance, bodily harm, how you can be susceptible to trauma, ab*se, power, etc

2h- money being used against you, traumatic work environments, trauma from possessiveness or being possessive because of trauma, toxic habits with money, putting money over everything else, valuing power, control, revenge over other things

3h- verbal ab*se, gossip, words being used against you, mental ab*se, wanting power over others mentally, elementary trauma, being bullied in elementary school, being ab*sed by siblings, controlling, revengeful, or manipulative siblings, toxic neighbors

4h- familial ab*se, toxic mothers, mothers who are controlling, ab*sive, or revengeful, unhealthy relationships with family members, emotional ab*se, emotional manipulation, guilt tripping, unhealthy emotional patterns, toxic femininity, m*scarriages, misogyny

5h- love bombing, trauma from romance, love being used against you, trauma from your affairs, m*scarriages, making you feel guilty for being yourself, happiness being taken away from you

6h- health related trauma, using your mental or physical health against you, feeling worthless or useless, being criticized by others, not having a routine because of your trauma, guilt due to your health condition or guilt from feeling like your not enough

7h- trauma from relationship, being overpowered by lovers, trapped in marriages, being forced to charge things, bad dynamics with partners, revengeful partners, controlling relationships

8h- sexual trauma, partner not wanting to share with you, feeling disconnected from others, being forced to feel connected or be connected, being put in debt due to partner, partner withholding money, not getting your inheritance

9h- religious trauma, being systematically or socially ab*sed, controlled, or over powered, people not listening to your opinions, being bullied in high school or college, being told your stupid, the law being used against you, being treated like your dumb

10h- public trauma, having your reputation tarnished or threatened, trauma from your career, a victim to the public, ab*sed by your father, toxic masculinity, unhealthy relationships with fame/ the public, gaining fame from your trauma, public control, going through harsh situations to accomplish goals, unhealthy father figure(s)

11h- ab*se from groups of people, being threatened by groups of people, backstabbing friends, friends that want control over you, cyber bullying, having your trauma on the internet, unhealthy friends, having your blessings restricted from you, people controlling what you do and don’t gain

12h- spiritual ab*se, restricted from healing, not getting closure, limiting beliefs that stuck with you, people using your limited beliefs against you, karma others will be given for traumatizing you (vise versa), nightmares, people who secret want to harm you, unhealthy relationships with spirituality, isolation being used to hurt you

signs

aries- fast trauma, quick ab*se, aggression, anger issues, headaches, head/face trauma, mental illness from trauma/ mental trauma, forcefulness

taurus- slow trauma, disloyalty, overindulgence, unhealthy relationships with food, unhealthy relationships with money, jaw to neck trauma, possessiveness, jealousy

gemini- mental trauma, verbal ab*se, anxiety, overthinking, mental disorders, arms and hands trauma, superficial people, inconsistency, backstabbing

cancer- trauma from mother, toxic femininity, emotional ab*se, emotional manipulation, chest/breast trauma, sensitivity

leo- egotistical, dramatized, arrogance, attention/ attention seeking, forcefulness, heart trauma

virgo- not picking, impurity, innocence being taken away, critical energy, anxiety, analyzation, stomach trauma

libra- romanticization, flirting being used as manipulation, imbalance, injustice, shallowness, skin trauma

scorpio- sexual trauma/ ab*se, de*ths, dramatic changes, obsession, possessiveness, secrecy, hiding things, genital trauma

sagittarius- religious trauma, opinionated, close mindedness, trauma from the law, cultural trauma, too much freedom or lack of freedom, trauma to your thigh

capricorn- financial trauma, restriction, lack of discipline or too much discipline, materialism, fatherly trauma, trauma to your bones/ teeth

aquarius- internet trauma, coldness, distance, trauma from groups, disowned by community, unique experiences, calf to ankle trauma

pisces- nightmares, flashbacks, emotional manipulation/ ab*se, naivety, apathy or too much empathy, subconscious trauma, trauma to the feet

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