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my mom doesn't want me medicated but oh boy do i feel like i need to be

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things i expected my friends to legitimately bully me for: nothing

things my friends have legitimately bullied me for: reading homestuck, listening to taylor swift, more things will probably be added but what the fuck

mfs said they didn't mind my cringe they lied

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im so paranoid and i keep asking my friends if they're okay but i can't help but feel so goddamn annoying but if i don't ask i'll be stuck thinking they might've died what the fuck is wrong with me

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not to have another moment about him but god i miss feeling loveable i wish he still wanted me i miss not feeling alone constantly i want him back so bad

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suddenly terrified that everyone in my life is gonna abandon me because of a dream i had where my ex decided to give me shit for liking his ocs too much and made me apologize in both public servers we're in together and all of our friends were laughing at me bc i was freaking the fuck out about it but like nobody's awake or wants to comfort me this is so much fun

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pale crush on one person flushed for 2 others but one flushcrush is my ex another's taken and my pale crush is the only one with any prospects of working out but they've got jealousy issues so polyamory might not be in the question god i wish my ronance thoughts weren't this confusing

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being polyamorous is confusing if ur aroacespec and have weird things going on with ur perception of romance. add that on to being part of a system and then you just have an issue

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superduper concerned about our host,, girl he's taking the longest Break of his life he's been gone for 4 days after having a breakdown about his ex again and none of us know how to handle it

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i miss him

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genuinely cannot handle this shit anymore i just constantly feel worthless and like i should die im so fucking close to throwing myself into traffic

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literally nobody cares about me what's the point of me just being a coward. i should kill myself already.

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if i don't end up in the hospital by next week i'll have failed myself :)

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i can't even complain about him not liking me anymore bc he said he does but he just doesn't want to date rn and i feel so sad and it's the weirdest form of feeling unwanted ever i hate it so much i hate it i hate it i hate it !!!!!!!!

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i literally had to see him for one day and pretending to be fine got exhausting!!! it wasn't even today!!!!!! i can't stand this shit bro i'm so fucked over for him lol

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intro post

needed a safe vent space since we have pretty much nothing we're comfortable with using.

feel free to call us either doggie or wolfy.

osdd-1b system. we won't be sharing our names but there's a lot of us. we'll be using emoji signoffs on each post.

body is 19 & white. it/its are our catch-all pronouns.

will tag anything if it's particularly triggering. shoot us an ask or pm if you need something else tagged.

dni: pro ed, pro sh, thinspo/fatspo, anti-recovery, ddlg/cgl/pet play, kink/nsft blogs, proship/anti-anti, terf/swerf/radfem/gender critical, map/nomap (pedophiles), zoophiles, racists. please just be a half decent person if you feel the need to follow us.