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Bye to twitter I guess xD

I think I'm gonna leave twitter for real, I really hate it there, I'm just gonna log in to talk with one of my twitter friends, they're such a great person, btw idk their pronouns since they don't put them in the bio, that's why I use they/them with them :)

I wish they used tumblr more gahhh ;;;

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Haikyuu ships as songs (I tried lol)

I just thought this would be fun to make haha, the songs are chosen by the vibes each ship gives me, so don't really overanalize anything, also maybe you can find some pretty good songs here! These are all such good songs at least to me! I'm sorry if most of them are not accurate at all... Tsukiyama first because today is our little sweetheart's birthday! Yamaguchi! Yeah, I know he's not a little sweetheart always, like, he is also a bit of a bully with Tsukishima, but he's still a sweetheart in my eyes ♡

Tsukiyama: Cavetown - Lemon Boy Kagehina: Radiohead - Creep Levshiba: Girl in Red - Forget Her Iwaoi: Tears for Fears - Everybody Wants to Rule the World Kuroken: Conan Gray - Heather Daisuga: Vance Joy - Riptide Bokuaka: Aurora - Runaway Tanakiyo: Kina - Get You The Moon Yachikao (Yachi x Kaori, it's a ship I saw nobody talk about and I feel it's pretty cute): Girl in Red - We Fell in Love in October

+ I think the song Yellow from Coldplay fits very well Tsukiyama, Iwaoi, Bokuaka, Kuroken and Kagehina, yes, all of those at the same time Sigh, today was a rough day, full of weird thoughts, but doing this makes me feel a bit better, I really love Haikyuu ships lol, but please remember, never ship a couple in Haikyuu that is between a third year and a first year, is wrong, 15-16 and 17-18 is just not okay! :( That's why I don't like and I will never like Yakulev or Kiyoyachi, please, don't ship them, it's wrong, 2 year difference might not seem like that much but it is! So please don't ship them!!!

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THEY'RE SO CUTE GAHHH

One of my fave Nekoma rarepairs to pick myself up a bit, I guess

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Sleepy

I said I wasn't going to sleep tonight but I'm starting to feel so tired already, but no, before going to sleep I need to at least get my schedule for today and I have to wash the dishes, I'm not obligated to do it but I want to be a good useful child for once lmao

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Kagehina for happiness

I was feeling a bit sad so I decided to listen to "I Wanna Be Yours" and "Forget Her" while looking for cute Kagehina photos, they make me very happy.

Just look at them, tall bf and tiny bf, they were made for each other, soulmates!

Ah... today would have been such a great day but my thoughts decided to be annoying, it's sad, I really wanted this day to be good, but maybe this night will be good, if I take a cold shower between 11 PM to 1 AM, and watch Haikyuu for the rest of the night, I think I'll be able to have a good night.

All I know is that I'm not sleeping tonight, I have hopes for this night, even if it's true that in nights thoughts can get very annoying, that's usually not true for me, nights make me feel in peace.

Big tall bf vs small short bf, probably one of my favorite ship dynamics lol

They look so cute here istg

Confused bfs, they're adorable

(Vent here!!)

Why can't I be just normal like the other people? Because of these thoughts, I feel like nothing but a bad person, I feel filthy, I feel like a monster, I'm so sorry, I wish I could put my music so loud I couldn't even hear myself, only then things will be okay, only then...

I wish I had a comfort zone, but I just can't have one, Haikyuu is pretty close though, it always cheers me up a bit seeing cute photos of the characters I love, it reminds me of a lot of good nights, I wish I could just go back to those days, to that day I woke up at like 1 AM, feeling so bad I couldn't even think straight, but watching Haikyuu made me feel so happy. That day, at school, I was so tired I didn't pay attention to anything, but I was happy, I was so happy, I want to cry just by remembering it, now I just feel like a monster who can't control their thoughts, I wish I was normal, I just want to be normal.

I want to think that one day I'll wake up and I'll be okay, but I don't think that will happen in a very long time, I still have hopes though, there are still things that shut down those thoughts. Btw, don't think that I hate my life or something, is just that I'm not passing through a good time rn, that's all, I really feel lucky for the life I have, but I just wish I could enjoy my life like other people would.

(End of the vent)

Well, that's all, I love Kagehina, those 2 stupid lovebirds are so cute, if you read everything above, I don't know why did you do it but thank you, I appreciate you, remember you all to have a good night, and if you ever feel too tired or sad, taking showers always helps! Or at least it helps me lol

Goodbye ♡

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Lol

I thought it would be hard to get used to tumblr, since I always have been a twitter user, but tbh, this feels better than twitter, I feel more comfortable here somehow, maybe it's because I can personalize a lot of things and I always loved that, or maybe it's just because it looks better.

Whatever, I'm starting to get sleepy, goodbye for meow, good night!

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First time in Tumblr (presentation lol)

Let's see... I'm a pretty normal person when it's about likes and hobbies. sorry if it's too long but like...

but before, my dni list (gahhh it made me uncomfortable just writing this): Proship. NSFW (suggestive content is a bit okay if the character is not a minor or a real person). Pedos/Lolicon. Zoos. And basically anything "problematic". I like: organizing stuff, it's annoying to get started though, animals, especially cats, even if I have allergies I love them, and keep everything clean, but again, it's hard to get started.

My hobbies are: listening to music for hours straight, playing videogames, drawing, writing if I'm inspired and learning languages, right now I'm trying to learn Japanese, but since kanjis are hard I'm having a little break.

My kins are: Bokuto from Haikyuu, Kenma from Haikyuu, Asahi from Haikyuu (yes, those 3 at the same time, mostly Asahi and Bokuto to be honest), Obito (kid) from Naruto, Omoi from Naruto (not that much but I feel related to him).

My ships are: From Haikyuu: Levshiba, Kagehina, Tsukiyama, Iwaoi, Kuroken. From Omori: any in particular. From Naruto: Just Kotetsu x Izumo (I don't know the name), Kakagai and Sasunaru are kinda cute tho. From SK8: Renga canon and Matchablossom. (Please remember to respect my ships, at least I'm not shipping something ilegal! I know my ships can make some people uncomfortable and I'm sorry, but please remember to respect!)

Random facts: I'm 14, my birthday is on May 21st. Christmas is my favorite holiday, it makes me feel comfortable and very happy. I love making friends and meeting new people, but I'm a bit shy so starting a conversation is hard, if you want to be my friend, you start the conversation, please, I promise I'll be thankful. I like Haikyuu, I like Haikyuu a lot, it's my favorite anime, I just haven't finished watching it yet, sorry, I just watch Haikyuu when i feel too miserable to even stay alive.

One more thing, lately my life have been pretty sad (please, don't say stuff like "you're just 14, how your life would be sad"... sorry, but you don't know who I am or what I'm going through, I'm not saying I'm depressed, I'm just going through a rough time, please try to be empathetic), so I'll try to put a vent warning everytime I need to vent, I really wish I didn't have to do this, but I swear to God sometimes things are just so hard, seriously, I wish I didn't have intrusive thoughts;.

♡ Thank you for reading! ♡