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“I don’t know how many times I’ve survived myself, without telling anyone else.”

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I need trauma bonding friends to talk shit with all the time hmu if you’re extremely unhappy and needa laugh about it or you’ll die ;)))

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i’ve always been too much for people, and when i started internalising it i realised i’m too much for me too

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🫀- they can help you. just listen. they can help you

🧠- mmhm, but do we deserve it?

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me with all that has happened in 2022

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im her

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it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger.

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making friends is hard having friends is hard talking to people is hard waking up is hard getting out of bed is hard being a human is hard being alive is hard

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Excerpt from The Complete Poems by Anne Sexton

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me: i hope my ed kills me

me, feeling a little sick: OH GOD THIS IS IT IM DDYING SOMEBODY HELPM E !!!!!

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People eventually stop asking if you’re ok. They get tired of hearing the same answer. But I don’t think they realise that I get tired of giving the same reply.

IG: ousíapoeticaok

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if being hard on yourself worked, it would have worked by now

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