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Just a little Snape drawing :D

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What do you think he sees in his future?

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Hello, it’s been what..2 years since I’ve rlly posted? Yikes.

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afternoon dungeon chill

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lily and severus.

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found you

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“now where is that old coot of ours? i’ve waited too long to give him a piece of my mind.”

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bit late but :’)

rest in peace, dame maggie smith. years before minerva mcgonagall came into being, you were already miss brodie, mrs. medlock, wendy, and mother superior to me. thank you for giving me such a memorable childhood with your works.

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St Mungo's.

A scene from 3B. I just... can't wait to get into that moment in writing, eh. (The person Severus is talking to is Ron.)

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I've always found the excuse "not everyone who suffers from bullying ends up being a jerk like Snape" amusing, because yes, it's true—having suffered abuse and/or mistreatment doesn't mean you're going to become an abuser. However, your environment, life experiences, and how you handle your traumas do play a significant role. As someone who works as a social worker, I've been around people who've been to prison, individuals whose lives have been turbulent, and one of the common denominators they share is growing up in extremely disadvantaged environments, with a complete lack of support systems and care networks.

Snape wasn't just a kid who experienced violence at school, with none of his teachers showing the slightest interest in the bullying he endured; he also didn't have any support at home. We're talking about someone who grew up surrounded by violence, whose emotional and affective role models were violent, and who never had a support network or a safe environment at home. Outside of home, during his school years—which he probably hoped would at least be a break from what he experienced at home—he also didn’t get a moment's rest. His entire childhood and adolescence were marked by the violence he received, and by the feeling of vulnerability he experienced from not having a SINGLE ADULT to back him up or protect him. His examples of functional adults weren’t functional. His role models for how to relate to people weren’t functional. Nothing around him during his emotional and cognitive developmental years was functional.

People still seem surprised that he joined the Death Eaters. Let's see: if the only people who aren’t violent towards him turn out to be a group of individuals deeply involved in a dark sect, what other options does he have? First of all, Severus probably didn’t fully realize just how despicable these people were, because honestly, all his role models throughout life had been so violent that his perception of good and evil was likely quite distorted. And then there’s the fact that he probably saw those people as the only ones who treated him like a human being, and his need for acceptance and protection led him to follow them to the bitter end. At the end of the day, he was just a kid/teenager looking for affection and acceptance.

And honestly, it seems to me that a spoiled rich kid like James Potter had it pretty easy when it came to changing and becoming a good person. Everything in his life was always in his favor: parents who adored and spoiled him, a high social and economic status, friends, and great popularity. His life was a constant stream of support, understanding, and love. There’s no comparison whatsoever. What’s unforgivable is that a guy who had clear social and economic advantages took advantage of that privilege to bully a kid who was clearly at a disadvantage in every way. And trying to excuse him, as his fans do, is disgusting, but okay.

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I did it!!! I finished art with a background!!!

Fun fact, the background for this picture is the Kharkiv metro, because it is the most comfortable place for me in the whole world.

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snapetober 2020 | day 2   ✦ poisoned ✦ 

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vagabond.

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Snape as a car mechanic 

July for @snalendar-snofficial

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snapetober 2020 | day 1  ✦ insomnia ✦

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snapetober 2020 | day 30   ✦ self-hatred ✦

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snapetober 2021 | day 1 ✦ autumn ✦