properantagonist
Sleepless nights
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24yo | agender aroace | disabled | it/its | criminologist, turbo progressive, SJW. gives a fuck. name's Never. writing @ carnivalgore
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properantagonist · 5 months ago
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I'm at the end of my novel and now I have to write that scene I've been dreading forever to finish it. I hate this, I hate myself for planning that scene, but I have to, cause it's crucial.
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properantagonist · 5 months ago
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20 Low effort meaningful comments to leave on fics when you can’t think of anything to say that most authors love and appreciate (and you will too).
1.) Thank you for writing this!
2.) This really helped distract me from the horrors of reality, thank you for writing it!
3.) I really really really loved this.
4.) <3
5.) Literal keyboard mash q3kjt2uh0erjiurjfnejkrgnkejoiiueirnf!!!!
6.) My favorite part was when they ____.
7.) I laughed at ____.
8.) How dare you! /affectionate.
9.) I am very excited to read this story in its entirety!
10.) I really enjoyed the first __ chapters, I cannot wait for more!
11.) This gave me everything I was hoping for!
12.) 10/10 fic, thanks for writing!
13.) I am going to be thinking about this fic for a long time, thank you for writing!
14.) This made me feel a lot of emotions and I cannot describe them, so thank you for that. I really enjoyed this.
15.) This was the best ride I haven taken in a long time, wow! Thank you for writing this.
16.) If I had the ability to bind this as a real book I would, I loved it so much.
17.) I'm not good with words but I just loved this so much.
18.) This is complete perfection.
19.) I am in awe of how you described ____.
20.) This means so much to me that you wrote this. Thank you.
The more you comment, the better you will get at it and the more enjoyment and fulfillment you will received out of saying thank you.
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properantagonist · 5 months ago
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properantagonist · 5 months ago
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"Feed me and tell me I'm pretty" except it's "reblog something and tell me I'm not a fraud"
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properantagonist · 5 months ago
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please please please please reblog if you’re a writer and have at some point felt like your writing is getting worse. I need to know if I’m the only one who’s struggling with these thoughts
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properantagonist · 1 year ago
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so I didn't know if female jesters had been a thing in the past and looked it up and was introduced to mathurine the fool, who gave one of the best burns in history in a silly little way.
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also she apparently stopped an assassination?? amazing.
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properantagonist · 1 year ago
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a woman will be 28 or whatever and all the 24 year olds are in shock like “no fucking way I seriously couldn’t tell. you don’t look near death at all”
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properantagonist · 1 year ago
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sir that’s my emotional support story that I’ve been working on for five years that still has no conceivable plot
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properantagonist · 1 year ago
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they need to come up with more words like necrosis and miasma and mausoleum and cadaver and morose and decrepit and stuff like that just so metal bands can expand their vocabulary
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properantagonist · 1 year ago
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looking for new writeblrs to follow
pls reblog/comment if you’d like me to follow you!
bonus points if: SSF, lots of worldbuilding, tag game-friendly
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properantagonist · 1 year ago
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looking for new writeblrs to follow
pls reblog/comment if you’d like me to follow you!
bonus points if: SSF, lots of worldbuilding, tag game-friendly
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properantagonist · 1 year ago
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My manic psychosis leading me to do and say horrendous shit while I believe it's all normal and rational
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properantagonist · 1 year ago
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My mental illness is ruining my life. I say things that are completely nuts when I'm manic and I sound so fucking coherent sometimes. I genuinely regret my entire life right now. I'm not going to kill myself, even though I want to, cause I'm thinking quite clearly. But I just lost a person I thought was going to be near me for the rest of my life, cause I said a bunch of cuckoo bullshit half of which I don't even remember and I can't turn it back. The real, genuine me is not fucked up like that. The worst part is that I mixed a lot of genuine shit with insanity and now it's all just mixed up and I will never be able to be believed again.
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properantagonist · 1 year ago
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Low literacy also leads to more crime! It's really a wide-reaching issue that needs to be addressed. There's research on how recidivism rates lower when people receive education in prison. This & this
we are in a media literacy crisis
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properantagonist · 1 year ago
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Humans are 1000x more sensitive to the smell of petrichor (that smell you get with rain) than sharks are to blood, to no apparent evolutionary advantage. You’re privileged to be a part of the first welcoming committee to meet our new Non-Human arrivals in person. They smell like petrichor.
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properantagonist · 1 year ago
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we are in a media literacy crisis
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properantagonist · 1 year ago
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@ OP
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To the Hateful LGBT community
Ok you all may be unaware but I dont hate the LGBT community I just pity them is all. I'm not going to apologize for what I said because sometimes the truth hurts. In my life I've been nothing but kind and caring to everyone but thanks to today's society I cant even speak Jesus name without being verbally attacked by someone who hates for simply disagreeing with them. I am not the most social person in the world. And I know I can sometimes come off as an asshole but the reason I dont support such actions is because the Bible said not to. But regardless I've never mistreated a LGBT community member I treat them like any person I pass by on the street. If their car has a flat or broke down I'd help them like I would help any other straight person.
I treat people in life how I want to be treated but since people online see the messages I try to share in Jesus name as hate when it is in fact the opposite the same way in real life it feels more like the LGBT community is spreading words of how it's bad to be a devoted Christian and his message is hateful and because if our opinion doesn't match there's then instantly we are seen as the villain. I may agree the LGBT life style is a sin but that will not stop me from treating people the same way I want to be treated with respect and dignity.
So if my belief in the Good Lords word makes me evil in your eyes then I feel sorry for you. I will keep you all who are in the LGBT community in my prayers be it for good fortune or for jesus healing hand to bless you with healing be it from, medical, physical, or spiritual pain.
I dont hate I pity. I respect you as best I can but I want to be respected in return. I treat my neighbor and everyone I meet like I want to be treated. Have a nice day and thank you for at least looking over the request.
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