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i really miss my friends.after over 10 years of friendship you think you would respond to me, i guess i dont have to wonder any longer about where i stand in your priorities.

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toxic

You made me think it was my fault, nine months, I let you treat me as if I was just another stranger on the street. After you continuously told me you loved me and that you would kill yourself if I were to ever break up with you. You broke me down but now I am over it all, the gaslighting, the toxicity, it was not my fault. You were the toxic one. you did not love me, you loved who you wanted to me to be.

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I wonder what my parents think when they hear my chemical romance blasting at 2am

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i wanna know how okay people think, like what goes through your mind when you have to talk in front of people, how do you stay so happy, I wanna know how your mind works.

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:)

The school's security guard said I had a pretty smile and thats the best thing thats happened to me in a while

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fires are pretty and dangerous, i dont see why youre afraid. theyre just like you

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My Pain

It hurts when the person who was supposed to show you unconditional love, abandons you. It left me confused with my mind full of doubtful thoughts; 

“No one will ever love you, your mother didn't love you so how do you expect a total stranger to?”

“You’re your own toxic person”

“You will end up just like her, even if you don’t want to”

Word of advice: it is not your fault, don’t take it out on yourself, you are the only one you need. Do not beg ANYONE to be in your life if they don’t want to.

You are so much more than you think.

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its 4am and i dont know if i want to stay.

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~thats hot~

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devilish

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maybe ill paint it.

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<3