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I'm gonna cut my fucking head off WHY CANT I FUCKING SLEEP
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I hate grieving. I hate losing people. If I could do something to bring them back or if I could go back and have texted them more and somehow keep them away from that bad coke that night I would. I don't think I'd be willing to forget them to save myself the grief I've been left. I couldn't forget them because I think that that total absence would be worse than only having the memory of them is.
Codi was one of the most beautiful, strange people I've ever known. They had the beliefs of a psychotic, which they very likely were, and the passion of one too. they were just this beautiful, spiritually rich mosaic of a person. I feel confident in saying that they were one of a kind. The whole world lost something beautiful when they died, not just their family and their friends. Everyone who knew them lost a wonderful, sweet, creative person and everyone who didn't know them lost the opportunity to ever meet them and be changed by them. I miss Codi so much.
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sometimes the grief just hits so hard that I just sit and cry until I think I'm going to throw up and then I feel ridiculous for crying like this over an online friend. and I know online friendships, especially with someone you dated for a time are a very serious thing but I just feel like my grief is almost like,, unearned?? I feel like just because I never met Codi irl I don't deserve to hurt this bad about them dying. But then I remember that they died so tragically, so painfully and it feels okay to grieve this hard again. I hate thinking about what their mother and their IRL friends must still be feeling.
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I just don't get dating. I don't want to romantically pursue a fucking stranger. I don't know anything about David from tinder bruh I don't want to date him. I hate the idea of going out with somebody just to see if we're romantically compatible. I just fall in love with my friends sometimes like a normal person.
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I mean, I've felt romantically attracted to like. three people in my life ever. and then I look at Mary's record and it's like. insane. Granted she is a whore but she at least loves all those people for a little while. I don't love anybody at all. Idk how she does it man. she knows so many people and 8/10 times they want her. I haven't had somebody want me since I was thirteen and my poor social skills were still a charming trait.
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I think I'm gonna be alone forever unless I make some major fucking changes and even then I don't think anyone would want me. I don't even think that I want anyone, at least not anyone who's accessible. I don't find a single person at my school attractive, much less the few people I actually know, and I very highly doubt anyone finds me attractive either lmao.
I've always hated the whole micro label thing in the queer community but I found the term cupioromantic (I think) recently and it kind of struck a chord. idk if it's something like that or if I'm just so insecure that I don't even allow myself to think of people romantically. who knows anymore.
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well it's about time! it only took a week for you to be concerned about the status of our friendship
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fuck you too. fuck you so much harder. I haven't replied to you in FIVE DAYS and the only shit you've had to say is basically that you miss complaining and being fucking mopey to me. Not a word of concern for why I might not be talking or anything, just 1 "I miss you" and 2 "fuck you"s. so fuck you harder and so much more. selfish cunt
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his vent account status said active in the last four hours I said oh im sure
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man Fuck You. I know you're all depressed and shit but God you're fucking annoying about it. the fucking SECOND I start talking about my problems suddenly you're too tired. But I can sit and listen to you talk about how you have no moral backbone and no political concern because you're too worried about yourself for a fucking hour. youre almost more useless than me dude, at least I have more goals and beliefs in my life besides making a lot of money. fucking insufferable
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I didn't even do anything bruh why r you yelling at me 😭
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FOR THREE TRANSGRESSIONS OF WURTZ AND FOR FOUR I WILL NOT REVOKE THE PUNISHMENT FOR SENDING ME AN INVITATION, FOR SELLING YOURSELF PARDONS.
FOR THREE TRANSGRESSIONS OF WILL AND FOR FOUR I WILL NOT REVOKE THE PUNISHMENT FOR FALLING IN LOVE TO HARD YOU WILL NEVER STEP FOOT IN THIS TOWN AGAIN.
FOR THREE TRANSGRESSIONS OF WURTZ AND FOR FOUR I WILL NOT REVOKE THE PUNISHMENT.
WHY DID YOU TELL ME TO COME IN THE FIRST PLACE? WHY DID YOU TELL ME TO COME IN THE FIRST PLACE? WHY DID YOU TELL ME TO COME IN THE FIRST PLACE?
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don't you fall apart
you might lose my heart
y'know I love your art.
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I fell in love with my fate as it crushed me to death
WE GOTTA GO BACK
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