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sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

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Drawing Adam reading because it means I’m basically reading, which means I’m studying ☝🏻

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okay, hold my drink *hands u cursed ancient goblet full of mead* i gotta talk my shit for a second.

ive been seeing a lot of severus snape love recently. and this is fine, obviously, y'all can love whomever you want. but. i need to rant or i will explode. if we're talking about canon. severus snape spends his adult years, seven books of it in fact, abusing children. and his excuse for this is the girl he loved (tho not enough not to join a group actively trying to exterminate her) fell for the hot jock instead of him (a tragedy indeed, i weep 4 him, i really do). and also she died, which, admittedly is very sad.

it is simply crazy 2 me 2 look at that and think *romance* or *genuine care and affection*. LIKE. fo real. snape calls her a slur in public, apologizes in private, hangs out with dudes who commit hate crimes against her friends (CANONICALLY, she says "you've been hanging out with that douchebag Mulciber, how could you do that after what he did to Mary???" this is not a direct quote but like, it's close enough). lame. loser behaviour.

"Oh but what about regulus" i can hear you say "he loves James potter but snape doesn't love lily???" well. idk. maybe. bit different tho, innit? due to james not being the demographic regulus is attacking (which doesn't make regulus a better person but does make the dynamic between him and james different). ALSO. Regulus chooses to turn against voldemort without hope for anything in return. snape doesn't seem to give a shit about voldemort, he's just sad he's not gonna get to bang lily evans. he switches sides for that reason alone. also doesn't care about what happens to her husband or her son which like. considering lily would be pretty fucking destroyed if they died. once again points to my whole, he doesn't really give a shit about her, theory. lame. loser. behaviour.

also. im sorry. I"M SORRY. but what snape does to neville? to hermione? to harry? gross. a grown ass man out here telling an eleven year old neville he's worthless or hermione she's ugly and annoying. or spilling harry's potion and refusing to grade him for it???????????????

reg and draco are children when we see them at peak suckage and therefore they feel like they can be redeemed much more compellingly (CAN be, not SHOULD be, not HAVE to be, just narratively i think they are easier to turn into interesting, sympathetic characters). but snape? snape grows up into a garbage adult. like he doesn't get better. and again, the only real excuse we're given is his obsession with lily. not very demure. not very cutesy.

ALSO. yall remember that time he got a destitute, struggling Remus Lupin fired from the best job he ever had just because he felt like it? remember that time snape weaponized Remus's lycanthropy and people's prejudice against him just cause. like. literally just cause??? his ego was bruised after the shrieking shack incident so he was like "get wrecked Lupin I'm going to tell everyone your secret so you will be forced back out onto the streets" DO YALL REMEMBER THAT BITCH ASS MOVE????????? THAT HE DID AS A FULL ADULT.

IN CONCLUSION, this is silly and, of course, like i said at the start, everyone can have their own thoughts and feelings about characters, but i simply needed to interject here on behalf of snape haters everywhere because i feel like so much of snape's shitty behaviour as an adult during a time when he was really under no duress and was very safe and cozy, is ignored. and my hater heart just cannot let that stand.

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The Clay and the Potter by Aitor Frias & Cecilia Jimen

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i live a life so frenetic sometimes i forget i can just stop, scroll tumblr for a while, realize that all my worries are insubstantial and then move the fuck on with my day

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great update on this! i moved countries and i still feel like shit!

god i cant wait to have a stable job so i can afford my dream desk set up and a pc that i put effort into building and pretty lights and the feeling that maybe i am creating something durable something that will last and it will be for myself only

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i think it's nice how in most remus x someone ship names i see, it's always moon___. the only one that's not is wolfstar. sirius is the only one who gets the wolf, something nobody else gets to see. everyone else gets the calm, ever-present moon.

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god i cant wait to have a stable job so i can afford my dream desk set up and a pc that i put effort into building and pretty lights and the feeling that maybe i am creating something durable something that will last and it will be for myself only

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AND I NEVER MINDED BEING ON MY OWN

THEN SOMETHING BROKE IN ME

AND I WANTED TO GO HOME

TO BE WHERE YOU ARE

BUT EVEN CLOSER TO YOU, YOU SEEM SO VERY FAR

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Your 20s are for lusting after furniture you can’t afford actually

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@thoughtsfromalover // ? // ? // russian doll // acacia “mommy” // nayariah waheed “salt” // tiktok // silas denver melvin “twenty” // dysphoresque // tiktok

*i made this in my drafts over two years ago and have lost some of the sources :(

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I am good. I am loved.

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part of what makes tragedies tragic is the story being preventable from the outside but unpreventable from the inside

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On Parallels

Harry and Regulus have a surprising amount of things in common, most often noted is how they both left school at 17 to destroy Horocrux's.

However my favorite thing is how they both disappointed Sirius by not being James.

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*releases pack of dads into home depot* go……be free

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what did the convos before ronan slept on adam’s floor look like? do you think ronan just pretended to fall asleep and not wake up when adam talked to him or kicked him so he had an excuse to stay… like adam never said do you just wanna stay? and ronan never said do you mind if i stay? he just did but he had to make it seem unintentional bc the yearning would be too evident

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Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus / TTPD (2024)

the 1 / folklore (2020)