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See You Again

We all have someone who has been a really big part of our lives that left us and will never come back. Someone who is very special to us and is very close to our hearts. The person we could never imagine life without. The one we do not want to leave yet, it’s already time to. We will all die eventually but we can’t deny the fact that it is heartbreaking when someone very important to us will pass away specially if that person himself do not want to leave yet.

Last June 28, 2019 was one of the worst days of my life. My mother woke me up and told me that Papa’s gone already. I couldn’t accept it because I saw how he fought so hard in order to stay alive. I witnessed his sufferings and I’ve been with him while he was fighting against his illness. I know he’s having a hard time dealing with his situation everyday but I rarely hear him complain. He keeps what he truly feels in order for us not to worry too much. At the last day of his life, I was there. Holding his hand, and hoping a miracle will happen. I prayed for his life I told him not to give up because we’re all waiting for his recovery but in the end, the decision is not on our hands. He left and we’re all left heart broken.

I could never let go of him because he loved me so much and he was the best man I’ve ever known. How can you forget someone who gave you so much to remember? It hurts knowing that he still had so much plans he wanted to fulfill but he didn’t had the chance to. Now, we’ll continue to make his plans happen even without him anymore. We want to make him proud from above because we know he’s watching us from up there.

At the age of 60, he already had countless of achievements and we can all say that he had a life well lived. We will miss him beyond measure but I know that soon, we’ll see each other on another part of the world.

[princessmundo]

I Always Listen but Was Never Heard

All of us needs a friend who listens in everything and never gets tired on hearing our rants in life specially when we need it the most. I am the kind of person who’s ready to listen when someone is ready to talk. I value my friends opinion and I want to listen until they forget what made them sad and for them to feel better. 

I'm happy to have several close friends with whom it's a pleasure to spend time and who keep me content with life. Something that's common in a lot of those friendships is that I'm trusted to listen without judgment to my friends' problems and feelings. I'm very happy to do so, and I feel honored that they trust me enough to confide. And I think part of why many confide in me is that I listen without trying to insert my own problems into the conversation. I just listen. I want them to feel that I am interested to know, help, and understand their situations so that they will never feel alone.

However, no one is there when I face different life issues. I fought many silent battles because I think that no one deserves to listen for they would never understand. I listen and do my responsibilities as a friend without expecting something in return but it’s kind of unfair on my side. 

I'm not really sure what advice I need, because I want to remain a friend, and don't want to make demands. I'd like some way to deal with it without growing to resent people I care about. I also want to be listened too but I guess I’m going to deal everything with myself.

[princessmundo]

Singing is Expressing

Singing is my way of expressing myself. Because of it, I am able to voice out what I really feel. It helped me in a lot of ways because I think a heart of stone, can soften and beat with the rhythm of the music. It changed me into a better person and I will forever commit myself to this.

As I lift my head up and open my mouth, my voice escalates with every tune that comes out. The soothing words bounce off of my tongue and release the tension held within. Even if the sounds aren't perfect or correct, every little bit helps me get through the day. When stressed, nothing helps me more than singing. My passion for singing comes from deep within my soul, mind and heart. When I sing, I sing with all of me, putting everything I can into it.

In conclusion, singing can be a highly effective tool for expressing your inner musical self and reinforcing all aspects of confident performing. The goal shouldn't be to produce instrumentalists with stellar vocal qualities but rather to enable students to truly play what they hear.

[princessmundo]

AlDub

AlDub is a love team and a phenomenal couple in the Philippines that first appeared in the Kalyeserye portion of the "Juan for All, All for Juan" segment of the variety show Eat Bulaga! aired in GMA Network. They are also called as the "phenomenal love team" due to their rise in popularity after they were accidentally paired on the July 16, 2015 episode of the Problem Solving portion of "Juan for All, All for Juan" which later became the first episode of Kalyeserye.

Okay, so this is Ellonah, the fangirl speaking. A lot of you may have notice that I keep on sharing my thoughts about Alden and Maine or AlDub being together on my social media accounts. It actually started when Alden and Yayadub (Maine) meet on Eat Bulaga’s screen and their co-host teased them. I was looking at the both of them.

Some of you might know that I am a big fan of Alden Richards and Maine Mendoza. I love them both as individuals and artists but I’ll be honest with you all, I can’t accept the fact that they are now separated because Maine is now in a relationship with someone. Because I really like Alden and Maine, I find them cute together even though I do not know about their relationship. I am still happy because they are in good terms. 

They have inspired me in many different ways and I will never regret that I stan the two of them. The happiness they gave are priceless and incomparable. They will always have a place in my heart and I will remain a fan.

[princessmundo]

Living With Cats

“A home is not a home without a cat”. Indeed. Growing up, I always admire having my own pet. Something I could sleep with every night and woke up right next to it. So I think of something that’s easy to get along with.

When I was a kid, I usually spend my summer vacation at my grandmother’s house in Mantija and I saw my aunt taking care of her kitten named “Chocolate”. That was her first ever pet. And as years passed by, she continue adopting abandoned cats that she saw in the street and now she already have 9 cats namely, “Memo” which is the oldest one and the serious type. “Hac”, the strict type but at the same time sweet. “Yona”, which I consider the sweetest among them. “Pepang”, the ‘out of the world cat’ because she usually spend her time sleeping. “Aurora”, the spoiled brat cat. “Jack”, the most clingy cat. “Kyrie” and “Mia”, they are both black and I think they’re very lovely. They are named after the famous heroes in Mobile Legend. And last, “Chocay” the youngest among them. My cousin rescued “Chocay” after he saw it hanging in the tree when he was on his way home.Until then, I realized that I’m starting to love cats. I just like the way they wag their tail around me like they’re asking for a scratch. I love how they ask for attention every time I’m doing something. They’re just too adorable, sweet and moody at the same time.

I was in my 9th grade when I first have my own cat and I named him “Wise”. I feel very happy when my mother allowed me to take care of him. I even made his own bed so that he’ll be comfortable every time he want to take a nap. Sometimes I bring him to our room and let him rest beside me. After a year, I got a new cat and I named him “Bright”. Earlier this month, my classmate gave me a cat named “Chingching”. I was very happy that I have a new cat but little did I know,she was already sick when my classmate gave it to me and after 2 days my cat died.

Living with my cats is the best experience I’ve ever had being a teenager. Some people treat them as pests who only know how to steal foods in the table. Little did they know, cats can be a friend too. They can be the sweetest pet if they get to know it. If they only knew how adorable cats are, they’ll probably understand my obsession about cats. But, I can’t force them to like cats because we all have different interests in life. I just feel bad about those homeless cats looking for a food to eat and to those cats who got hit whenever they try to get food. If they can’t feed them, at least don’t hurt them because just like us they also have feelings. Still, they are God’s creation that we need to love and respect.