priceless-ann

[priceless-ann]

My head is aching and its all because i cried last night.. I am trying to recall when was the last time I cried na sobrang sakit ng ulo ko paggising pero dko na tlga matandaan.. I'm really in pain na pala.. Almost two months that I cant work properly.. I'm stuck at home, cant report at work onsite.. Limited movements, cant do my physical chores properly.. Cancelled ung mga supposedly gala.. And its all because of my grade 3 sprain ankle.. I never thought it will last ng ganito katagal..

I know that I am very positive and bubbly person.. At sanay ako na ako yung sinasandalan pag may problema.. But im in pain n pala tlaga, d ko lng binibigyan ng time ang sarili kong umiyak..

I know I am a born leader, and its really hard for me to lead an event na sobrang limitado ung galaw ko.. Mabuti nlng may mga taong nagsilbing mga paa ko para maidaos ung aniv ng choir nman.. Its hard for me not to sing sa choir every Sunday but I have to take care of myself.. Harinawa nman soon, pahintulutan n nya kong magawa ang lahat freely..

[priceless-ann]

Habang naglalakad lakad ako knina naisipan ko dumaan s starbucks.. Bumili ako java chips.. Hindi dahil sa gusto ko kundi dahil namiss ko.. Few years ago, someone always bought javachips for me.. Lagi yun ang inoorder nya kasi ayaw nya ng puro ko kape. . Dko alam kung namimiss ko sya o namimiss ko yung ako pag kasama sya.. First time in my life that someone loved me that way.. And he always said that I am special na if ever d kami s dulo i must always remember that i am special and that i must be treated that way..

[priceless-ann]

The best thing in life are the ordinary days.. Cause one Day u will Miss the typical days that you Fight with your li'l bro.. Your everyday routine that you will be Late in school or work.. The days when your Mom gets mad when you did something wrong..

One Day you will realize that those days are not Just an ordinary Day.. But those are the days that you want to came back.. Those are not Just an ordinary days but Memories that we will cherish forever.. 😊😊😊

[priceless-ann]

i feel empty..

i feel so empty.. sobrang blangko.. habang ang lahat masaya.. ikaw hindi mo maramdaman ung worth mo.. few years ago pag darating ung ganitong season.. nagreready nko f anu b yung pwedeng ibigay s knya n makakapagpasaya s knya.. but now.. wala eh.. wala n tlaga sya.. sana lng masaya sya.. alam ko kasi malungkot sya twing sasapit ung ganitong season.. alam ko tapos n ko s knya at tanggap ko ng hindi kami.. pero filing ko ang namimiss ko yung sarili ko.. iba kc ung saya if you have someone special.. nakakamiss.. gusto ko maramdaman ulet un..

[priceless-ann]

dream..

on our js prom.. wen i am a fourth year hskul student, i remembered wen maki was reading our class prophecy..

wat  wud be us ten years from now..the prophecy has to end.. pero ako na   lang ung natitira on our class n di pa nababanggit, ang kala ko   nakalimutan nya ko ilagay don.. til d story of the prophecy came to d   church.. tapos nakatingin na sa ken ung mga classmate ko, dey were all   thinking cguro na part ko na un, hehe.. wen i was hskul kc, dey were   calling me "sister".. i ges, we are all thinking na i became a nun sa   class prophecy na un.. haha.. but den to my surprised, the class   prophecy ends wid the line of maki's favorite writer.. c grace ann..=)

i  juz suddenly realized, dat i dream once to be a writer, to write   beautiful stories.. ung ikaw ung magdedecide kung ano ang gusto mong   maging takbo ng kwento.. to inspire people, to liv a lesson to one's   heart.. but then wen i became a college student i took up a course na   malayo sa gusto kong gawin..

perhaps, cmula pagkabata mga grade2 p lang cguro, i have a great passion na in writing.. pero ang   totoo pala, d mu pala kelangang magsulat ng magsulat to became a good   writer.. i juz realized as time passes by.. dat we are all writers..   writers of our lives.. writers of our own stories.. tayo ung gumagawa ng  story ng buhay naten, xa lang ang  nagsimula.. pero tayo pa rin ung   nagpapatuloy ng kwento.. at xang nagiging direktor at main character ng storya.. en f we are looking forward for a happy ending.. kelangan   magpursue tayo..wag natin pahirapan ung editor-in-chief.. wag sana natin  msdisappoint ung totoong nagsimula ng kwento..

so, goodluck writers!!! let us write a wonderful story.. may our story ends wid a happily ever after.. :)

- priceless..

[priceless-ann]

my mom’s best advice..

i just suddenly remember ung sinabi sa ken ni mami wen i was about 4 to 6years old cguro.. kumakain kami nun, den may nalaglag akong butil ng kanin.. tapos sabi nya, "anak hawakan mu ung mumong nalaglag mu, d ba basa xa, alam mu ba kung bakit basa xa, kc umiiyak xa, kc nalaglag mu.." dko alam, pero isa un sa pinaka hindi ko malilimutang pangaral sa ken ni mami.. nakakatawa mang isipin, pero nung bata ako, naniniwala akong umiiyak ang bawat mumong nalalaglag ko sa pagkain, kaya natatakot akong malaglag ang bawat butil ng kanin sa pinggan ko.. pero nung nagkaisip nko at napagtanto kong d talga umiiyak ang mumong nalalagpak mu sa pinggan, dun ko napagtanto kung ganu nging halaga ang pangaral sa ken na un..

we must learn how to appreciate khit ung pinakamaliit na bagay na meron na tyo..

wyl on my way home kanina, may nakita kong mag-ina sa gilid ng lansangan.. pinapainum nya ng tubig ang anak nya n mukhang kasisilang pa lang, sa isang bote ng tubig n alam kong ndi ganung kalinis.. ewan, ndi ko din alam ung naramdaman ko kanina.. sabi nila kc, pagnakakakita daw ng ganun, dapat marealize daw naten kung ganu tayo kapalad kc ndi tayo ung nasa ganung kalagayan.. pero ewan, ayokong magpasalamat, ayokong magpasalamat na ganun cla at ganito ako.. kc ayoko din clang ganun.. if ders one thing dat i hated most, dat is being compared wid other people.. kahit na kanino pa ung credit ng comparison na un..  

being happy is not all about having wat we really want..

being happy is not just all about having wat we really need..

being happy is all about being CONTENTED..

kadalasan kc, kung cnu pa ung akala nating wala, un pa pala ung mga taong totoong nagiging masaya, kesa sa iniisip nating nasa kanila na ang lahat.. hangga't ndi naman kc tayo nagiging kuntento at nagiging tenkful kung anung meron tayo, ndi talga tayo magiging masaya.. hiling kc tayo ng hiling minsan, ang ndi tayo aware.. ung mga bagay n hinihiling nten, un pala ung mga bagay n matagal ng merun tayo bago pa tayou humiling, un lang ndi kc tayo aware.. ndi tayo mkuntento..

- priceless..

2012-0424

[priceless-ann]

Biyahe..

Para namang tukso..

Kung kelan gusto ng tapusin ang kwento..

Saka pa maririnig ang mga kanta..

Na nagpapaala sa 'ting dalawa...

Bakit ba kasi napagkamalan pang tayo?

Bakit kasi kelangan pang matapos ang biyahe..

At magising sa isang panaginip..

Na magkaibigan nga pala tayo..

Pwede bang ibalik muli ang panahon?

Maaari bang magbiyahe muli kasama ka..

At sa mga oras na 'yon, maaari bang isipin kong akin ka?

Habang tayo'y nasa biyahe...

Maaari bang sumandal sa 'yong balikat?

At kalimutan sumandali ang mga problema..

Hayaan mong isipin kong mahal mo rin ako...

Kahit sa biyahe lang na ito...

At sa aking pag-uwi, doon ako gigising.,,

Na sa biyahe lang na ito...

Pwede maging tayo...

Kung sana lang pwede, wag na matapos ang biyahe..

-priceless..

(i wrote this one when i was on college.. after our team building seminar in zambales.. this guy, cguro sya ung first love ko?? haha.. or cguro first heartbreak)

[priceless-ann]

i miss him..

I miss the way he makes me smile..

When he made me to forget all the problems in a while..

I miss the way he teases me…

When all we want to do is to laugh…

I miss the way he makes me mad..

When I jealous other girl…

I miss the way he scolded me..

When I say I’m on a diet..

I miss the way he made me feel special…

That no one else can replace my place..

I miss the way he cares for me..

When he treated me as his baby…

I miss the way I am so dear to him..

I miss the time I am waiting for his texts..

To remind me to eat on time..

To remind me to take care..

I miss the days he was so sweet…

I miss the way he made me feel those things..

I miss him soo much, I really do…

But then, I have to let go of him..

To let go of this feeling…

And to let go of those memories..

- priceless..

(written, may 2008)

[priceless-ann]

Motivation.. :)

its the first day for the month of ber.. and i am very postive.. goodvibes lng.. the next four months will be much more better.. :)

[priceless-ann]

Blangko

Alam mu ung feeling ng blangko.. yung wala kang maramdamang saya. Walang gana.. parang sobrang tamlay ng kapaligiran.. at parang walang makapagasaya sa yo khit n sino..

Lagi ka nga tumatawa pero ang bigat s loob..

Iba p din ung halakhak at gaan ng pkiramdam pag totoong masaya ka.. nakakamiss..