pressure-change
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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Forget about who we are it doesn't matter, we can't afford to figure that out right now. Just...just sort.
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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We need to anchor, don't know who to anchor, need to anchor, don't know how to anchor, need to anchor, don't know what to anchor with don't know how don't know who don't know what don't know why don't know what don't know who don't know how d
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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Please don't give up on me ... I'm trying... I'm sure I can do it eventually... I'm sure... I'm sure
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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experiencing eternal pain
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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Need. Need. Can't think. She's wailing. I'm starving. Can't food. But he went to bed after 2. He went to bed after 2 and it's only 9 it's only 9 it's only 9 it's only 9 it's only 9 it's only 9
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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The sound, the sound, the sound, it's too much, too much, too much, I drown it with my own sound, yes, louder, it hurts me, but, not as badly, not as badly.
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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All that meditation to have a thought and I went to write it down immediately but Millie meowed twice first and it's just, gone. Sat and tried to get it back for a while and it's just gone.
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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I really I'm very close to being able to make deals with more complex entities consciously
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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this is the ultimate trust
it is beyond uncomfortable for us
but it must be done
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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<sound of clicks>
everything feels so hard now, every morning brings another small death out of my control
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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ive lost do many ideas i lost so many great ideas bc the burn out just get worse and last forever i had so many drawing ideas im terrified they're gone forever and now i Just. nothing . just nothing i feel so dead i regret talking to that careless fucking moron that thought it was appropriate to say to a cripple that his worst self where he can't do anything nit even think is hiz mist him like just kill yourself
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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the only way my beain works at all is by screaming and abusing drugs :))))))
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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hurts tired always taking care of things hurts tored always taking care of things gyrts tired always taking care of things hurts tired always taking xare of things
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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I want to crawl in to a cave for a week and be left alone and not have to eat or sleep or shit or piss or bathe or go for a walk. Why doesn't being a god spare me consumption? I need sacrifices I'm not receiving, I don't have the energy to eat. I need to. I need to feed off people. I do. I know I do. They make it so fucking hard.
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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whywhywhy so useless just eat please why so hard? why so hard? why?
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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I've died more times than I can count
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pressure-change · 2 years ago
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hell fully hell fully hell fully hwll fully hell fully hell fully hell fully hell fully hell fully hell fully hell fully hell fully hell
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