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Don‘t tell anybody, but Crowley gives the tightest hugs.

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*walks out of the homoerotic friendship covered in blood and wounds* you should see the other guy

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i think im done now. enough now etc etc.

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it just sort of sucks that my best friend who i've been living with for five years would rather live alone in a multi-bedroom house than with me

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i think...we're drifting...we don't talk the way we always used to anymore. you have your person now, and i find it hard to talk first when all i can think of to say is that i miss you. i told you recently and you said you did too but still we don't have what we did. still we don't really talk how we did. i don't know if it's better or worse this way

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To celebrate the begining of June, a merthur illustration that is the cover of @tansyuduri ’s fic “Our Stars Still Shine Together” 🌈💛

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click the image to sharpen

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Anne Sexton, from A Self-portrait in Letters

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i love them (based on this post)

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Ada Limón, “Love Poem with Apologies for My Appearance”

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if we lived in the same country

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i would love if someone i was in love with just once could fall in love with me back. i would love to stop loving people who live in different countries.

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i am tipsy and still in love with you by dragon came on my playlist and i am thinking about you what if i told you i would die but i love you so much forever and ever and i am so sorry

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ive actually been making some progress here and feeling like i can make room in my heart for someone else but oh god you're getting married you're getting married you're getting married

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Always Remember:

kissing can and will, get boring.

its ok to go to sleep on opposite sides.

forgetting favorites, dates and replies is only human.

you dont have to like, or be friends with all of their friends and vice-versa.

they have a right to spend weekends dedicating to their friends and family. you have the same right.

privacy is still in play.

trying simple things that they like, no matter how much you are sure you will dislike it, is a very small step you can take to show your love to them.

you dont gotta have the same taste in music, food, books etc.

saying i love you, thank you, take care, please and i missed you really helps.

you cant agree with all their life decisions and they cant with yours. keeping an open mind and having an honest and deep discussion about it helps. 

they dont need your permission to do things and neither you need theirs.

the intention and care behind the gift matters. not its price tag. 

dont try and change them. help them become better versions of themselves and get the same help and support and care from them. 

know what matters most and focus on that.

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"it's you. it's always been you." but said in a resigned tone. tired, giving into persistent ache, accepting it as a truth. almost comfortable in unrequited feelings, but unable to keep it to oneself any longer