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“Let yourself be drawn by the stronger pull of what you really love.”

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Anyone help me? How to use this app. 😣

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Heyy.

Let's have a blind friendship..

Let's text and chat, and spread love this Quarantine.

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Heyy.

Let's have a blind friendship..

Let's text and chat, and spread love this Quarantine.

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Have you ever had this feeling where everything just seems so unreal?

On my last phone call with my dragon we once again talked about our future appartment... And we already started making plans on how to handle the household chores.

I never before have been excited to do chores. But just imagining cleaning the windows together with her, or taking her hand as we go grocery shopping, or helping her carry the trash cans down the stairs, or telling her "i got this" when we carry the chairs out of a room to mop the floor, or taking our (OUR) dishes out of the dishwasher and making fun of her because she needs a stepping stool to get to her favorite cup and we both know we could just place it lower but we won't change it, or really just sitting next to each other in our living room and her encouraging me to eat more while simultaneously trying to keep her plate from my stealing hands...

I just. I can't stop imagining the most disgustingly domestic scenes and becoming giddy with happiness at the thought.

We would finally have a place we both could call our own and i know it will break my heart when she moves out and I stay in our empty appartment... But the happiness we can have together beforehand is absolutely worth it.

She can teach me how to see the appartment as a home, and i can teach her...

I can teach her to trust in someone when she feels like falling to pieces. She can teach me to strive to be netter than Good. And i can teach her that there is not a thing to be afraid of as long as she knows where to ask for help. She can teach me how to care for myself and i might only just be able to teach her that she deserves every good thing in the world and then some.

I know it will only be temporary, but we can learn how to dance together. We can cook and bake and be merry together. We can have Christmas and Easter and Halloween and a Night at the beach and the mass on Sunday morning and a couch that belongs to us both and a TV that we can fight over the remote for. We can learn how to sing together and how to have fun. We can open our appartment to our friends and make it a home for all of them too.

I was never as happy about the prospect of putting in the work as i am at the thought of the appartment that will be ours for a year or two. We can be happy.

And i am so excited for it to come to pass.

Never been so excited for the uncertain future as i am at the thought of sharing it with her. It's temporary.

But so, so worth it.

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MEDICAL LIFE SUCKS

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8:39 here

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do me a solid and just reblog this saying what time it is where you are and what you’re thinking about in the tags.

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“Promise me you’ll always remember: You’re braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.”

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They wanted me to feel alone and I wanted to be alone. They didn’t know what i was carving in my mind, but I clearly caught up their intensions.

-innatevoice

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Tuning with the weather.

These days, surrounded by the heavy dark clouds.

Peaceful and cool, with the tip-tip sound.

Rain falls all day and night.

And so am I,

Falling with each drop

Drowning deep into my sight

Cursing my fortune

Praising my strength

And....... letting things go.

Cause I know......

I know i can't change the destiny.

What is meant to be, will be.

I can't go beyond my interest

The interest which was chosen for me.

And so on..... the heavenly days are passing by,

ME. Not living, just passing my time.

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Sad reality of today's world

In the dark when the shadow lurks.....

Men fear its a ghost...

Women fear its men...

In context of India, after several Rape and Burnt case..

#justiceforpriyankareddy

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Sad reality of today's world

In the dark when the shadow lurks.....

Men fear its a ghost...

Women fear its men...

In context of India, after several Rape and Burnt case..

#justiceforpriyankareddy

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“Only in thought is man a God; in action and desire we are the slaves of circumstance.”

— Bertrand Russell, Letter to Lucy Donnely (November 25, 1902)

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Read it, feel it.

After a long time nearly after about three and a half years, i met my boyfriend❤️ ( who was actually my best friend until August 9, 2019.😅.). My joy was at the peak☺️. Everything around me was stuck. My eyes were searching for him. And then i heard someone calling me from behind. I turned and yes, it was him🤗. I was so happy but angry too as he was half an hour late. So i didn't reply, and started walking and he, walking behind me and sorry sorry😆..... So i stopped and then talked to him for a while, scolded him and entered a cafe nearby, ordered 2 cups of espressos ☕ .. Started sipping and looking into each others eyes. And then slowly the conversation began. Meanwhile, we exchanged gifts🎁 and lots of talkies🥰.. Had some food, made some memories but yes we didn't click pictures together (didn't come in mind😅).He was getting late, so he made me catch a bus and we were apart from each other. God knows when we gonna meet again 😔.

... Like it if u like it...☺️

OCTOBER 26, 2019