Life is pain, but ao3/escapism helps numb it // She/They
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Hooooooly shit episode 1 of season 6 of the Dragon Prince is starting out STRONG. Starting out heartbreaking. Holy shit. Claudia's screams. Giving up everything for her dad. Just to have him walk out without really explaining that dark magic destroyed both of them 💀 She's getting the wrong message here omfg. Viren. VIREN. TURN AROUND. VIRENNNN YOUR DAUGHTER IS GONNA BECOME MORE OF A MONSTER VIREN LISTEN TO ME
No but really, the thing about Claudia is I KNOW how it feels to be so desperately attached to someone that losing them makes you feel like you're dying. I've cried and screamed and vomited from the pain of just being scared to lose someone I was dating that was ghosting me (It's more complicated than that which makes it much more pathetic and weird, actually 💀). I felt like my world was ending. I didn't love myself and didn't think I could be loved if she didn't love me. I felt like she was the only person who understood me and if I lost her I lost myself.
Claudia doesn't love or truely know herself. To her, her dad and brother are all she has. She doesn't know who she is without them. She's sacrificing EVERYTHING just to keep her dad around. Those screams as Viren walked away felt so familiar to me. So primal. When you give into despair you lose all shame and give into your darkest, most primal urges. Viren doesn't see what yes doing to hid daughter and what she's going to do. He's too absorbed in his own sense of justice to go "Oh shit my daughter is losing all hope, she's gonna commit an atrocity if I don't guide her back." 😭😭 VIREN NO TURN AROUND GO BACK SHES LOSING HER MIND VIREN
I'm rambling, but anyway, this just feels very close to home lol and Claudia needs to learn to live her own life and not destroy her mind and body with dark magic and desperately anxious attatchment style.
I'm worried about Terrestrious leaving her because of the monster she's becoming, breaking her, and her losing everything, causing her to kill herself and try to take the world down with her when that happens 💀. Someone PLEASE get this girl some therapy and take her on a boba date and learn to love herself it really isn't worth all the shit she's putting herself through oh my god. Claudia. Claudia babe please 😭 I know she's supposed to be a representation of what that codependent, anxious attatchment style love does to a person, and a foil for the other characters that have lost people and are handling it much healthier, but still, it still hurts so much to watch 🥲🥲
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Okay but guys, the scene where Jayce and Vik hug and Viktor looks like THIS
This is NOT longing, not afffection --- this is resignation. This is a realization and immediate acceptance of "oh, this isnt important to me anymore. He cares so much and I did, too, in some far away past, but I dont reciprocate this anymore."
His return of the hug is indulgence, because its the appropriate thing to do, but it is not with any warmth. His priorities are forever altered. He cant even feel Jayce's warmth when he hugs him.
This is removed PITY.
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havent been able todraw much without my meds but how wefeelin abt the new season of arcane so far . .
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Piltover/Zaun Storyline: Everybody is traumatized and fighting to undermine and kill each other and take power.
Jayce, Ekko, and Heimerdinger investigating Hextech runes:
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The fact that Caitlyn finds out about the ventilation system her mom made to help the zaunites have clean air because she thought that they deserved to breathe, and Caitlyn immediately weaponized that against them?Simultaneously demonstrating the dark path she is heading down while also implying that Cassandra would not approve of the path her daughter is going down.
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kinda love this little family of fucked up ladies we’ve got going on
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“jinx tells vi that she hopes she and caitlyn at least got to fuck before she kills them” was not on my season 2 bingo card, i’ll tell you that
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Why is no one talking about how when Mel figured out that wasn't really her brother she just full out no hesitation bashed its skull in (or tried to). Girl realized the problem and hit the puppet with so much strength she split the magical wall. Mel Medarda queen that you are what is happening to you
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viktor arcane has to be one of the characters ever.
he's gay. he's terminally ill. he's suicidal. he's from league of legends. he's in a toxic relationship with an orb. he also might be the orb(???). he bullshitted his way into the academy by pretending he went there. he rizzed up a guy so he wouldn't kill himself. he then tried to impress said guy by breaking into his boss's lab. then when he got caught he tried to play it off by saying he thought this big intimidating door was his bedroom door and he was just trying to sneak a guy in there. he nearly died because hetero sex was happening like a mile away. kinda. he took illegal drugs. he's also the apprentice of the guy who's making the illegal drugs and never mentions it. he's inspired off of the tale of frankenstein's monster. he got shot by a missle and fucking died. when he came back to life he immediately broke up his messy gay situationship and became jesus fucking christ.
truly one of the characters of all time
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I'm WHEEZING at arcane twitter's general consensus on this moment
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