portttalz
portttalz
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portttalz · 6 days ago
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can’t wait to be 800 years old (conscious speaking) and be an old witch in one reality making potions and living with fairies and with a dragon as a best friend. to then ‘start’ again in another reality in my youth
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portttalz · 6 days ago
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how shifting actually feels
from an experienced shifter
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— many people have experienced symptoms when trying to shift, however not everyone does! when i had began my shifting journey, i used to always get symptoms, but now it’s very rare that i do. maybe i’ve become so used to it that it doesn’t correlate, or maybe it just comes that natural to me, either way i still shift. don’t give up because you can’t feel any symptoms, everyone is different.
— the first shift isn’t shocking. you ‘wake up’ and it feels natural. there’s no confusion, maybe a calm acknowledgement but that’s it. you won’t need a minute to compose yourself, or get so overwhelmed you can’t speak. you will remember all the events before you shifted, and it will feel like a natural continuation.
— when your dr self’s memories come rushing in, it isn’t that noticeable. it takes a split second for your memories to, let’s say, ‘update’. you don’t realise until you have to recall something, like remembering where your keys are or the password to your phone.
— doing things in your dr that you do not do in your cr comes naturally. for example, if you are an f1 driver in your dr, you will still know what you are doing. your brain holds the information you need.
— you are not the main character. istg if someone acts as if the whole world revolves around them in their dr one more time i will actually lose it. every single person in your dr has their own lives, their own feelings, etc. just like your cr. you are not special.
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portttalz · 10 days ago
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ꨄ VOID STATE REMINDERS ꨄ
since i get so many asks on certain things here you go:
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1. you don’t have to focus it’s not a must, distraction isn’t a bad thing don’t see it as such
yes, you can listen to music if it helps you distract your mind from the 3d, distraction can be a great way to induce pure consciousness, it’s a myth that you need to be focused, if focusing helps you, go for it, if you’re bound to be distracted by your thoughts and imagination, immerse yourself in that.
2. You don’t have to follow bloggers and successor’s methods down to the minute details
yes that persons success story may look so effortless but you don’t have to do it exactly like them
yes that one method may have a million success stories coming from it but you need to understand that all those people did not follow the method EXACTLY, they tweaked some things along the way to make it more natural.
The key common denominator is that they all believed that everything they did was correct. They didn’t sit back up five minutes in to check that one method or that one success story for the hundredth time.
you also do not have to be in a certain position or stay still, scratch that itch, lay on your side or your stomach.
3. You don’t need anything but YOU
methods are cute but a little breathing some “I AM” affirmations and focus/distraction will have you in the void state if you believe it to be so. If you assume a lot of effort is needed, a lot of time is needed then that’s what will happen
you don’t need it to be nighttime, you don’t need a challenge or a method, you don’t need to saturate your mind for the whole day in advance, all you need is you.
4. Intent is instant, everything is effortless
You are the ruler of your reality, what you say goes IMMEDIATELY, if you intend to induce the void state your inner man doesn’t experience time or the 3d so nothing is stoping your inner man from entering the void this second.
If you assume it takes time it will. If you assume you need to be on a “void state journey” of trial and error to induce then you will {if only society didn’t instil a mindset that we need to put in effort to gain a result *deeeeeep sigh*} you don’t need to try and struggle with some challenge for you to result in inducing the void. Assume it’s all instant for you and it will be.
i think that’s all for now
thanks for coming to my TED talk, now go get your dream life!!
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portttalz · 11 days ago
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i LOVEEE it when non shifters treat shifting as something normal. I saw a post where they mentioned about deja vu, butterfly effect, lucid dreaming, derealization and then BAM shifting. Best part is when they are open about it and are GENUINELY curious what's it like and they're not hating???
Like yes lad, let me put on my glasses and smoke my cigar REAL QUICK.
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portttalz · 11 days ago
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The senses shift last
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Focus on your internal experience. That is what matters. That is what shifts. Think as your DR self and no one else. If you enter the mental state of your DR self you will enter the physical state of your DRself.
It's ok if you don't feel it yet, it's ok if you hear a sound from your CR, it's ok if you can feel your old bedroom still. It's OK.
Shifting is not a physical process. Your physical body is not what's shifting between realities your awareness is. Your sight, hearing, taste, feeling, etc, are all a part of your physical body.
What the nerves in your body are experiencing doesn't matter because you are not the nerves, you are not the body, you are the awareness. Your body isn't trying to shift, your mind is.
You are trying to become aware of another reality and therefore what you are experiencing in this one is irrelevant. It doesn't matter what this body experiences it matters what your awareness is experiencing.
Shifting is internal focus on shifting internally.
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If you still don't get it think of it this way:
If you are sitting down and thinking to yourself about everything see, hear, feel, smell, or taste from your CR, then you are LITERALLY applying the 5 senses method to your CR.
If your method is mainly affirming, so repeating to yourself that you're there, WHAT do you think is happening when you keep telling yourself you're not there? Everything you say is an affirmation. It's not that methods aren't working it's that you are literally applying them in reverse.
It doesn't matter what your senses are telling you because you will shift before they do. It doesn't mean anything unless you tell yourself that it does.
If your senses do not match your mental state stay in the mental state until they do. Do not compromise with shit you don't want.
STAY in the mind of your DRself. That's your only job. Continue to think as if you're there. Continue to think about your life in your DR, continue to occupy the mind of your DRself.
This is what so many people get stuck on. I don't expect you to magically stop experiencing it, it is ok that you felt it. All you have to do is continue to think as if you are in your DR anyway.
Your subconscious will believe what you tell it over what your body is experiencing. Your only goal is to keep telling it that you're in your DR.
Yes you might have heard a loud noise and yes you know it's not from your DR. That doesn't matter. The goal is not to magically un-hear it but to avoid returning to the mental state of your CR self.
It is ok if you can't make yourself believe you're there, you just have to think to yourself as if you are. Think as DR you and no one else.
Essentially, you shift mentally before you feel it physically. Before you experience your desired reality externally you experience it internally.
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portttalz · 11 days ago
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shifter coded
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portttalz · 11 days ago
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I don't know who needs to hear this but it's okay to have doubts while shifting. ITS NOT GONNA STOP U OR HOLD U BACK. Nothing is holding you back from shifting. It's okay to have doubts. Take a breath. I can reassure you that no doubt in ur mind is holding you back. Alot of shifters have shifted with alot of doubts in their mind and if they can so can you. Just relax for a second and just go with the flow don't force anything.
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portttalz · 11 days ago
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portttalz · 11 days ago
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shifting success stories from my subliminal channel to keep ya'll motivated 😼😼
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GO SHIFT NOWWWWW
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portttalz · 13 days ago
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“you’re weird if you get jealous & upset over someone having the same s/o as you! it’s literally a different reality, like calm down!!”
so.. having a basic human emotion is weird now? sorry my bad, i’ll just turn off my humanity like they do in tvd i guess.
like please shut the fuck up and quit judging people for having human emotions. it’s normal for ppl to get jealous, it doesn’t matter if it’s a different reality or not and you’re the weird one if you think it does. 🙄
like i am not saying the people who say “you can’t shift for him, he’s my s/o!!” are valid because they aren’t. idgaf if you shift for the same s/o as me, but i am the type of person that will probably block you (i mostly ignore it tho) because why would i wanna see someone shifting for the same s/o as me? it’s like if i had a partner in this reality; i wouldn’t wanna see people flirting with them so why on earth would i wanna see someone shifting for my s/o? you understand what i’m trying to say?
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portttalz · 13 days ago
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the key to inducing pure consciousness is being distracted btw, ykkk forgetting about the 3D
visualize
sing a song in your head
count in your head
talk to yourself in your head
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portttalz · 13 days ago
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i have a new shifting method called the dafuq method, where i dont give a fuq. i lay on my bed and dont give a fuq. i listen to a guided meditation but honestly, i dont really need it because i dont give a fuq. i know im shifting, and none of my other thoughts matter because i dont give a fuq about them.
and then i shift, dafuq
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portttalz · 13 days ago
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portttalz · 13 days ago
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accepting the shift
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What i have noticed with all the times i have shifted, it was never forced. I simply let it happen.
If you force the shift you create resistance and stress upon yourselves. it enforces that feeling that you have not shifted.
People are obsessed with the 3D when they are trying to shift as they want to feel symptoms when in reality the 3D has no relevance to shifting. You can acknowledge it yes, but learn to ignore it.
Simply trust yourself that you will wake up in your dr. Don’t overthink that decision and stand firm in the belief you will wake up there.
Once you do that you can let your mind wander, day dream etc idk. you’re human and your mind will be wandering and LET IT DO THAT.
1) Decide you have shifted
2) Trust yourself and stand firm
3) Done
+ let mind wander/go to sleep/do anything that helps calm you down
I got a a lot of messages about this topic and here’s a general post talking about and i hope it helps in some way.
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portttalz · 13 days ago
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EVERYTHING IS CLICKING FOR ME Y'ALL!!! *ੈ✩‧₊˚
The only post you'll ever need for LOA. Literally.
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It's so easy to manifest literally so easy once you do this. JUST SIT BACK AND RELAX, BE IN RECIVING MODE INSTEAD OF CONSTANTLY FEELING LIKE YOU HAVE TO DO SOMETHING. Yes sometimes it can be hard when you feel panic that you have to manifest as fast as possible but trust me once you TRUST, it'll all fall into your lap at the snap of a finger! Literally. You'll even feel better and happy instead of worrying and feel like waiting forever. The universe/god/your higher self, whatever you believe in is telling you or teaching you that the way isn't through worry, stress, pain, suffering. The way is through ease, love, trust. Once you understand this you'll ALWAYS and I mean ALWAYS be able to manifest without any effort. Yes, no need for that 21 days challenge, no need to set a reminder for every hour to affirm, no need to try hard to visualise every teeny tiny detail. Just have this inner knowing and relax. That's the cheat code. How easy is that? You literally have the cheat code and it doesn't require ANY effort outside and the most minimal effort inside.
Now let me explain all the manifestation techniques in more detail.
Every manifestation technique has one goal:
Think about any technique. Affirming, visualising, scripting,etc. All of these are for what? To remind you, you have your desire. YES not to get something. That's why Neville said feel it real is very powerful technique. Cuz that's what happens when we receive something right. But what we do in loa is we feel it rn and get it rn, and because the 3d is in the past, yes it's our past assumptions, that's why we say it's not real. So when we feel it real we already have our desire in the present, but the 3d is not in the present. So don't react to it. Just remember that. And after a few days of having our desire we don't get THAT excited, do we? So when you think about it again you don't have to feel anything or do anything cuz you already have it. AND THEN WE JUST SIT BACK AND RELAX. Again the same conclusion. Cuz that's it!
ALL YOU NEED TO EVER DO:
Decide what you want. And feel having it.
Remind yourself that you have ___ either saying it in your head, writing it down, etc
RELAX. SIT TF BACK. YES YOU DON'T NEED TO DO ANYTHING.
Whenever you think about ___ always remember you have it. And think naturally. How would you think having ___ cuz you do now.
Remember the 3d is a product of your past assumptions. Just like how we see the stars 8 years later of their actual form. Just like it takes 8 minutes for sunlight to reach the earth. If you remember this you won't ask "where it is" you know it is here. And yes u can manifest Shifting too.
Allow it to come to you. I don't chase i attract.
Yes that's what it means. And I am the living proof for that 😌💅🏻✨ I am literally living my dream life and bestie you are too. That's all you need to manifest (aka yourself). It's very simple but if you have any questions feel free to comment and keep me updated on your manifestation journey and success stories cuz I'd love to read them and know if my post helped you 🤭🥂 (atleast you can do that for me, right? ;p)
Love, ... redkittyjellyfish? Wait i need to change my user name 💀 (ps. I changed my user from redkittyjellyfish - Krystella-Shifts (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠) )
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portttalz · 13 days ago
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when will you realise that in order to shift to your desired reality you simply have to DECIDE?
shifting is an action, nothing more, it’s a decision you take whenever you do anything. you assumed you were here your whole life, but now you’re sick of this and want to change? then change your assumptions. DECIDE TO BE IN YOUR DR INSTEAD. why would you look at the 3d? it’s showing you the opposite results? no, it’s not happening. it’s an illusion of your past dominant thoughts, and now that you know it you just have to BE IN YOUR DR. the physical plane will only obey automatically because you’re the main essence of this multiverse. you’re the creator, why limit yourself and be your own enemy?
be brave and independent.
you’re already there, just decide.
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portttalz · 13 days ago
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  lovers, lunatics, and shifters : be a little unhinged. . . ౨ৎ there is a thread, nay, a scarlet artery, connecting the lovers, the lunatics, and the shifters. to shift is to trespass on reality, to dip your hands into the molten core of the universe and remould it into your own fevered image. it is the soul’s protest against mediocrity, the mind’s rejection of limits, the heart’s defiance of a single beat. and those who do it best; the masters, the legends, the whispers on every shifting forum, are always a little unhinged. as byron said, “ we of the craft are all crazy. some are affected by gaiety, others by melancholy, but all are more or less touched. ”
to shift is to romance the impossible, to waltz with the unthinkable. it is a seduction of worlds, a love affair with the multiverse. shifters do not merely believe in the unimaginable; they kiss it, bite its lip, and pull it into their beds. who but a lunatic would think they could rewrite the script of their reality? who but a lover would try?
the best shifters carry a touch of the byronic hero; beautifully broken, defiantly romantic, and unrepentantly mad. they’re the heathcliffs screaming into the moors of the quantum field, the sylvia plaths scribbling metaphysical maps on the back of love letters, the nietzsches staring into the abyss until the abyss becomes their favourite guest room. to shift, one must possess a mind that both rebels and surrenders, that whispers, the world is not enough, and then answers, fine. i’ll make another.
madness is a prerequisite. shifting is not for the faint of heart nor the sound of mind. it’s for the ones who drink their dreams like absinthe, who walk the razor’s edge between the sublime and the absurd. it’s for the ones who wake up and think, this is not where i belong. a true shifter is someone who looks at the locked door of reality and decides it’s time to burn the house down because if you build a house with the same bricks, will you truly build a different house?
but madness alone is not enough; one must also be a lover. shifting is an act of radical intimacy with oneself. it demands a devotion to your desires so deep it borders on obsession. you woo your dreams like they are your most capricious lover. you memorise every contour of the world you wish to inhabit, every quirk of the life you are calling forth. shifting is a love letter written to the universe in the ink of your own longing. it is whispering, i choose you, to a reality that does not yet exist and then watching as it blushes and says, okay.
and then there’s the lunacy. the kind that nietzsche described when he wrote, “one must still have chaos in oneself to give birth to a dancing star.” chaos is the shifter’s greatest tool. to slip between worlds, you must let go of the comforting logic of this one. you must embrace the absurd, the paradoxical, the downright ridiculous. it is not rational to believe you can wake up in hogwarts or narnia or hollywood or 18th-century versailles with your childhood crush reincarnated as a brooding prince. but it is necessary. shifters are the fools who dream, and in their foolishness, they become gods.
to shift is to step into a lineage of poets and prophets, artists and alchemists. it is to claim a heritage of lunatics who dared to defy the tyranny of the real. byron, plath, nietzsche. they would all understand the allure of shifting, the sweet madness of it. they would sit with us, the shifters, and nod gently as we murmured our desires. they would see the way we court the thing that is reality, as if it a muse, how we hold our dreams with hands and declare them real.
so yes, the best shifters are unhinged. they have to be. to shift is to live as both lover and lunatic, to dance on the edge of the possible and the impossible. it is to carry the madness of a poet, the passion of a lover, and the audacity of a god. it is to say, i am the architect of my existence, and then prove it. shifters are the dreamers who refuse to wake up, the lovers who refuse to let go, the lunatics who refuse to make sense.
 and thank god for that .  ་  ˖ 
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