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[ponkwan]

can’t stop thinking about spider-man!vernon who’s adamant in keeping his superhero persona hidden despite you already clocking him in. every time you confront him about it, he deflects and changes the topic. he insists that you’re overthinking way too many things about him and that you ought to focus on your studies more, since you both know that it’s what you should be more busy about these days considering your below average marks lately due to your hyperfixation on the masked hero.

but you can’t help it. you’re way into your theory now that your closest friend in college happens to be the acclaimed spider-man. there’s a lot of instances in which he’s gone whenever spider-man’s being reported on television, in which he arrives in class the next day with his body aching and sometimes covered with little bandages on certain areas, and in which he can’t even look you in the eyes whenever he’s telling you that he’s certainly not who you think he is.

one day, you decide that you’ve had enough of his bad lying and invite to the rooftop of a building where you two typically hang out anyway whenever you have a free period. he initially doesn’t think that this is one of your schemes to get him to admit that he’s spider-man, but then you’re standing on the ledge and demanding that he better tell you the truth right now or else you’d have to resort into crazier means to make him admit his secret.

“____, what are you doing?” he asks, staring at you with wide eyes as you dangle a foot in mid-air. “you’re not… you’re not seriously—” his sentence gets cut off by the fact that you literally jump off the building, his eyes widening in surprise before he realizes that he has no options other than jumping after and saving you, revealing his identity in the midst of it as he uses his web-shooters to swing from one structure to another, successfully catching you who looks genuinely shaken up.

when he places you down, arriving at another building’s rooftop, he begins shouting at you, demanding why you did that, yet you only laugh in exhilaration, pointing at him. “i fucking knew it!” you say. “i knew you were spider-man!”

he stares at you in disbelief. he’s always been aware that you’d go to extreme lengths to get what you want, however it never occurred to him that you’d risk your life in order to trick him into proving that your guess is correct. nonetheless, he’s strangely impressed by your dedication and finds himself laughing alongside you at the ridiculousness of what just happened.

“never do that again,” he tells you but you shrug. 

“will you always answer me honestly whenever i ask an important question?”

he sighs, absolutely defenseless. “do i have a choice at this point?”

“no.” you beam at him, hooking your arm around his. “but hey, thanks for saving my life, spider-man. i owe you.”

“again, did i have a choice?”

your contagious laughter fills his ears again and he rolls his eyes, allowing you to lead him to the staircase while you yap about the fact that your friend is a superhero. it’s endearing, he thinks to himself, and he’s at least happy that you’re one important person in his life that he no longer has to lie to.

[ponkwan]

hello hello! i’m planning to be more active on this blog again but will mostly post about blurbs hehe ♡ it’ll be similar to what i’m also going to be doing with my bts blog wherein i’m going to always start it with the line “can’t stop thinking about...” and will have the tag: #𖧧　.˚ ⋅　svt brainrot!

[ponkwan]

Hi hi hi hi!!! I miss your works so much I hope you’re doing fine. 🫶🏻

so sorry for the late reply, anonie!! i’m doing fine hehe thank you for asking 🫶🏻 i hope you are too!

[ponkwan]

PART 2 OF BITTERSWEET PLEASE 🥺🥺🥺

ahhhck this took so long to answer but i'm sorry, anon! bittersweet won't have a part 2 because i intended it to be angsty and cliffhanger-y like that 👉🏼👈🏼

[ponkwan]

⌗ ⸰ ₊⠀ BITTERSWEET !

the one where you and mingyu kiss, but there’s regret after the two of you do.

pairing: mingyu x (f)reader

word count: 0.9k

rating: pg-15

content: ANGST!!!!!!, pining, implied unrequited love; ft. close friend!mingyu

warning/s: profanities, reader is treated like a rebound, mingyu and reader are drunk, sad ending :(

You can tell that he knows it was a mistake the moment he breaks away from the kiss, lips parted before it transforms into a frown, his eyebrows knitting in what seemed like confusion until he fixes his gaze on yours, catching you already looking at his disappointed expression.

“____,” he utters your name slowly, still in disbelief of what just happened, “I’m sorry. That… that—I don’t know why I just—”

“It’s okay,” you cut him off, preventing him from saying anything that’ll make your heart break into tinier pieces. “I get it. You’re drunk. You’re not thinking straight.”

He doesn’t say anything to correct your statement. He just backs away from where he has you caged sitting on the kitchen counter, a heavy sigh escaping him while his hands run through his hair. From those gestures alone, it seems that he’s having a quick replay of events and that he’s slowly getting out of his intoxicated state, regret washing over him this instance.

You don’t say anything more in return either. You only remain there on your spot, the burning sensation on your mouth still present despite the reason for its existence no longer being there. You have this sudden urge to touch your lips because of it, to feel where Mingyu’s lips were seconds ago—where his tongue even glided on when he got carried away and went ahead of himself. But you resist the desire to do so, not wanting him to be aware of how this truly affected you which can make him think of this as a bigger deal than he already does.

“I shouldn’t have done that,” he mutters under his breath. “Holy shit. I shouldn’t have done that.”

“It’s fine,” you say, hopping off from your place.

“It’s not.” He looks at you again, though he turns away almost immediately afterwards, perhaps out of guilt. “I just… I just kissed you. I kissed you all of the sudden for fuck’s sake—and because of what? Because I was sad that my ex found someone else? It’s a dick move.”

“It’s fine, Mingyu.”

“It’s not,” he snaps. “Friends don’t pull that shit on each other, you know.”

Your insides churn. Or maybe that’s just the last pieces of your heart finally crashing down from its station inside your ribcage. Whatever it is, you opt to joke a bit in an attempt to salvage what’s left of your dignity. “I know, but I’d appreciate it if you stop treating me like some kind of a virgin who hasn’t been touched before. You’re not the first guy to kiss me out of the blue quite frankly.”

He doesn’t look amused by it. “____…”

“It’s fine,” you repeat for the third time that night, even if it really isn’t. “Like I said, you weren’t thinking straight. Don’t make an issue out of nothing.”

“This isn’t nothing. You should be mad at me.”

“I’m not.”

“You should.”

“I don’t know. Perhaps. Maybe.”

“And you look like you’re not.”

“Yeah, maybe not.”

“Why?”

“I don’t know.” You shrug. Perhaps I’ve always wanted to experience what it was like to kiss you, that’s why. “I mean, it’s partially my fault too. I didn’t stop you. I’m a little drunk myself.” You half heartedly chuckle.

Mingyu stares at you, and you know he’s doing it because he’s trying to read your mind. He doesn’t know how to be subtle whenever he attempts to decipher whatever goes around in your head, since most of the time, you’re able to conceal what you feel excellently to the point you don’t even have to try too hard as well. You just have to keep a straight or casual face, and then that’s it—totally unnoticeable.

“I’m sorry,” he only apologizes again and you close my eyes, smiling as you sigh.

“Stop apologizing. Please. You’re going to make me feel bad.”

“You can’t just—”

“Let’s just forget about it.” You cut him off. “Just treat this as a nightmare or whatever. I don’t care. I just need you to stop saying sorry, Mingyu.”

He takes a deep breath, and finally nods, stepping farther away from you that gives you the space you didn’t know you needed in order to feel calmer.

“Anyways,” you start again, “I think it’s best that I go.”

He meets your eyes. “I… I think you’re right.”

“Good. At least we’re on the same page with that one.”

You’re certain that you’re forgetting a few of your belongings (a jacket and an umbrella) in Mingyu’s unit that you don’t bother finding. You just snatch your bag from the couch and stand there in the living room for a few seconds before looking back at Mingyu who never followed you there and instead stayed in the kitchen, just staring at you as you got your things.

You don’t know what to say to properly express your farewell, so you just ask him a question you already know the answer to. “You’re going to Jeonghan’s birthday celebration, right?”

He decides to walk towards you this time, but only to head to the door so he can open it for you. “Yeah.”

“Okay. Guess I’ll see you then.”

You don’t wait for him to reply. You just march straight to the hall outside, not turning back and letting the heavy feeling in your chest escape in the form of rapid tears and a muffled sound.

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[ponkwan]

[clears throat] i luv the way u write cheol and wonu sm..... thank u sm

hehehe thank you so much, bestie <33 i’m glad you think so !

[ponkwan]

omg hello your blog is so adorable 🫶🏼🫶🏼 i love the aesthetic of it sm !! —@/wonderkook.

this is such a late reply but thank you so much !! 🥹🫶🏼

[ponkwan]

⌗ ⸰ ₊⠀ SUNKISSED !

the one where you have a photo taking session with seungkwan under the sun.

pairing: seungkwan x reader

word count: 0.6k

rating: g

content: fluff, established relationship au

warning/s: none (or maybe cheesiness, does that count?)

You don’t mean to stare. You really don’t. But it becomes inevitable, especially in cases like this wherein the sun is hitting his hair and face in all the right places, perhaps giving anyone that has spared him a glance the impression that he is actually glowing.

Seungkwan continues to look through his phone, not paying you any attention as he scans along the pictures you’ve taken of him moments ago. You don’t know why he’s scrutinizing them so much, as you’re sure that he’s a lot more photogenic than he thinks (and as you are; as much as you hate to admit it, he is) and so whenever your boyfriend also forgets to initiate taking your picture in return as quickly as you want him to, you choose to just wait patiently and admire the real thing in front of your eyes instead of getting slightly annoyed.

“Have I ever told you that yellow is really your color?” you say all of the sudden, pertaining to the polo cover up he’s sporting, and that cuts him off from his focus, his gaze flickering to yours. “You look really handsome today.”

He smirks, even chuckles at the compliment. “You say that every time you take a pic of me.”

“That’s because it’s true.”

“I bet it is, honey,” he jokes, leaning towards you a bit to grant your lips a quick kiss of thanks.

You grin at the gesture, your feet stepping forward and your arms also inevitably wrapping themselves around his torso for an added act of affection while he continues to concentrate on his gallery. He lets you do what you want, his own arm landing on your shoulders once you’re settled on your new position.

After a while—too soon, you frankly think—Seungkwan speaks again. “Okay. Your turn.”

“Hm?”

He gently forces you to untangle yourself from him. “Your turn for the picture. Stand here by the railing.”

You understand then, and comply with what he’s instructing you.

One thing more about Seungkwan is that he is also a much better photographer than you are. You reckon that you only began being good in the first place when you started dating him as well; he knows all the good angles and the right frame ratio to produce a stunning picture. Though undoubtedly his best quality as your newfound photographer is how he’s not one to shy away from hyping your best features and boosting your confidence, always grinning at you and saying how pretty you look.

It makes you blush and feel like a kid sometimes, but you appreciate it, and most of the time, it also produces the most natural looking smiling pictures you have in your own phone album.

“Perfect,” he says as he approaches you after taking the last shot. “I think I deserve an Americano with how amazing I took the pictures.”

You snort, checking the photos as well. “Is that supposed to be a hint for me to treat you?” Your eye catches one picture that you’d like to post on your Instagram as you’re swiping left.

“Naturally.” His arm goes back to its previous place on your shoulders. “I’ll buy you a slice of cheesecake in return.”

“That somehow sounds like a fair deal.”

“That’s because it is a fair deal.”

“So, I buy the drinks and you buy the dessert?”

“Yup.”

“Hm, okay.” You grin at him then. “Let’s go. I want to sit down.”

He laughs and nods, lifting his arm up to go reach for your hand, swinging it between the both of you while you head to the nearest café.

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[ponkwan]

⌗ ⸰ ₊⠀ WHEN I’M WITH YOU !

the one where wonwoo asks you to move in with him.

pairing: wonwoo x reader

word count: 1.4k

rating: pg-15

content: fluff, established relationship au, very domestic; ft. medical student!wonwoo

warning/s: light profanity

p.s. this is a repost from another previous blog of mine !

A smile graces his face the second he sees you.

It has become a reflex at this point, especially after a busy and inevitably tiring week; the sight of you standing there outside his door, a gorgeous grin plastered on your mouth, holding what seemed like a rather large lunchbox containing what he assumes are dishes of your cooking, is what Wonwoo can only define as heaven itself.

He immediately grabs your wrist and pulls you in the apartment, closing the door behind you before grabbing the handle of the bag to momentarily place it on the floor so he can do the one thing he’s been thinking about all week.

Hold you damn tight.

“This is nice,” you hum with a teasing tone, embracing him right back as he buries his face against your neck.

“I missed you,” he whispers.

You smile. “Ah, really? From the way you haven’t been answering any of my messages, it doesn’t seem like it.”

He pulls back, an already apologetic expression on his features, though before he can utter an apology out, you place a palm on his cheek and pull his face down for a quick kiss.

“I’m kidding. I know you’re busy because of your exams. That’s why I’m here.” You start picking up your bag.

Wonwoo beats you to it however, getting it himself and gesturing for you to freely walk further inside his apartment.

Your friends and acquaintances always tease you about the fact you’re dating a medical student. They reckon that being in a relationship with one is already a lost case to begin with—you are bound to always compete with his jam-packed schedules as he studies and works hard to become a future medical practitioner.

And though you do understand that what they are claiming are entirely and quite painfully true, that still isn’t a good enough reason for you to love your boyfriend any less, considering that you can also see Wonwoo trying to make time for you and give effort in the relationship despite his tight timetable.

“Sorry for not cleaning up,” he says with a chuckle once you arrive in the kitchen, paper bags and disposable utensils scattered around the counter beside the sink. “I didn’t know you were coming, so I’m a little bit over the place.”

You glance at him and notice how tired his face appears. He’s still handsome nonetheless—even in just his normal home attire that includes a plain shirt and jogging pants, he still ridiculously exerts extreme attractiveness—though at this instance, there are dark circles under his eyes and his complexion seems… seems a little dull, lifeless maybe, and from the looks of his tired stance as well, it’s like he’s been cooped inside his room all day long, doing nothing but reading and writing notes.

“Wonwoo,” you frown, “what did I say when it comes to busy weeks?”

He sighs, aware where the conversation is heading. “I can skip your messages but I can’t skip taking care of myself.”

You manage to smile a little because of how childish it always sounds whenever he says it. “Then have you been doing that? Because honestly, you don’t look like it.”

“I… I’ve been trying,” he sheepishly says.

“Okay.” You unzip the lunch bag as he walks closer to where you are. “That’s progress, at least. I just hope you’re not eating ramyeon every single day because you know how unhealthy that is too.”

“But I love ramyeon. It’s my comfort food.”

“It’s not good for you, babe.”

“I don’t eat it every day,” he defends, stopping behind you and hugging your waist while you continue to unpack what you brought for him, his chin resting on your shoulder. “Just every other night. Seungkwan sometimes stops by to give me home cooked meals, you know.”

“I know. I’m glad he does.”

The both of you don’t speak for a few seconds. Wonwoo just carries on hugging you, slightly swaying you from side to side with perhaps half of his weight on yours.

Eventually, you’re moving from one spot to another inside the kitchen—heating up some rice, heating the food that already went a little cold alongside it, and preparing the plate he’s going to eat on as well—all of that happening with your boyfriend still clinging on you like a koala (which to be frank, you’re not exactly annoyed at).

“Babe,” he abruptly says and you glance at him, pausing in putting some kimchi on a small bowl, “what do you think about moving in with me?”

You raise your eyebrows at the question, your hands freezing. “What?”

“I promise not to be that much of a burden,” he tells you straight off the bat. “I mean, I know I can’t cook for shit, but I can clean. I can wash the dishes and do the laundry and stuff you can’t do when you’re the one who’s busy.”

“Wonwoo—”

“I can still shoulder rent and utility bills too. Or maybe you’d want to chip in, but I wouldn’t mind if—”

“—hey, hey.” You chuckle and place the chopsticks down in order to detach yourself from Wonwoo’s embrace, facing him instead to talk about the topic better. “Are you serious right now? Do you know what you’re asking me?”

“I do,” he replies. “I… I’ve been thinking about it a lot. It’s not just an impulsive thought, I swear.”

“You’ve been thinking about it?”

“Yeah. I just—I just thought it would be better for us. We’d get to see each other more often. Besides, your company building isn’t that far from here too. Even if it was, it wouldn’t matter—I’d drive and fetch you there myself every time if it meant I’d be with you here.”

You’re speechless. Wonwoo’s not really the type to be overly affectionate, honestly speaking, though he isn’t that cold and distant either. He usually knows what the right words to say to get you blushing and your heart to feel full; he likes to buy you meaningful tokens of appreciation at times he feels like it and would agree to do something for you if you asked, regardless of how it might clash with his original plans.

However, you still find yourself being surprised to hear him say those words out loud. It might be because you haven’t been receiving that kind of attention from him in a considerably long time, and so to get them now, it’s like your system is slowly trying to restart and get used to it all over again.

“It’s okay if you don’t want to,” he says when you fail to answer for the last 10 seconds or so. “I just wanted to suggest it. I think I’m starting to hate being alone in this apartment.”

You snort at his last statement. “You don’t hate being alone, Wonwoo,” you reckon, soon encircling your own arms around his torso, “you just don’t like it when I’m not with you.”

He grins and leans down when you begin reaching for his lips, pressing his mouth on yours for the kiss you’ve been trying to get. “Yeah, you’re right. I absolutely despise not being with you.”

Wonwoo steals a bunch of long kisses for a while, and once the two of you break free to breathe, you give him a final peck before speaking. “Okay. I’ll check my lease and start talking to my landlord about it. Then I’ll move in with you.”

“Wait, seriously? You’re agreeing just like that?”

“Seriously.” You kiss him again, letting go of him afterwards. “Well, we still have to talk about it more, but for the meantime, how about we eat and you tell me what you think about the dishes I cooked for you so that I’ll be more convinced to move in with you instead. What do you think?”

A contagious and warm grin spreads on his face again. “God, why don’t I just propose right now too while we’re at it?”

“Hey,” you slap him on the chest, laughing, “let’s take it slow. We have to get you that medical degree first.”

He mutters a soft, “If you say so,” and pinches your cheek in fondness, maneuvering around you then to get his plate and try some of what you prepared.

Even before the first bite though, he’s sure that it’s going to be delicious. After all, if it’s something to do with you—he’s positive that it’s automatically considered as amazing in his book.

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[ponkwan]

the svt headcanon masterlist !

( 01 ) how seventeen acts when you’re still upset after a fight.

( 02 ) how seventeen makes it obvious that he likes his shy!crush.

( 03 ) random boyfriend gestures i associate each seventeen member with.

[ponkwan]

⌗ ⸰ ₊⠀SVT HEADCANONS ! (03)

random boyfriend gestures i associate each seventeen member with.

p.s. this is a repost from another previous blog of mine !

✩ SEUNGCHEOL.

the type to send you money to buy food or instead have food delivered to wherever you are when you send him a message saying you’re craving for a certain meal or is really just plain hungry. i think we’re all pretty much aware that seungcheol is 100% sugar daddy material lmao, so i feel like he’s totally not one to be greedy in making sure that you get what you want at times you need it (though this mostly applies to just food and practical things as he isn’t going to let you be too spoiled either). i see him always doing this as a surprise too, like in moments when you least expect it or sometimes when you don’t even ask for it at all.

✩ JEONGHAN.

the type to call you frequently. i don’t mean this in a clingy way though, but it’s more like he prefers calling you than texting you whenever the both of you aren’t together and are at your own businesses for the time being. i see him being the kind to do this at random hours of the week too, sometimes when you’re not counting on it to happen, or he’ll send you a quick text as a warning if he knows you’re busy, and as you answer your phone, you’ll always be greeted with his loving tone, asking how you are and if you could meet up soon because he misses you.

✩ JOSHUA.

the type to do things for you without being asked to. i see him as a domestic man, and i also see him just quietly helping you with your chores whenever he’s visiting your apartment—cleaning the dishes when he sees that you were too busy to do them yourself, fold your laundry, fix the bed, change the light bulb, assemble that table you’ve been postponing to do—and to even more intimate and domestic things like combing your hair, slicing food and putting it on your plate, readjusting your clothes when it gets disheveled outdoors, and giving you his jacket without hesitation when he sees you’re cold. all of that with a soft smile on his face while he’s doing so.

✩ JUNHUI.

the type to keep little notes about you (mental notes or literally paper notes on anywhere he likes). he strikes me as the kind of guy who has a record on when your first and last day of period is; the kind of guy who remembers what your favorite childhood meal was or what your favorite song was in high school that you only mentioned to him once or twice. i just think he’s someone who pays attention to you a lot yet as unintentionally quiet as he can too, perhaps either somewhat shy to be obvious or he just doesn’t feel the need to have it broadcasted that he does, trusting that he doesn’t have to be grand in his actions for you to understand what you mean to him.

✩ SOONYOUNG.

the type to see through you even when you try hard not to show anything too much, especially when it comes to matters like weakness or being tired. he can look at you and notice that you might be acting a little different because of working too hard from your job or your studies, and will subtly try to lift your mood up by suggesting something that he knows will inevitably make you relax. he might ask if you want to order take-out from that one fast food chain you love, insisting that it’ll be his treat, or maybe prompting to do a hobby that you love just to take your mind off stressful matters.

✩ WONWOO.

the type to go all out when it comes to helping you. i see him being the kind of person who can willingly do something against his nature just to make his significant other happy as well. for example, you might let it slip that you have to pick up a relative at a certain time that you’re already busy with, and he’ll straight up volunteer to do it for you instead just so you can rest more on that day (even if he’s quite introverted for the task lmao). i also think he’s someone who may watch an entire movie franchise or read a book series you told him you liked before just so you can talk about it with him—plus, share a possible similar interest with too—and he’ll be more than happy to feed into your enthusiasm and give the same energy back.

✩ JIHOON.

the type to do random declarations of love or affection. i imagine him being the kind of guy who often doesn’t speak of how much you mean to him, but when he does, you’ll really feel his sincerity through his words and the way he’s saying them to you in that instance. he’ll say them out of the blue, like when you’re watching a movie together and he finds himself more invested in you than to the film—or maybe you’re cooking something for him or just praising him because of the new song he just made—sweet words spilling out of his mouth without warning and then you’re looking at him intently, smiling and blushing in acknowledgment.

✩ SEOKMIN.

the type to give you updates of his day by sending tons of pictures and videos. this might be a common thing for boyfriends lmao but you can’t deny that he seems to be the kind who really does this in real life. he’d be sending you photos of what he’s eating for breakfast, of his outfit before he leaves for work, might send a video of the buildings that passes by as he rides a car to go to a schedule—just literally everything he deems as something he wants to share to you. there might be instances too wherein he sneaks a voice message in if he’s too bored to type or he’s plainly bored and wants some of your attention.

✩ MINGYU.

the type to ask you out for impromptu dates. when a schedule gets canceled or he finds out he’s apparently free for the day, his first thought will be hitting you up and asking if you wanted to go out on a date with him. if you say yes, he’ll be thrilled and will be quick in sending you the details, like what time he will be picking you up and where the both of you will be joining together for the date, making it obvious that he put some thought on this before actually asking you. sometimes, he might not even ask you, he’ll just surprise you by picking you up from where you are and declaring that he’s planning to take you out for a date right there.

✩ MINGHAO.

the type to always know what you want or need to hear at the right time. i always sense a calming and wisdom-filled vibe from him, so i feel like he’d be that kind of guy who’s really good at making you feel better, motivated, or just validated with his words. i see him being very gentle and thoughtful when it comes to speaking his mind as well—and the type to send you quotes from the books he once read that he knows might help you with your current situation. i think he’s someone who also sends long messages whenever you’re venting through chat. basically, the personification of comfort and a warm hug i think.

✩ SEUNGKWAN.

the type to be your human alarm clock or just someone who likes to remind you of things. i imagine him calling you in the morning after texting a message that you haven’t replied as fast as you usually would, or would call in the evening as he’s eating his dinner just to ask if you’ve eaten yourself. oftentimes, he might leave homemade food or side dishes in your apartment and would put sticky notes on them, reminding you when they are best eaten and what they are best partnered with. his caring nature too would give you vitamins and have your phone’s clock set to when you should take them since he knows how forgetful you can be, wanting you to take care of your health just as he’s trying to take care of you.

✩ VERNON.

the type to randomly send you music just because it reminded him of you. this is pretty predictable and kind of cliche but doesn’t he really give off that kind of energy? like making a playlist of songs that reminds him of you or your relationship, or recommending tracks that he knows you’ll like. he might even buy concert tickets one day for an artist that the two of you like, but i have a feeling that once there, the both of you wouldn’t be able to fully concentrate on the artist, but perhaps on the songs and just each other instead (bonus: i see him doing that thing wherein he hugs you from behind during a ballad and sings the lyrics to your ear).

✩ CHAN.

the type to share a lot of inside jokes with you. it’s no question how he’s a funny guy, so i think he’d be someone you’d be sharing a lot of inside jokes with as he makes every other situation out there funny whenever appropriate enough. furthermore, he’s just someone who knows how to make you laugh the hardest, gives you the reactions you want when you’re delivering your own joke, and someone who knows how to play along to your dumb and funny tactics too just to please you. he always has a way with his lines and actions that guarantees a smile on your face every single time.

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[ponkwan]

⌗ ⸰ ₊⠀SVT HEADCANONS ! (02)

how seventeen makes it obvious that he likes his shy!crush.

p.s. this is a repost from another previous blog of mine !

✩ SEUNGCHEOL.

the type to look after you much more than he does to other people. i feel like he’s the kind of guy who makes it obvious that he does too, like always sitting next to you or at least nearby, giving you glances once in a while or whenever you spoke, and blatantly making his presence right there so you’d know that you were always free to approach him if you wanted any help with anything.

also, there might be a side of him that’s a little shy when you make the first move in interacting with him, but he’ll undoubtedly begin to talk more engagingly with you soon after he sees you getting more comfortable with him. there can even be a side of him that resorts to teasing you playfully a lot once he begins feeling at ease with you too, looking forward to your cute reactions at each comment he does.

✩ JEONGHAN.

the type to also tease you yet compliment you at the same time. he might see you one day sporting a new hairstyle or wearing new clothes and he’ll point it out, perhaps saying something like, “ooh, you look different today”, and if you blush and say that you indeed did either of the two, he’ll smile and answer back with a sincere compliment, saying that he thinks it looks great on you.

i feel like he’s the type to playfully trick you into eating / going out with him too. like you might have asked for his help one instance and he’ll say “you have to treat me out as thank you now”, but in the most non pressuring tone he could muster and wouldn’t really push it that much as well. he might even decline your offer when you take it seriously, insisting instead that he be the one to treat you out.

✩ JOSHUA.

the type to be super attentive with everything you say. i see him being the kind of guy who actually remembers anything that you told him once in a conversation, and the kind to bring it up whenever the opportunity arises just to make sure that you notice that he does digest everything that you decide to share with him.

alongside that, he’s someone who always takes the seat next to yours in gatherings, greeting you and asking how you are. he might initiate a conversation that he knows you’ll be interested in or will mention something that he’s been meaning to talk to you about, all in line to what you conversed about last time. if the conversation gets cut off, he’ll be brave enough to suggest that you continue it over a cup of coffee or over dinner.

✩ JUNHUI.

the type to be extra shy than he already is whenever he’s near you. it’s probably not him who’ll make it obvious that he likes you, but the members—thanks to their constant teasing or constant mention of your name each time all of you are in the same location. he might laugh it off over exaggeratingly out of embarrassment when they do it or he might even have the courage to send you an apologetic and shy smile if you happen to look their way.

despite his shyness though, i can see him trying hard not to act shy still if ever you do the first move in talking to him. he might have trouble maintaining eye contact but the more sentences are exchanged between the both of you, the more he’s able to let loose a bit and show you his true personality under all that shyness.

✩ SOONYOUNG.

the type to be ultra mega hyper when you’re near (in contrast to what jun would do lmao). i feel like he’s the kind of guy who would be both unintentionally and intentionally loud in order for you to notice him or maybe get a glimpse of his positive energy. however, he’s most likely only going to do that if he’s in a large group—like with the members, for example—and would actually be more on the timid side if ever you and him are the only ones left alone.

also, i think he’d be the type who asks you a lot of favors? like just any excuse to talk to you or get you to pay attention to him for a long time, but he’s sure to always add that you don’t have to and that he’s only asking you because you’re “the best person i can think of”. yeah, he tries to get on your good side a lot for you to know him and for him to know you more too.

✩ WONWOO.

the type to be awkward yet determined to give you a hint of his feelings. i feel like he wouldn’t be someone who’s comfortable in making moves apparent, but those who know him will really spot the difference in how he acts around you compared to others. he might try to be more engaging with you and do the first move in conversations, making sure that you know he’s interested in sharing thoughts with you often and that he enjoys them (he also tries to laugh at every funny comment you make and smile in acknowledgment at each agreeing opinion).

like joshua, i think he’s the type to situate himself close to you all the time. he might not always say anything and will mind his own business as he lets you do the same, though no doubt that after he arrives and before he leaves, he does the effort of greeting you and saying farewell respectively with a warm smile on his face.

✩ JIHOON.

the type to be more helpful with you and responsive compared to how he is with others. he’s another one that i don’t think would really be that obvious, so i think you’ll only really know that he likes you once people begin noticing that he doesn’t seem to be bothered by you and instead actually takes initiative to be of service in any possible way he can. an example might be just volunteering to do something for you without you asking, like answering a question you didn’t directly ask him or maybe going as far as buying coffee for you in the morning (okay, he might have bought many people coffee that day but he’s going to hand the cup personally to you).

i also see him being the type to use music as a way to express his crush on you. he might decide to some write lyrics that will reminisce your little encounters together, or maybe he’ll catch you listening to music yourself and will suddenly suggest a song that he thinks you’ll like based on what you were listening to at that time, low key hoping that music will something that will help the two of you bond in the future.

✩ SEOKMIN.

the type to be jollier and more talkative than he already is. kind of like soonyoung’s case, but seokmin’s more like he’s shining brighter than usual and actually glowing. he’ll act super nice towards you, a huge grin ready on his features and will always be interested in asking how your day went whenever you’d cross paths. he definitely stops whatever he’s doing just to interact with you, and i feel like that doesn’t stop when you’re only seeing each other personally, but extends up to chat messages and social media platforms.

i see him being the type to react to your instagram stories and replying to them, an obvious conversation about it on the way. but he wouldn’t be too straightforward whenever he messages you—he might try making you feel comfortable with him as a friend before he makes his crush more apparent, and he might be the type too to seem shy himself if ever your interactions face to face become more frequent.

✩ MINGYU.

the type to shamelessly flirt with you in every chance he gets (though keeping himself polite still). i see him being the kind of guy who follows you in instagram and likes every other photo that shows your face, probably commenting about how he likes your outfit or how you did your hair in that particular photo; sometimes a simple comment of “❤️” would be done too—as if him liking that said picture isn’t enough to get his point across.

he’s the type to always greet you when you pass by each other too, not caring that he’s bringing attention to himself whenever he does. though if you exhibit discomfort whenever goes and do just that, he’ll make sure to act more subtly, resorting to looks and smiles towards your way in times you pass by him, muttering a greeting instead of a rather obvious one.

✩ MINGHAO.

the type to put himself out there in the subtlest way possible. i feel like he’s the kind of person who makes his attraction to you apparent by being indeed obvious with his intentions—which is to maybe date you if you felt the same way—and would go out of his way to drop hints just so that you wouldn’t be that overwhelmed at first.

i do see him being the traditional type (kinda) in acting out his crush on you. he might give you a stem of a flower you like randomly one day just because, might bring a loved book of his and let you borrow it because he thinks you’ll like it, might offer to accompany you somewhere you’ve been meaning to go to that you mentioned once in a group setting, and might directly ask you out too once he feels like you definitely understood what he’s been feeling so that you’ll get the confirmation he also wants you to have.

✩ SEUNGKWAN.

the type to somehow give you special treatment in a way that he genuinely looks out for you. we all know that he’s a social butterfly and so maybe showing his concern might not be an obvious way to make it apparent that he likes you, but i feel like there’s a slight shy touch to how he approaches you instead or kind of like a flirty touch to it too? there might be hesitance whenever he talks to you or maybe he opts to not come as too straightforward given your shy nature as well.

i can also see him being the type to slowly penetrate your friend group in an attempt to get close to you, or kind of be that guy that is naturally just friends with your close friends too, thus enabling the both of you to be close eventually because of your mutual peers. he might take that opportunity to talk to you a lot, prompting conversations and cracking funny comments that will assure him he’ll appear friendlier in your eyes.

✩ VERNON.

the type not to make his crush on you apparent as well (more like unintentionally just because of his personality, really). he might just make it obvious from the way he finds himself looking at you from afar, always with that kind of curious look on his face or fond expression whenever you’ve done something that he secretly finds fascinating. plus, i feel like if you ever caught him looking at you at one point, he’s not one to look away because of it and will instead flash a small smile of greeting—just the right amount of politeness that you won’t think something out of, to be honest.

alongside that, i can see him being the type who’ll randomly comment on the things he sees on you; if you’re wearing a shirt that has a reference on it that he knows of, he’ll ask about it for the sake of a conversation, or maybe if he spots you wearing shoes from a brand he likes, he’ll mention it to you and will create a topic out of it too.

✩ CHAN.

the type to always initiate interactions and take care of you quietly. he has that vibe of someone who looks at you intently when speaking in a big group, nodding in acknowledgement and sharing his thoughts in return once you two are alone or even in the middle of that conversation. he also does this thing if he’s the one who’s talking wherein his eyes just naturally fall on you all the time, always just waiting for a reaction and thinking afterwards what your action might have meant.

he’s the type to be like soonyoung too, suddenly popping up beside you and asking about something that he can easily ask somebody else and yet he just had to approach you out of all people. there can be instances as well that the moment he feels you’re comfortable with him, will always cheekily tease you and help you get out of your shell, thus perhaps leading you to be as bubbly as him.

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[ponkwan]

⌗ ⸰ ₊⠀SVT HEADCANONS ! (01)

how seventeen acts when you’re still upset after a fight.

p.s. this is a repost from another previous blog of mine !

✩ SEUNGCHEOL.

the type to whine and apologize again and again until you give him a response that eases his worries away. he would probably have that permanent sulky expression on his face too until you act like you’re less infuriated with him, actually willing to hear his side with a clearer mindset, which he would then take as the opportunity of talking it through with you once more so that he’ll be sure that there would be 100% no harsh or ill feelings left between the both of you afterwards.

✩ JEONGHAN.

the type to test the waters first before making the first move in apologizing. he’d start by seeing if you would stay unbothered if he decided to be in the same room as you, would advance to going to a spot that would allow him to be nearer to where you are, and would finally break the suffocating silence by perhaps asking a normal question like “what would you like to eat later?” or prompting a conversation that he knows you’ll be interested in. if you still wouldn’t budge, that’s when he’ll address the fight you had again and will mention his intentions of making up with you before the situation becomes bad.

✩ JOSHUA.

the type who wants to patch things up with you as soon as possible. if you told him a little lie and said that you weren’t upset with him anymore despite still being so, he would sense it right away and would insist on asking you more about what exactly was continuing to bother you, adding that he doesn’t like the tension still surrounding you both when the misunderstanding was already supposedly resolved. once you express more of what you feel, he would listen attentively and share what he thought of as well in the softest manner he can.

✩ JUNHUI.

the type to stay put with you in the very spot you just argued and supposedly ‘resolved’ the problem. as the air is evidently still thick, he refuses to leave just yet until he’s sure that you two are definitely okay; similarly, he will obviously try to pull you back if ever you try to do the first move of leaving, asking where you’re planning on going and why are you leaving without him. whatever answer you decide to utter, he gently cuts you off and urges you to sit back down with him so that you can talk it out one more time for clarity and get what’s bothering you still out of your chest.

✩ SOONYOUNG.

the type to shower you with affection and act as normal as he could (while also being extra loving) so you’ll feel comfortable with him again. he’ll observe if you look and act more like yourself as time passes, and if he notices that you’re still a bit detached with him, he might hit you up with sweet words like “what should i do, jagi?”, “what’s my jagi thinking about?”, his tone sweet and urging so that you can open up with him more and he’ll know what can be done to have the both of you in better terms again.

✩ WONWOO.

the type to test the waters first as well, but in a way that you wouldn’t really feel that he knows there’s still something not right about the two of you even after you got over the argument. like an occurrence that one of the members mentioned in the past, he’ll probably send you a message instead, asking if you both were good or are you still upset—or maybe will resort to asking you that question last minute too, like when you’re hugging farewell after the long day, he’ll utter those words and wait for your reply with his arms tightening around you.

✩ JIHOON.

the type to act oblivious at first even though he can pretty much feel that you’re still upset with the argument. despite that, he will subtly try to make up for it instead of confronting it, initiating conversations that will hopefully lift your mood up or offering to do something that he also knows you’ll absolutely like. if things still feel awkward between the both of you then, he might not directly talk to you about it still but will go through bigger lengths to eventually have you be the one feel good enough to talk it through with him better next time.

✩ SEOKMIN.

the type who’ll probably try and make it up to you by acting cute or extra loving until you’ll crack a smile, no matter how small that said smile may be. he’d be a bit touchy and silly too, evidently desperate to have things flowing smoothly again after the heated argument; needless to say, once he notices that the tensed air seemed to have faded away, he might go and say sorry again just for an extra measure, gently reiterating his apologies and assuring you that he didn’t mean to act rashly.

✩ MINGYU.

the type to make his concern apparent just by the way he looks at you and the way he’s subtly telling you with his eyes that he knows there’s still something wrong despite your insistence that you’re fine. he might purposely whine and act cute just to encourage an answer out of you if you continue to be stubborn; nonetheless, when you either get tired of pretending or comfortable to talk it out again, he’ll express his happiness and appreciation immediately, saying that he’s all ears to whatever you want to say.

✩ MINGHAO.

the type to seem indifferent because of his similar initial quietness but will quickly pull himself together and try to ask you if there was something wrong still. if you refuse to give in just yet, he’ll explain the importance of telling him what was bothering you so that the both of you can fix it, promising that he’ll be listening intently and that he’ll try to be as understanding as he could in order to know your feelings. he might be the type too to keep a hand over yours or a hand on your knee while you talk, rubbing his thumb against it softly and nodding every now and then as acknowledgments to your worries.

✩ SEUNGKWAN.

the type who’ll first let his emotions wash over him and be a little annoyed at you too. though after calming down himself and realizing that he shouldn’t act in such a way, he comes back to you and apologizes for what he did again, with more sincerity this time and with more determination to patch things up so that you’ll be more comfortable in telling him what continued to bother your mind. when you successfully do the latter, he’ll be significantly more engaging and understanding, exchanging thoughts with you before finally being assured that the both of you are okay.

✩ VERNON.

the type to try and give the both of you some space to think first. he might let you leave the room where the fight ensued if you want to, will wait for a few minutes for you to cool down and for him to think what his next course of action will be, and when he deems the time is right, he’ll slowly go over to where you are and situate himself close to you, glancing at you with no words being spoken for starters but soon enough, he’ll do his best in attempting to talk it out with you once more to truly make up.

✩ CHAN.

the type to notice and be upfront that he knows you’re upset with him still after the heated argument almost immediately. he might sigh in frustration because of what happened, before he calmly reiterates his thoughts and asks you if you’re sure that you’re fine like you claim to be. if you tell him that you’re actually not because of being asked, he’ll nod and ask you again whether you’ll want to talk about it or would you want some space first to think. whatever your answer may be, he still chooses to stay nearby, wanting to make you feel still that he was just there to listen once you’re ready.

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[ponkwan]

⌗ ⸰ ₊⠀ WARM ME UP !

the one where you’re on your third date with seokmin.

pairing: seokmin x reader

word count: 0.8k

rating: g

content: fluff, (kinda) established relationship au

warning/s: none

Seokmin watches you as you stare outside the window of the coffee shop, arms folded on the table while he takes small sips of his drink.

The both of you haven’t uttered a word again after laughing about a story he shared during his high school life, and instead of feeling awkward or the need to start another conversation once more, he’s actually contented to just sit there in silence with you—a pleasing realization given the fact that this has only been your third date together—as there’s always a small part of him that thinks that in order to keep having a good time with someone, he also needs to make a constant effort of being funny and interesting.

“Cold?” he asks when he sees you clutch the mug you’re holding tighter; the beverage isn’t as hot as before, but it still gives you enough warmth that’ll keep your palms from freezing due to the a/c and the harsh rain happening outdoors.

You smile. “A little. You?”

“Not too much.” He then gestures to his jacket that’s hanging on the chair beside him. “You wanna borrow this?”

“No, I’m okay. You might get cold yourself later on.”

“Don’t worry. I can just steal it back from you if I do.”

You laugh at the joke, your smile even getting wider at the endearing expression etching on Seokmin’s face as he hands you his jacket. You think that he just took pride in making you laugh. “Thanks.”

The moment you wear the jacket, you get a whiff of his familiar scent, something that makes your heart flutter and your body to warm up faster than it should; you pull the material over and closer against you—securing it over your arms and shoulders—and take another subtle inhale just to feed your head the illusion that Seokmin is much closer than he really is at this second.

You’re usually not this shy and hesitant to the guys you’ve dated before, but you guess that since there’s this mix of innocence and sincerity when it comes to his gestures towards you, you naturally find yourself doing the same, wanting to treat him with the same gentleness and care that he’s showing you whenever you meet.

“So,” he suddenly prompts once you’re done fixing the jacket on you, “do you think you’ll want to see me again for a fourth date?”

You raise an eyebrow, slightly leaning to where he’s sat. “Well, aren’t you a little impatient to ask me that already?”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“Come on, you only ask me that via text when we get home.”

“Yeah, because I’m saving myself the heartbreak if ever your expression already says ‘hell no’.”

You chuckle at his ridiculousness. “And are you confident that me having an expression that already says ‘hell no’ wouldn’t be the case right now?”

“Not sure. Though I have a feeling that the universe will be good to me today.”

“You’re a dork, Seokmin.”

“Am I a dork that you’ll be having a fourth date with at least?”

Before you can answer, a gust of wind from the A/C blows towards your table and you immediately notice Seokmin suppressing a shiver, instead huddling his limbs together to fight off the sudden wave of coldness seeping through his clothes.

You feel guilty for wearing the garment that’s supposed to keep him warm, and with the thought of helping him and at the same time feeding into your desires, you let go of your mug and presented a palm to him.

His eyes immediately flash to it. “What?”

“Give me your hand.”

“Why?”

You chuckle at the uncertainty in his voice. “Because I’m trying to hold it to keep you a bit warm too.”

He grins. “That’s sweet.”

“Are you letting me do it or not?”

With that, he places his hand over yours though turns it so that it appears he’s the one who’s actually holding it. More warmth explodes inside your system and you hide it with a glance to the window again, Seokmin laughing to himself at the rather cute action.

“Should I take this as a yes?” he asks, thumb rubbing on the back of your palm.

“A yes to what?”

“To the fourth date, of course.”

You roll your eyes and smile at yours and his hands on each other. “I don’t know. I think I need to think about it more,” you tease.

He fakes a scowl and you tug his hand to tease him back, in which Seokmin just pulls it back and squeezes it with the right amount of tightness to prevent you from jokingly taking it away again.

“You’re mean,” he mutters.

You grin, reaching for your drink to take a sip before staring outside like earlier, only this time with the kind of proximity you—and undoubtedly Seokmin—want with your date.

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[ponkwan]

the ‘97 & maknae line masterlist !

( 이석민 / DK )

⊹ warm me up | drabble.

( 김민규 / MINGYU )

⊹ bittersweet | drabble.

( 徐明浩 / THE8 )

⊹ coming soon.

( 부승관 / SEUNGKWAN )

⊹ sunkissed | drabble.

( 최한솔 / VERNON )

⊹ spider-man!vernon | blurb.

( 이찬 / DINO )

⊹ coming soon.

[ponkwan]

the ‘95 & ‘96 line masterlist !

( 최승철 / S.COUPS )

⊹ coming soon.

( ���정한 / JEONGHAN )

⊹ coming soon.

( 홍지수 / JOSHUA )

⊹ coming soon.

( 文俊辉 / JUN )

⊹ coming soon.

( 권순영 / HOSHI )

⊹ coming soon.

( 전원우 / WONWOO )

⊹ when i’m with you | drabble.

( 이지훈 / WOOZI )

⊹ coming soon.

[ponkwan]

ᓚᘏᗢ . . hi, it’s athena ! ( 23, she/her, filipino. )

⊹ this blog is going to be filled with fics about the members of seventeen. since i’ll only write when inspiration hits, please do expect sporadic updates.

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