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Grammar Nazi

That last post probably didn't make much sense, I'm too annoyed. 

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I hate feeling let down, like I'm just part of someones hobbies rather than the most important thing in their life- like what they are to me.  

So my boyfriend cancelled on me tonight because he's got a cold, which isn't really the annoying part.  I mean we usually see each other about four times a week- not as much as I'd like but it's enough.  The annoying part is that he has all these hobbies that he never, ever cancels.  

I mean I gave him the cold he has and the other day I felt absolutely awful but I still saw him.  I never ever, ever, ever cancel on him.  Never.  Yet as soon as he is tired or a little bit ill he cancels on me and like I say, this isn't that bad.  It's more the fact that he will never cancel on his hobbies- so why is it ok to cancel on me?

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How to tell I'm not ok? I immerse myself in a book for days and days in an attempt to escape reality. I feel so sad right now. 

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Academy Awards and Girl Crushes

Uhm yeah so, I should probably get into this blogging thing. It's theraputic right?

Anyway, I was tweeting about the Oscars earlier and I thought "I have so much to say and there just isn't enough room on twitter... I'll write a blog post!". So, here it is...

Firstly, I love Django Unchained. It really is a brilliant movie. Quentin is just a genuis! I am disapointed in myself that I've only seen three of his movies (though that will soon change).  I mean, who ever thought a scene full of kkk members could ever be hillariously funny? And who ever thought that anyone would be brave enough to try something like that? If I was in charge of the Oscars, Best Original Screenplay certainly wouldn't be it's only award! 

Well deserved Best Supporting Actor win for Christopher Waltz as well.  His character is fantastic and he portrays it brilliantly (in my opinion anyway).  I think I might even have a little bit of a strange crush on him too.  He's just so... cute?  Even when I is playing an evil bastard nazi.  I don't even know. 

Which brings me to the "girl crush" part of the post. Jennifer Lawrence. My god, you beautiful woman. Why am I not you? 

She is just amazing. I loved Silver Linings, it was a great look at mental health and the people that have to live with it without being too preachy or stereotypical  like a lot of things portraying mental health are.  To me it was more a look at the person beyond the illness rather than a look at the illness before the person. If that makes sense? Sorry, I'm babbling! Watch it! 

Long story short, I totally fancy Jennifer Lawrence and I'm super happy she won Best Actress at the Oscars. I mean, she's just beautiful right? God what I would do to be her... or Zoe Deschanal... or Emelia Clarke...

I honestly think I'd be more flustered meeting any of these three than I would be meeting any generic, famous, man hunk.

Anyway, I think I'm done babbling for today.  This probably doesn't even make much sense but I had to tell someone.  I think I will spend the rest of my day re-watching 500 days of summer, Silver Linings Playbook and Game of Thrones while drooling over these beautiful ladies and crying because I will never be them. Hahaha. 

lots of love, P.P.