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(I'M TRYING TO JOKE,SORRY.Also,a tiny notice for understanding the whole situation:in this AU Helen is some kind of proxy for Slenderman,but he kills just to have Slendy's patronage in form of a proper shelter and protection, because people bad, he's wanted in a few big cities)

*Slenderman,inspecting a lifeless body of one of Bloody Painter's victims,trying to pick up the soul of their restless spirit(LJ's here just because he's beautiful,okay?)*

Slenderman: In spite of the fact,that I don't care about the ways my servants kill their victims, this depraved being sometimes just...crosses even my borders of understanding,how to destroy the physical shell of the soul-carriers.

Laughing Jack: Well, considering all the trauma this "depraved being" has been through,you should be grateful,that he just commits felonies for you instead of drawing furry porn *nervous giggling*.

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I’ve never actually drawn clockwork before but I’m doing it for a new friend of mine cause he’s really cool and GUH

also yeah I drew the jacket I draw Toby in on her I thought it was nice

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Technically,Sally is the first child of LJ and Slenderman (like,the slendy fucker picked up her spirit in 70s and brought it to the clown to look after it not leaving him any kind of choice.All the following proxies appeared in the gang,when Sally had already been under Slendy's protection).

The events of this AU happen between late 2000s and 2010s.Around this period of time 13 year old Toby was also brought to the mansion after the accident in a catonic stupor,so he required more care after himself because of not being able to fulfill his biological needs without anyone's help.It's not like Tim,Brian and other older pastas hadn't already got under Slenderman's wing at this moment,but even then Sally was treated like the only little in the whole mansion by everyone and was showered in attention,so appearance of another "child",who took away all of it,made her feel some "sibling jealousy",which showed up in many really ridiculous ways.

I even have a few scenes in my head,where Sally goes to complain to Slenderman about the ignorance of Jack towards her because he takes care of Toby,and gets some shit like:"Oh,sweet cheeks,it's not like mama-clown doesn't love you anymore because of the new proxy.She has never loved anyone at all and you're not an exception,but don't be upset,because she's not capable of loving any living being in this or other dimensions.She doesn't love me too and just tolerates for a little because I have her soul,so if she could,mama-clown would make a fucking bloody massacre of everyone here,so don't pay attention to it,blah blah blah".

Sally:*Gets double traumatized*.

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Danielle x Homicidal Liu ideas/headcanons

I wanted to say that I'll be using the Liu from my rewrite and this may contain spoilers from my Homicidal Liu rewrite that I haven't finished yet. However, I'm sure that this Liu can also fit in with the “canon” version or whatever version you like. 

•They met when Dannielle and her older brother were staying with her uncle–who lives in Maine– for the summer. One day they went to a neighboring park where Liu and his family were also at. Somehow, she managed to work up the courage to speak to him and they bonded over having older siblings and art. She got his email and she gave him hers. 

•They were definitely friends for a long time before they started dating. They met when they were fourteen and were mostly each other's confidants. 

•They sort of felt for each other around the same time, but we're both too shy to do anything about it. 

•They lost contact after Jeff attempted to kill Liu and Dannielle attempted suicide before running away.

•Liu was staying with his estranged aunts in Virginia when he got another email from Danny. Which was strange, he had heard she killed herself. 

•He didn't think it was true until he saw her standing outside his house in the pouring rain. 

•She brought her inside; his aunts had left the house on a date night. She was rambling on about monsters and how she needed Liu to be safe. 

•She was begging Liu to believe her or to at least let her stay the night. She couldn't stay out in the rain for much longer. 

•This is when they started to reconnect. Over long days where she would go missing, and then the next few days, when she would come to his house and play with his hair. 

°Liu moved away from his aunts when he was nineteen, and so was Danny. She still often spent time with him, but she was appearing less and less at night. 

•One day, Liu begged her to help him find Jeff. He talked about how he was worried for Jeff and something bad was happening. 

•Reluctantly, Danielle obliged. 

•At night, she put cover her body head to toe in layers of clothes as they searched for Jeff. 

•It's only when Liu leaves much earlier than they normally did and comes back injured does she finally tell him how she feels. 

•“ What the heck are you trying to do, Liu? You're going to get yourself killed!”

•“ I know what I'm doing, Danielle!”

•“ The Hell you do! I wouldn't be able to live with myself if you got yourself killed without me there. I love too fucking much for that!”

•Liu's too stunned to speak. His eyes glued to the floor as he breaks down. 

•This is when he tells her about Sully and Cordelia. The two ghosts that always fight for control inside of him. 

•They hold each other through the night. She doesn't press him for answers, just plays with his hair and sings a soft little tune under her breath. She tells him about what she can do. About the animal inside her chest and how if the moon touches her she turns into a monster. 

•He's not afraid of her. He finally met someone who understands him; he loves her even more for it. 

•He reminds her to take her medicine, and she reminds him to take hers

•It's very domestic for a long while

•However, things take a turn when Danielle begins to hunt monsters as a way to repent. 

•To keep her safe, he joins her. They're both also trying to find Jeff. 

•They're on the road, and they mostly make money from Liu's job as an editor 

•The monster/ demon hunting is how they get roped up with Slenderman. 

On to the actual cute headcanons

•They often dance together

•Neither of them are huge of PDA, but whenever Dannielle is stressed, they will hold his hands

•Since Danny is genderfae and their gender often changes, Liu will help them with any dysphoria they're feeling. 

•Liu is shorter than Danny by 4 inches. (For context, Dannielle is 6’3)

•They're both insomniacs, so whenever they run out of medicine, they will watch trashy romance movies and draw

•Liu likes writing, poetry, and art. Dannielle likes writing, poetry, and art. They often have complain about writer's/ art block to each other

•Liu can't cook, but Dannielle can

•They will often split chores so they both get they ones they prefer while also doing the chores the other person hates

•They don't have arguments often, but when they do, they don't yell a lot. It's this simmering anger that might be worse than yelling. They're quiet and spiteful. 

•They've definitely been arrested before because of monster hunting.

•They both stress each together out

•She BEGS Liu to play his French horn. 

•They're both extremely nerds. Like complete nerds. They watch Star Trek and read through all the medical books that Dannielle may or not have stolen

•Liu has a religious crisis at least once a year. 

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Thank you to the one person who said they wanted to hear more about Dannielle x Liu. I love you

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Well...

I've lied to you again about uploading the second post,but the prolonged panic attack,which disturbed me for a few days,is my biggest justification for not keeping my promise.

This post is the last important one,and then I'm going to feel less immobile in my plans to fill the blog with.

Talking about the content I'm going to fill this post with,there's nothing too extraordinary: just the more detailed description of the construction of the world in my AU.I remember mentioning it before,when I was writing headcanons for slender brothers,but I haven't got too deep there and touched no specific topics,which tied up with all the parts of it,and now I'm fixing my mistake.

So,my dear readers: buckle up your belts - our ride's gonna be epic!:D

Layered world

The structure of the universe has five layers:the highness,the cleanness,the human world,the emptiness and the bottom.The layers are located not in the traditional layer-order (not like the layer of the highness is the first layer of the universe cake and etc.),but in artistic one: the layer,where all the cherubic creatures with the highest morals of the society structure exist,is the Highness; the layer,which could be described like one belonging to the devil,is the Bottom.

The split between the Highness and the Bottom happened after the war between the same kind of species because of different opinions.A long time ago,when they were one big "folk",their own universe had been destroyed,so they had to search for a new place to exist.They found Milky Way,where people and other intellectually well-developed beings had been living all this time,and then the question appeared: what should they have done with them,as the higher vessel?Nobody had never even spoken about the way of just living in some tiny dimension,not touching anyone,because of the politics of the control the entities had,so there were only two camps of the opinions: to take over the humans and other species with the violent way or the manipulative one.

It's important to notice,that the Highness creatures and the Bottom ones don't have any physical form - it quickly changes because of the emotions,the fears,the likes and the dislikes.All of them live through everything their brain experiences during the life time(or something,which replaces their brains).The biggest reason,why they've got stuck with humanoid creatures,is the fact of the existence of their souls,which can be "gathered" after the death comes,and able to help the entities to keep their physical form stable,so all of them,in many other galaxies,just exploit poor soul-having beings through their servants (the members of the emptiness and the cleanness) to collect the souls.It's not like they have some whims they use humanoids for - the physics of the dimensions,which the entities find the best for living,doesn't allow any existence of always changing shells,and with each second both groups of folks lose their powers,so it's something close to their physical need,which they fulfill with their ways to gain the similar goals.

"The Bottom" just picks up a quicker way to fullfil their needs,killing through their servants people and taking away their souls,so it's not a surprise if their victims sometimes are horrible people or the ones,who had to experience too much fear and sufferings to not leave any scars on the fragile shell of the soul,so their physical forms always express all the negative emotions their victims had to experience before their deaths.

"The Highness" literally,with the passion of some gardener,grows up the living soul-carriers for themselves,shaping the right forms out of their inside worlds through any kind of religion,hope,luck and intensive control of all of them with their servants.It doesn't matter,if the conditions of the death are bloodlustful and unbearable - the fear will mix with dreams and hopes for better future,and in the end the servant will bring an innocent soul to it's owner.

Depending on how "pure","clean","innocent" a gathered soul is,the entity,which absorbs it,also changes their physical forms to lighter and holier ones.The same way works with the souls of morally incorrect people,giving to the creatures more horrific looks.

To describe these changes correctly, let's just say,that in this world a soul carries also the memories of the surrounding,where it has grown,so,if a human,who was an owner of the soul,tried to reach the purity and the naivety during their life time,having their own ideas of perfection,everything of this just finds it's way in the entity feeding itself with it.

What about the cleanness and the emptiness?All the creatures existing there are just the creations of both higher vessels - the creatures of the cleanness belong to the Highness,the creatures of the emptiness belong to the Bottom.

All of them are sexless,barely have any romantical attraction and programmed to do all the work of colonialism and genocide instead of their creators.They exist in the humanoid worlds and it's dimensions,and the main difference between them is the way they accept the information from the world of their conquerors: the "clean" ones are like the sheets of paper,so they are able to adapt to any surrounding around them and are made to change as much as their wards do.The "empty" ones are just...empty.They don't have any soul and by their nature are just killer machines without any mercy to any living being.They're as empty as their creators need them to be - to easily kill or destroy anyone.

The best examples to describe the members of the "emptiness" are Slenderman,who collects the souls of killed by his proxies victims,and Offenderman,who seduces people to commit sexually immoral actions to corrupt their minds with his shit and as much as it's possible damage the system the Highness has been building during all these centuries.

The best example of the "clean" beings is Laughing Jack before the accident with Isaac,who has been supposed to serve the whole endless amount of generations of the Grossman family (the way his creator,who wasn't standing on the top of social construction of the "Highness" society, decided to solve their problem with keeping their own stability of the physical form,using for soul-gathering and nourishing Jack himself). I'm not including here Splendorman,just because he's an independent bitch and works for himself,even with his "the Highness-like" intentions.

It's important to notice,that the "clean" creatures have some kind of soul,in comparison to their "empty" colleges,but it's really easy to explain with the fact of them being able to develop and take something from their current surrounding.In this world the soul is the main organ of changing,so the "clean" creatures have soul.That's the reason,why Slenderman has been able to gather LJ's soul and become it's lawful owner,even in spite of the fact,that they're logically equally strong in their powers and both work on the same position,just from different sides.

That's all,I guess :D

I'm very happy,if you've been able to read this set of words,terms and sentences to this moment and even understand anything.

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A child with 76 mental illnesses and no legal permission to visit any social spaces and his ugly as fuck mom

(‼️NOT A SHIP IN ANY EXISTING SENSES.Also,TW: SH scars,blood,corpses‼️)

Here are some LJ & Toby arts!:D

I'm going to upload today two posts and one of them is about structure of my AU,so yeah: from one side I've lied to you about uploading the sensible one as the first one,and from the other I can let myself to be a lil' bit silly with not too sensible posts, because afterwards I'm still uploading the important one :P

Sooo...

About relationship between these two: as I've mentioned before,Toby is good for nothing in the mansion and beyond it,and LJ,as one of the ruling there figures after Slenderman in my AU,has to follow this little piece of shit on the heels,so he won't kill himself or someone from his wards.

Because of these conditions they've formed a strange bond: the clown started seeing Tobias as his responsibility on the same level as he saw Sally,and the boy himself found in the entity some kind of parent figure,which he deeply trusted and let being babied by (of course,not without showing how he "hated" it).

That's all and now I'm going to work at the second post :D

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I love Adelaide. I probably need to write her info down

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This post gonna be a long ride for me,but here I am writing it.

Actually, I got stuck on the stage of writing the construction of the Traumatic Pasta universe: I have the whole picture in my head,but I'm still not able to proceed it into the text of the post correctly.I started my tries on the past week,shat my pants and then used this poopy piece of cloth as a towel to wipe off my tears of regret,that I had created a few first strokes of it.That's the reason,why I've been so slow with updating the page on the previous week.It's not actually important to the structural sense of this post,but I just felt,that I needed to vent.

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Ah, I've remembered!Here are a few notes of the blurry construction of the whole world hierarchy in my AU:

There are the powers,which rule over the universe,where solar system and other similar to it galaxies exist with humanoid species living there.The powers themselves are close to extinction creatures,which are special due to their lack of physical form.It exists in the natural way,but it's really soft to the changes of the creature's mind,emotions and even opinions,so,due to them,it can easily change.The only way to keep the physical form stable is to feed own soul with souls of the ones,whose physical form is stable.For millions of years the creatures were feeding themselves with the souls of the poor ones from another universe,then they got punched into the face by even stronger monsters and had to find another space for existence.

The creatures are also special with their ability to create another creatures with their own minds,which are usually used by them to colonise another galaxies with another species living there and steal their souls.With some magic,which I call my lack of interest in explaining it,the creations of those,who eat souls,can have their form stable.They're like able to change it,but they're also can keep it for a longer period of time without any visible to human eye changes.

Due to a lot of misunderstandings between two camps of opinions,the creatures,who are the members of one specie,got slit into two dynasties.They both have one way - to take away the soul from it's owner,but the first dynasty,the called "Highness" let the enslaved species to find their purpose in their homeland and wait for the split between the materialistic body and the soul by the process of death,while the called "Bottom" doesn't wait for anything and becomes the reason of their deaths.

As you can understand,most of Slender brother are the colonisers,who came to this Earth to destroy the world and were created by the creature of the "Bottom".

After my basic explanation has been ended,here I present the headcanons on Slenderman and other Slender brothers with my redesigns to all of them!:D

(‼️TW: Mentions of violence,sexual assault,etc. and Offenderman‼️)

Slenderman!:P (Just a nickname given to him because of going through all this urban-stories for millions of times.His original name,given by the creator of his physical form is "collector animarum" (the soul collector))

The fear of the forest,who decided,that the appearance of a mansion with a bunch of mentally unstable teens under his wing wasn't the reason to stop making everything alive in the forest terrified of him.

Factually, he's one of the first creations of his "father"."The eldest child in the family",and he tries to behave this way,being all grumpy and serious (and irresponsible,I guess it's available in all the ages,so I won't write it to any of categories).

Among the headcanons,there are the ones like these in my AU:

1.Slenderman is aroace,like LJ,just because of also not being capable to feel lust or any romantical love.It's important to add,that,in comparison to LJ, who's,at least, interested in the whole idea of sex and relationship because of simple curiosity,Slendy doesn't feel anything towards these topics.

2.Slenderman is also sexless due to the fact,that his main purpose in this world isn't fucking everything alive and not really,but just to destroy.By his gender,Slenderman is demidude:since he's capable to change his psychical forms,he does it on a pretty regular basis, feeling absolutely comfortable in any of them,but preferring at all more masculine appearances to scare humans.

3.Sally is actually his favourite child,just because of the fact,that she's the least,who brings him any problems to his existence 😭

4.His vectors aren't some octopus shit: they're elastic and absolutely smooth,being able to take any form and get sharp or soft.He can easily kill someone with the tip of it,but the monster is also able to playfully hit someone with it,not bringing them any physical damage.

5.Slenderman doesn't talk.In any existing senses.At all he uses telekinesis to talk with his proxies and even Laughing Jack.His voice in their minds,by the way,sounds pretty low and soothing and never has any emotional tone.Just robotic.

6.Slenderman can easily control the minds of the living being on Earth (like humans,animals,even insects,ew),but it's only the beginning of his capabilities: the fucker can teleport you to any point in this galaxy,even to another dimension.He can also stop some processes in the organism or speed up them.

7.As it has been mentioned before,Slendy-fucker doesn't appear too much in the mansion.If he does,his only goal is to pick up some proxies for the missions or to chat with LJ about the weather.

8.Slenderman isn't a fan of any of his brothers: he can tolerate them,giving his relatives the shelter,but only if he sees the goal in supporting these relationships.His least tolerable brother is Splendorman, because of the "pathetic" goals,which pop up in any forms of helping people and his tries to change the regulations of the mansion,which doesn't belong to him,but to his brother (Slenderman).

9.The tall man is beyond any biological processes: he doesn't need any food,any sleep or any rest.Slendy doesn't even feel changes in the temperature or any type of pain.

10.Slenderman's suit is the part of his own body,which can't be torn away and in some layers just gets merged with his pale skin.

Splendorman!!!:3 (a.k.a,"humanum gaudium" - the joy of humanity)

The collab "piece of art" of both dynasty creators,inspired by their endless affection towards each other(which was,of course,forbidden,because of the disagreements between two opinion camps).

Your extremely wholesome and sweet uncle with punkie antics,who has appeared to be unlucky enough to get into bloodline with other two slender brothers,AND headcanons on him!>:O

1.Splendy is asexual pansexual: he loves everyone equally,but with no sexual thoughts about them.Surprisingly,he's able to feel romantic love towards other living creatures(the possibility given by "Mother" for some unknown reasons),but the entity can't overstep the threshold of feeling real arousal.

2.It's pretty logical,that Splendorman isn't the part of the "Bottom" legion,but this bun doesn't also consider himself as the part of "the Highness" servants.He has never stolen any soul,and,in comparison to "the Highness",helps all the living creatures in this galaxy absolutely for free and having the best intentions.That's the reason,why Splendy even needs the protection of Slenderman,because of the folks,who control some territories and religions and aren't really happy with his philanthropic tendencies on their territory.

3.Splendorman is pretty neutral to his older brother himself,judging his intentions to hurt the living being such as humans,but he tries really hard to be sweet and supporting to Slendy's proxies,seeing the good traits in their characters and morals (don't even ask me,where he did found them in this...gang).

His favourite one is LJ,counting him more as a victim of cruel circumstances,than a real abuser and bad creature,trying to make the clown switch to his side.

4.Splendorman is also pretty rich on capabilities: he can change his psychical form from one to another,control minds of living creatures and their biological processes,teleport himself from one point to another (only himself,with no passengers attached to him).

Unfortunately,his vectors are pretty useless.He can barely use them as weapon,so the stick he carries around is everything the poor one protects himself with (I should also notice,that Splendorman is quite strong,so if he *bonks* you with it,you will likely end up in morgue with a crushed into 1000 pieces skull,smashed as a tomato brain and detached neck,sorry for such a detailed description).

5.Splendy is less Mary Sue than his other brothers,so he's pretty mortal and must fulfill his biological needs from time to time, getting sleep and food.Of course,the ways the entity feeds itself and rests are different from our human ones: During sleeping time Splendorman completely loses his current physical form and gets mixed up with the songs of the morning birds or the earliest blinks of the sun and then,when he feels full of strength again,he rises up and returns to the psychical world.There are only positive emotions in his diet,with which he gets rid of his hunger.

And...Offenderman?(a.k.a "Paramour" - "Adulterer")

I've warned you about this fucker,so yeah...

Just a notice: I decided to make a less cheesy and annoying ass shit out of this character in this AU,just because why not?

A manipulative piece of shit,who will make you think,that he isn't that bad,just to appear the worst in the end.

And here are the headcanons on him!:D

1.He is the only slender brother,who doesn't have any tentacles.According to the work he does,Offendy doesn't even need any,but let me explain myself first...

2.Offenderman has never raped anybody in this AU,just because he's also sexless as other two creations of "the Father"(it doesn't mean,that he deserves a monument for it,but yeah).

His duties doesn't oblige getting into any sexual activities, because the entity is nothing more,but a seducer: he would make you think,that fucking a corpse isn't really a bad idea,or that cheating on your partner is actually really fun.He seduces,leading to a disgusting in all the moral senses sexual acts,but he would never actually fuck anything or anyone.Just like Slenderman,who manipulates proxies into killing people without actually killing people with his own hands (or tentacles, whatever),but Offenderman does it with emotional manipulations and can rule the mind of his victims.

In this AU,his victims aren't the abused ones,but the abusers themselves.

3.Offenderman is also aroace (I'm kneeling in front of all the aroace folks there, begging them to forgive me for making them share the same sexuality as this one).He doesn't feel any romantical love or arousal,just observing all the disgusting stuff he makes his victims do from a scientifical side,but never getting "turned on" himself.

4.Actually,Offendy has mouth,which he uses to talk with,but he can also use telekinesis to speak to his victims.His voice is pretty soothing and sometimes can even have emotional tone,like mockery or excitement,both,when he speaks with his mouth or without.

5.Offenderman is the youngest out of all slender brothers, being "the Father's" own experience,if his creations were able to cause disaster not only by causing bloody massacres,but also by destroying the morals,that the "Highness" had set to keep the human cattle under their control.

That's all :P

I hope,that I'm going to be able to post more,after I will finish all the dirty work with all the most sensible posts on this blog.

For now,good night to everyone, because it's another night post<:)

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Im making my own slenderverse series（‐＾▽＾‐）

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And then I've disappeared for nearly a week.Again.

Actually,the reason why I hadn't posted anything there for this period of time was nothing more,but me trying to work at something more serious than headcanons on all the morons living in the mansion.After this one I'm going to start uploading longer posts about the construction of the universe of Traumatic pasta,+ I'm going to tell you more information about Slenderman in person and Slender brothers.

For now,you have to get satisfaction with headcanons on grumpy-adults-of-the-mansion,since we've already talked about all the pimply-teens-of-the-mansion.

Enjoyyy :D

(‼️WARNING:‼️I headcanon Tim and Brian having DID/OSDD,so I'm going to refer to their alters (Tim - Masky; Brian - Hoodie) as to whole different individuals with their own approach to particular situations.That's all I've wanted to notice - now enjoy the post itself).

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1.Tim doesn't love children and any kind of their presence in his surrounding: for him any child,even the calmest one,is too annoying and loud for his nervous system to bear.Wright also doesn't have any understanding how to treat kids,so he can be rude or too strict to them.He has the same attitude towards Sally,just because of Korsakoff's Syndrome the man doesn't remember,that:

• Firstly,she's a fcking ghost;

• Secondly,the girl is a special case,so any harsh treatment can disappoint her.

2.Tim hates sweets.Really.He can't even look at them without vomiting,so,before his life was ruined,he had asked his friends or family members to prepare any other dish instead of a birthday cake (once Alex,during their period of friendship in college,made a birthday tequila,getting a thick candle inside of the bottle and then breaking it into two pieces while it was still there and taking away any opportunity to get it out and drink the liquid,so Brian,who had bought it with the last few dollars he had in the pocket,was close to sticking the whole construction into his butt).

3.Wright is extremely afraid of Slenderman,LJ or any other entities,which "visit" their mansion sometimes.If in Slendy's case he has a serious trauma tied up with this bastard,the other ones just confuse his brain with their existence.It often leads to panic attacks or Tim getting stuck in the places,where he has tried to hide and then forgot,how to get out of there (like the cellar,the loft and even someone's wardrobe).

4.Since Korsakoff's Syndrome has the tendency to keep the patient stuck inside of one period of time without remembering anything other,that happened after or before it,Tim mostly thinks,that he is in the mental hospital during one of his stays after he has got lost from all the radars and before getting out of there to be found again by Jay,so he confuses other pastas with roommates and patients and LJ as something between his another hallucination and a nurse.There are only two things his sliced brain can't explain: why he's allowed to drink in the hospital big amounts of alcohol and why the fuck the refit looks so poorly made.

5.Sometimes Tim feels minutes of admiration towards Slenderman,which are built on the corpse of his previous blurry memories about him.The man feels gratitude because of the fact of him not hurting Wright during his lifetime physically and only abusing him psychologically.He has even shared with Helen one time,that he had a little of affection towards the entity's presence in his life and would be disappointed,if Slenderman stopped tormenting him in his hallucinations.

(🎭🔪)

1.Masky is the most arrogant piece of shit you can meet in the whole mansion.For some unknown reasons he counts himself as a higher vessel and the one Slenderman trusts the most,so he often behaves the way he knows everything better than anyone else after the faceless fucker: when you dare to make the smallest mistake,this guy will definitely correct you and add his opinion about the intelligence of your gene pool,if you've grown up with such a smooth brain.

2.He likes sweets.All the kinds of it,but actually he doesn't understand,why everybody counts cheesecake as his favourite dessert.It's not like Masky will refuse to try one,but the man also doesn't build any kind of cult around it.

3.Masky perfectly gets along with children: he knows,how to distract and entertain them,so it's never a problem for him to babysit Sally sometimes (even in spite of being too serious about her actions and acting like a grumpy old buffer).

4.Masky doesn't have any addictions unlike his host.Sometimes he can only smoke,if he's too nervous,but the alter always gets really irritated,when,during fronting,finds out,that Tim has smoked or drunk alcohol,because Masky thinks,that he's not the only one,who has to take care of the body's psychical state.

5.Actually,Masky's a pretty old fucker in Wright's system: he has started fronting from his early childhood.If we're getting deeper into the details,he was the first,who appeared,when Wright's trauma tied up with Slenderman's constant watching over him started progressing as the way to cope with his great fear of the entity.During all this years he has been always with his host,just slowly transforming into Masky,who serves Slendy,because he decided,that it was the safest way for them both.

(🎨🩸)

1.The reason,why Helen is hanging out with such a degraded layer of society,is the rake he has stepped on for a few times during his first done murders of his "killer career",which made him understand,that he should have been more careful with his killing plans and preferably get a patronage somewhere (as you understand,he found it under Slenderman's wing).

The main reason to stay in the mansion for Otis is to have the place to lie low in the case of danger,+ the cellar of his new home has already become his new stage to create the art because of having all the conditions for it.

2.Helen is very intelligent,and not only in the way of creating great plans and perfectly manipulating the living subjects of his interest,but the man's also deep in many topics.It's a paradise on the Earth to talk with him about just anything: music,literature,the problems of society or mythology of different nations.The way he thinks is fascinating,even in spite of the fact,that sometimes,due to his lack of understanding,how the feelings work,the painter's thoughts can seem robotic and empty.

3.Bullying,which happened to Helen at school,also shows the trauma effects of it in his behaviour,even despite being not that easy to notice.

He never tries to build bridges with other pastas,refuses to go to the missions with anyone as a partner and prefers to work alone.To say more,Helen eats not at the dinner table,but only at his work place.The man just feels... uncomfortable in any kind of company.The only way to get him is to talk only eye-to-eye.

4.The only person in the whole mansion Helen can stand is Tim,but it's more a scientifical interest than any type of normal relationship: the painter likes to pretend to be the man's mental hospital roommate,sometimes even his therapist,and test his mind,asking questions and answering the ones Wright gives him.It brings him a lot of pleasure and satisfies his interest.Helen also likes to talk to Masky himself,if he fronts in the mansion,but the alter is too bitchy,so their conversations are less interesting than with the host because of Masky's lack of interest towards them.

5.Helen has many other interests except fine art: for example,he can play a few musical instruments like the piano,the flute and the violin.He also has a great passion for theatre and enjoys watching the plays,the painter sometimes lets himself have in the towns or even states far away from the ones he's wanted in.

(🏚️📼(Brian))

1.The idea of communicating with each other through the little notebook was Brian's:he wanted to keep the thread between him and his alter,so he could create a slight kind of illusion of his control over the situations happening.

He always insists on Hoodie making the notes during his fronting and tries to be an example for him with his own ones about the day going,but the yellow shit uses the notebook only to mock Brian with his notes,like:"Shit","Goin to eat smn's ass",etc.

2.Brian can't bear any kind of pain: he's really sensitive in the way of every small wound and shouts at LJ,when he gets him "patched",because of the clown's medical treatment being too harsh.

When Brian gets the body prepared for the missions,he literally puts on an armour out of pads and masks.Not like he has any control over the body during the tasks,but he's the one,who's going to deal with all the traumas after he gets to the safe spot.

3.By the character,Brian is chill.Sometimes he can get a little bit shy,when new people appear in his life,but at all he's really cool to hang out with.

4.Brian is the only one,who shows interest in helping LJ with the mansion.In spite of his fear towards the soulless monster,he still tries to complete all the given by him orders in the household,understanding,that it will obviously help other pastas,including the ones,who can't take care of themselves.

5.Brian absolutely doesn't have any kind of survival instinct.It's like you can punch him into face,and he won't be able to,at least, prevent it by closing his face with hands,which shows how slow his reactions are.

(🏚️📼(Hoodie))

1.Since Hoodie can't show his concern through the words,he shows it with actions,as he does with Masky,who's the only one he tolerates.

If Masky is injured,Hoodie's the first to help him or to protect from the danger.It's not like there is any strong bond between the partners,but Brian's alter still cares enough about this stupid ass shit to do everything not to lose the only one he feels comfortable with.

2.The methods Hoodie uses to murder his victims are extremely violent and remind more of prolonged torment than a quick killing.He tries to keep his victims alive as long as it possible and even makes his partners terrified with his handling.

3.Hoodie hates the fact,that Brian keeps getting their limbs into knee or elbow pads, preventing the body from any harm during the missions.He gets turned on by the fact of hurting himself: he likes making his skin covered with wounds and getting fingers into the deep ones,sometimes he even jumps from high ledges,hoping to break one of his bones.Because of this type of handling the body,it has two fingers and five teeth missing and literally no nails on the right arm.

4.Seldom,Hoodie fronts in the mansion,and the first factor of it happening right in the moment is Brian's strange observations,which the man starts making out of sudden,standing in the doorway and listening to someone's conversation or even looking out of the least noticeable place, watching other pastas' activities.

Hoodie can't explain his interest to this type of behaviour: he just likes to observe,but he never takes any part in the whole scene of human emotions working.

5.The nickname "Hoodie" hasn't been given to the alter by his host personally or by Hoodie himself,but by other pastas (the tradition started by Clockwork).Just because of this fucker fronting only when Brian's on the mission wearing the only clothes he has and the mask (not something prepared to assign the switch between personalities: as a proxy committing crimes he has to cover his face anyway).

It's also important to notice,that Hoodie doesn't respond to his nickname,like a stupid cat,or,at least,prefers to ignore anyone,who calls him like this,so it has no sense in giving him any name 😭

That's all!:D

[pokoinsides]

I haven't posted a lot about my oc, Danny, but I would really like to. Ask some questions about her, I'm dying to answer them

[pokoinsides]

My ocs

[pokoinsides]

Me: OH FUCK, I'm going to make the most realistic,traumatizing and heartbreaking Creepypasta AU in the fandom using all my knowledge in psychiatry and my best writing skills!

Also the whole lore of Traumatic pasta AU:

JUST FOR SURE,I'm gonna make a notice for this pixilated gore image.

Actually, it's just a cover of a death metal group album you can see underneath with a few filters I've added :P

(‼️TW:Gore,flesh,corpses‼️)

[pokoinsides]

OH SHIT,the time to drop the second part of "pimply-teens-of-the-mansion(and one child)" headcanons of my Creepypasta AU has come,so open your mouths - I'm going to spoon-feed you with them.

⋆｡°✩₊ °✦ ‧ ༺ ˖˚⊹ ♱ ⊹˚˖༻ ‧ ✦°₊✩°｡⋆

(‼️TW: mentions of sexual harassment and trauma effects led by it‼️)

(⏱️⚔️,💻🛍️,🧸🖍️)

(⏱️⚔️)

1.Natalie is hypersexual due to her SA trauma.And she hates it: she hates those inappropriate thoughts,which pop up in her head and the fact,that Clockwork can't control them.The poor girl feels disgusting by the fact,that she thinks about intimacy all the time and gets turned on by the simplest things.

2.Actually,Clockwork does LIKE Toby,even in spite of his quirkiness in the way of paying attention to her.The girl would really wanted to get closer with the boy,but,due to her trauma,she sees him and other males in the mansion as the danger.

3. Instead of a real clock in her eye socket,Natalie wears a patch designed like a clock,which Jack has done to her.When a real clock had got inside there,abscess started,and Masky suggested to the clown fucker and the slendy fucker to take the object out of there (as they had to do,after all).To make the girl shut up about them being cruel and taking away her rights to be creative,LJ has found a solution (a shitty one,but still).

4.Clockwork has A LOT of different interests.Her most favourite ones are literature and medicine.She started getting interested in the second one because of the will to know the weakest places in human body and the ways to damage it,so it would be easier for her and her partners to complete the missions.And her interest in literature started after she found out about Jeff's catchphrase,+ Laughing Jack sponsored her with some books to get her busy with anything.Natalie wanted to make herself sound as intimidating as it was possible,and she found the books as the best way to enrich her vocabulary and find some examples (is it necessary to say,that she starts to stutter every time she's eye to eye with her victims?...)

5.Natalie prefers to show her fear of the men in the mansion through rudeness: more than being hurt again the poor child is only afraid of showing herself as a weakling,so she tries to attack everyone with her words and sometimes even with real violence.

(💻🛍️)

1.Nina is the only stylist in the whole mansion.She usually does hair and nails to other pastas,but sometimes the girl can also bring a little of clothes from her dead victims to them,if they order something "exotic".

2.Nina listens to many music genres,but her favourite ones are metalcore,hard rock and nu metal.Because of this she often gets in fights with Toby,who calls her a poser,and in the answer the girl scolds him,telling,that the boy's ears went numb from listening to diarrhea process all the time,so he isn't able to enjoy great music,but actually she never gets offended on him,just because of not taking serious at all.

3.The reason,why she has got along so nicely with Natalie,is that she has gone through the same amount of psychical and verbal abuse at school,as Clockwork during her lifetime.It's not like they have a lot of interests they share or they enjoy spending time together - the girls just try to find salvation in each others' companies,and that's all.

4.Actually,Nina doesn't have any crush on Jeff: sure,he has been her idol in the beginning of her dangerous journey,but the only thing she adores in him still is the fact of his rebellion against the society and his own abusers.To say more,she doesn't even like to be his partner during the missions because of his disgusting smell,even in spite of her respect to him as to a pasta...

5.If you ask Nina for a gum,she will give it to you in 99% in all the situations (1% is if you ask her corpse to do it,and then her spirit will try to share a gum with you).She carries a pack of gum everywhere, because of LJ,who has decided to solve her problem with chewing hair every time she gets nervous using this way (it didn't help at all,but Nina became a chewing vending machine,and it's cool,I guess).

(🧸🖍️)

1.The most delusional creature in the mansion.She doesn't even know,what kind of activities the pastas around do,and every time she comes to the reality and sees someone injured or covered with blood,the poor one gets extremely frightened.

2.During the episodes of "awakening" the only person she trusts and tries to find protection in is Masky,just because he's the most human-like and sensible in comparison to all the fuckers around.+ Masky often babysits her,if he's fronting in the mansion-like surrounding,when LJ is too tired to deal with Sally.

3.Sally's biggest interest is watching cartoons and their development through the years of the production.Since the girl's spirit is 50 something,she has already lived through a lot of eras and watched many cartoon series.Her favourite ones are SpongeBob,Invader Zim,Courage the Cowardly Dog and Scooby-Doo.Since the mansion is located in the middle of nowhere,Slenderman can't afford for his pastas the television,so the only solution to Sally is to be taken by proxies somewhere and hope,that they will break into someone's house,where there will be a nice TV box with a cartoon channel (I mean,Slendy has his own duties except looking after Sally,Laughing Jack is tired by constant babysitting of this little brat.Let the older children take care of the youngest one,so parents can rest).

4.Sally loves to be read fairytales,no matter in what reality her brain is.It soothes her,especially when L.Jack is the narrator, because,in spite of his voice being wheezing and low,it's a kinda comforting ASMR to anyone,and the girl is far from the exception.

5.There are a lot of Sally's drawings all over the mansion: on the broken fridge,on the shabby walls,on the holey doors and on the dirty floor.The child draws most of the time and almost everything she sees,like the bugs over the rotting corpse or even someone from the pastas (of course,Sally is not a professional artist,so it's silly to expect high results from her).Slenderman always gets annoyed by finding the drawings everywhere,but he never disallows her to do locate them in any place she likes.

That's all :D