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Me without my 84 lists.

available as a sticker!

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hi

i’ve used my personal tag to dump all my traumas throughout the years, to vent, rant

i started this particular account at 15 ish? extremely depressed, unable to see the possibility of a future, wellll, 3 weeks ago i got cleared of my depression :), i have no clinical mental illnesses, i still struggle with social anxiety but it’s no longer clinical, manageable 💃

i still deal with a bubbling of all sorts of symptoms because of autism and just the things i’ve experienced, but not clinicalllll

things are good, life is good right now, i’m really proud of myself, this wasn’t easy, it was really hard, and it’s weird, hard to accept especially when my most recent post was me trying to give up on work and move to africa

i felt like i was always trying to run away instead of facing things, but im okay, im doing juuuust fine

i’m moving, my little brother is back in the country, i run a theatre, bad things still happen, that’s life, but i trust the head on my shoulders

this is my life and i am quite happy to be here

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Its only been 2 days, but I got offered a contract I want to take and I don't know what to do

yes I know, very first world problem, but I'm so tired, to my core I'm so tired

I don't know what keeps me here, i don't know why i won't leave

I'm leaving the country in July for a wedding and maybe I just won't come back 💀💀, literally I'd be so taken care of and I'd wake up everyday basking in the sun, and I know my family is going to ask me to stay anyways, I miss the east african sun and the people

but my career 😭, and my individuality, and being gay 😮‍💨

I quit, I absolutely quit 💀

This industry can be so beautiful and so so toxic, and I'm turning into someone I do not like. I got a side gig as an IT person and I'm just gonna see where this leads.

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I quit, I absolutely quit 💀

This industry can be so beautiful and so so toxic, and I'm turning into someone I do not like. I got a side gig as an IT person and I'm just gonna see where this leads.

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the love cats are complete!

(and now available in my shop)

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Zoinked out

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the mega eeby

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can't believe i'm finally trying to get clean. do u have any idea how simultaneously relieved and terrified i am. absolutely overwhelmed.

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i feel like someone dead pretending to be alive

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I have to say, i love how Sebastian's reaction to meeting a random lady on the street in foreign country, getting dragged into her house, and immediately getting told to marry her is pretty much just *Yes Ma'am whatever you wish Ma'am 😍*.

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One face, one voice, one habit, and two persons ; a natural perspective that is, and is not !

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video game knowledge:

A button - accept

B button - becline

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I sobbed hysterically in my kitchen today, I've been crying everyday, my eyes hurt and my tongue is burnt

things will be better now, I am demanding it, I am choosing joy

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The first work from the "Chinese zodiac animals" collection - a honey nephrite rat

by chestyunin.art

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Assistant Stage Manager: I’m still thinking of stupid ways to die.

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Inktober Day 12: Spicy