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“Do you ever lay in bed and realize how not okay you are?”

— Unknown

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Hard feelings/Loveless // Lorde

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“Maybe it won’t work out. But maybe seeing if it does will be the best adventure ever.”

— Unknown

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“If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don’t want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it, too. I want them to be able to do whatever they want around me.”

— Stephen Chbosky

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I miss you today

And everyday

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“I like sunflowers,” she said with a smile, “they’re always looking for the sun. For the bright things in life. I aim to be like that, you know?”

She sighs and her smile turns sad, “It’s just life is so tough and hard, that the sun hides and you don’t know where it is. You try to find it, but it’s hidden behind all these clouds. And you’ve got to wait for it to come again.”

- sunflowers

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“She lived half of her young life, wandering. Wondering exactly what kind of life she should live. She decided she wasn’t the best daughter, or the best friend, and she made a rather clumsy lover. She bit into her popsicle as she looked over into the horizon, wondering what exactly she should do with her life, when she wasn’t particularly good at anything. And as she stared into the depths of that cerulean blue ocean, biting off the last bit of her popsicle, she came to a monumental discovery. All she had to do was live an interesting life, a life she could say she was proud to have lived.”

— Excerpts from a book I’ll never write

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“I like sunflowers,” she said with a smile, “they’re always looking for the sun. For the bright things in life. I aim to be like that, you know?”

She sighs and her smile turns sad, “It’s just life is so tough and hard, that the sun hides and you don’t know where it is. You try to find it, but it’s hidden behind all these clouds. And you’ve got to wait for it to come again.”

- sunflowers

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“All she needs is loyalty, laughter, and sunsets.”

— Juansen Dizon

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Halsey - Finally // beautiful stranger (2019)

“I think it’s finally safe for me to fall.”

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“And he’s a good guy, he really is, He’s hurt me and he’s broken my heart, but he’s genuinely a good guy. There’s so many times where I would be crying or upset and I knew I was able to go to him because he knew exactly what to say. He always knew how to make me feel better, and he’s so caring. I’ve never met someone that could say one thing and make everyone in the room smile within an instant, until I met him, of course. I’m pretty sure after all the hurt he put me through, I should hate him. Weirdly enough, I couldn’t hate him even if I tried.”

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“Last night you told me that I should let you go because you’re not good for me. The thing is don’t you think I know that? We’ve been through a red storm of emotions. We’ve been swimming through fire at a slow paced for too long. You’ve kissed me too many times with lips that taste like another girl’s lipstick. I’ve smelled someone else’s skin on your neck. Last night you told me that I should let you go because you’re not good for me. I said “No.” you walked away and yelled, “It’s over.” But the next day your legs were wrapped around mine in bed. “Is this ever going to really end?” She said.”

— Alexa Evangelista, the book i’ll never finish writing 

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“i need your lips on my face, then my lips, then my neck. i need your hands in my hair, then on my chest, then around my waist. i want you all over me, in the neediest way possible.”

— indulgence. (1:36 am, hm for mt)

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So many people love you. Don’t focus on the people who don’t.

Unknown

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