poetandwolf

[poetandwolf]

to all self shippers, live a long happy life with your loved ones 🥰 you deserve all the happiness in the world

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things are kind of fucking weird and shitty right now in america.

so, i'm just gonna focus drawing my ocs and paying my bills because even if they change my gender marker back to "f" i still have a mortgage.

generally it will be kind of awkward if i ever get called in for jury duty again. seeing i look like a brooding guitarist for a 90s cover band playing at some dive bard in kent narrows. and in federal buildings ya gotta use the rest room of the sex you were assigned with at birth. so. yeah my ugly mug will be in a lady's room make that make sense.

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channeled him and me made that.

people be like 'oh he's dangerous oh he's evil oh this oh that'.

bitch this fucker stuck discount hearts from micheal's to a branch from the yard for valentine's day.

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I've been through some rough-shit through out my life. Being a queer teen in the late 90s and early 2000s sucked.

Alhazad said this to me and I'm gonna say it to ya'all.

This Too Shall Pass.

fear and hate is temporary. t4t selfshipping is forever. reblog if you cried

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💕TMI Self Ship Ask Game!💕

Weird Dog Breeds Edition!

I have no real explanation for this other than that I was bored…be sure to send an ask to those you reblog it from if you can! 💕💕

Peruvian Hairless: How do you guys do in extreme hot/cold weather? Do you have to swap coats to keep each other warm? What about your F/O peeling off a layer? 👀

Shar Pei: How often do you and your F/O(s) like to get pampered? Do you like to go out on spa days, or are you guys more the DIY face mask type?

Bedlington: Do you and your F/O(s) have ‘a song’ or ‘a movie’ that you just really vibe with together?

Puli: What artistic activities do you and your F/O(s) participate in? Do you guys like to paint or draw together? Or is the peak of your artistic prowess in a karaoke booth in the mall?

Borzoi: How poetic is/are your F/O(s) with their words? Do they often make elaborate proclamations of love? Or are they more awkward with it?

Bull Terrier: What are your favorite places to hang out/go on dates with your F/O(s)? Do you have any special date traditions?

Chinese Crested: What’s the best gift you’ve ever received from your F/O(s)? What about the best one you’ve ever given?

Azawakh: Tell me an unusual HC you have for your F/O(s)! LGBTQ+, neurodiversity, race/ethnicity…and/or something weird and random! Like what color they like to paint their toenails!

Chow Chow: When you and your F/O(s) are feeling a little lazy, what kinds of takeout are your go-tos? Any favorite restaurants?

Afghan Hound: Tell me about you and your F/O(s) morning routine!

(DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU ARE A TRANSMED, ‘ANTI-ANTI’, AN ADULT WHO AGES UP/SHIP WITH MINORS, OR A HAZBIN HOTEL STAN! THANK YOU!)

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at any rate i'm gonna draw a bunch of tala/alhazad art the next 4 years because i am pretty sure nothing would piss them off more than a trans man who is single and thriving and 'made it' with house and all the while [redacted] to a video game character who when drawn as human is arab - instead of getting married to a white dude and making more white babies and going to church every sunday.

like you can change my gender marker back to f when ever you do it, yourself. because i'm not going to the dmv any time soon. least not until 2033. if i'm even alive at 50. hah.

i'm still gonna have a goatee and fantasize about a demon from a video game whos not white when drawn as human, lol.

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I made a free to use selfship template!! The blank at the top is to add your ship name!

Feel free to reblog or tag me with your versions!! I would love to see them all 🫶

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for fuckin' real.

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I am completely normal about Him.

(my own eso house for Al in eso, complete with a lab and various crating stations. Yes he is a necromancer because of course he is.)

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Why is it?? That I can go through the whole day feeling fine and dandy but the second I lay down for bed impending doom settles on me?

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I don't think I shared this here. But part of a meme/joke. But huehue.

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work got slow, and we were sent to clean. So I threw on my little Bluetooth speaker and wandered around with a broom. and there was this calming energy that i haven't felt in weeks.

i don't know what happened, or what 'clicked' or whatever.

...i just have a feeling, whatever happens, to us. as americans. as trans people living in america.

something's gonna give, and we're gonna be okay.

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this is really sweet and i needed to read this when i was 16. badly. and i am glad to see it out there.

when i was 16- i was in very much an abusive soulbonding cult and the people running the bloody thing told me again and again how my f/o wouldn't love me if i was a guy, because he was 'straight' and 'only liked girls' and it mc-fucked me up. and was part of the reason i buried transitioning for nearly a decade. there were other reasons to ( it was 2000, so ya know) but it was a key reason because of how badly it messed me up.

which is...idk unrealistic. not because he's a video game character, hah. because he canonically has body dysphoria himself. he would understand it more than anyone. he would understand why someone hates the way they look and hides in hoodies and all that. because oh boy, that was rough.

but i came out, i did the thing, i transitioned and worked my ass off for it. and i know on some spooky spiritual level hes proud that i didn't give up, and found myself.

these past 2 weeks have been... terrible. for trans people. and seeing this kind of positive energy out there is greatly needed ;; thank you. idk why. but the stuff happening in america has pulled some of that old shit up (and that was, indeed, a very long time ago) and... it just felt like this was some reaffirming words i needed.. if that makes sense. like some how its being sent back in time to 16 year old me crying alone in the woods.

for trans selfshippers with gender dysphoria, or really anyone with body dysmorphia.

imagine your f/o leading your eyes away from the mirror to look at them.

maybe you're not where you want to be yet, maybe you feel like you never can.

your f/o is there for you every step of the way. they always have, and they always will.

your f/o loves you no matter what. you are the person they've always dreamed of being with.

<3

proship dni, please.

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The world is harsh and cold and cruel but... fictional man's embrace is warm, soft and safe 🥺

Dividers by: @/anitalenia

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we're married and celebrating 25 years in Nov, we're going to ocean city.

sometimes i really dislike using the term "selfshipping" bc . thats literally just my partner . if someone asks me if im dating anyone im not gonna go and say "oh yeah i ship myself with this person" like no thats just my partner were dating thats all there is to it . does this make any sense lmfao

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He's been spicy since Monday.

Spicy. Old school. OG Unfiltered Game/In Character Not Please. Angry.

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musk is going to die in a Tesla explosion in 6 months after sticking his nose where it doesn't belong and we will never get a conclusive answer on whether it was a CIA car bomb or just a normal Tesla malfunction