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i cryyyy inside for my old life everyday it’s like a jagged knife scraping along my ribs Phew

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i struggle to remind myself that you’re not going anywhere

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ur still the best thing id ever seen . like a painting

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I diagnose myself with hasn’t been naked in the woods or at the beach in too long

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Photograph album, 1850-1900, Russia.

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i’m fine i’m not even upset at all. AT ALL

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Lets orbit around mama

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i have to call Her today

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i still miss you

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mommy am i a flop

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it’s literally so ass that i take all these fucking pills everyday like i’m supposed to and i still feel horrible just HORRIBLE for no fucking reason . and i can’t do Shit, but the only way to actually get better is to DO SHIT BUT I FUCKING CANT LIKE OHHHHH MY GOD AWESOME!! THANKYOU

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I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK

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anybody wanna chew me and swallow me

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anyone else thinks the world is like an apple

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how do you find friends in person how do you manage to recreate connections built over 10 years that you were forced to abandon with no notice . How how how do i feel whole and loved again … by myself… Waow

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I miss lezzing out