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Big things are happening moots and oomfs

I might be getting bursts to write becauuuse

I have a bf now. And like yk writers and their muses or w/e tf

Im still processing this information myself, neither of us thought this was gonna happen

It feels weird since this is my first relationship where I know. What's up in my brain. And he's been doing side research on my disorder(s) and it's like

Holy fuck is this what a healthy relationship between two people is. Even though it's only been half a day lolz

It's funny because when I said okay he went YOU CANT CALL ME CISHET ANYMORE HA and I just went. Quiet cissy.

But he's chill with me getting surgeries n stuff in the future (one of the dealbreakers I laid out) and he's asexual too so like. I WIN.

Guys this is so weird. Still haven't processed it 🥲 but im also getting brief bursts of fear bc like

Look at my country and the political climate dawg 💔 he doesnt watch news and isn't chronically online like me so like. He genuinely doesn't know shit. (Besides the basics ofc)

So imma have to be the one who keeps an eye over our shoulders, but that's okay — 2nd time in my life where this is the closest thing I've ever felt to love

Weird.

Anyways we're going to a museum and the movies next week yippee

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"their relationship is strictly platonic" "they're so in love" well, more importantly, they are fucking weird and abnormal about each other in an undeniable way

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sorry if i'm gonna be quiet for a while. my country recently introduced laws that make it so that in order to use social media to the fullest (not being able to view ns/fw content and in a few cases, not even having access to dms), i HAVE to give the sites my id/face scan.

it goes into effect july 25th. it'll probably effect here too, since this place allows mature content (tho not full on ns/fw)

i'm very distressed about it bc i might end up not even being able to talk to my internet friends. i don't really have any irl ones

if i have to disappear on most socials by then, you know why.

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i have an argenthill playlist but the thing is it devolved into spanish songs .__.

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here's a small piece that I wrote when I was on my small high, not sure if I will finish though lol. Short attention span.

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The cold arrived suddenly.

Diluc shivered as he rubbed his hands together, the leather doing little to shield his skin from the dropping temperature. There weren't any cars for miles, and they've already milked all the ones in their immediate area of all their worth.

He scoffed. When did he start referring to them as 'we'? (There he goes again, using 'them'). There is no 'we', only him and... him. Diluc's eyes narrowed as tufts of orange could be seen walking around the perimeter, reapplying the daily wolf urine he acquired during his route. A simple strategy, but it did its job well enough.

"Master Diluc, I see you found no luck then?" The gloves squeaked softly underneath his irritation. How can he still wear a smile in a situation like this?

"Unfortunately." Diluc's learned to swallow his pride the past few weeks; fighting would only bring trouble in both the short and long term.

Childe hummed, nodding slightly. The smell of the urine made Diluc's nose scrunch. Even more so when the ginger looked North-West of their location. "We could-"

"No."

An irritated huff. Childe set down the empty bucket, gesturing to the mountains. "It's our best bet for more supplies. I know you're freezing in those damned gloves." He points at the worn holes in the palms of Diluc's hands. He shoves them in his coat pockets, scowling because the stupid man is right, even if he doesn't want to admit it. Childe shakes his head at the lack of response.

With the shadows growing, the two start walking up the stairs of the Lookout. It's a slice of peace for them to wonder if hashing it out would be a good use of energy. Diluc looks over his shoulder out towards the region. A blanket of snow, sparkling with the last moments of daylight. Before the First Flare, Diluc would have made a quip of it being a winter wonderland. Now, it served to hide the life left behind.

("Only the strong can survive out here, Master Diluc." Childe had said with a smile, compacting the last of the snow he had shoveled onto the ground. Diluc had bit his tongue then, wanting to argue, but watching Childe pour Fire Water in front of the graves made him think better of it. The argument would have gone nowhere anyways, as evidence by Diluc having done the same when he had woken up to a snowy wasteland.

After all, only the strong had survived.)

The Long Dark but it's Chiluc/Diluchi trying to survive together despite being at odds almost every turn. Unfortunately, they have to rely on each other as, in the hands of Mother Nature, humans quickly realize that they are no longer the apex predator. Two brains are better than one after all.

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your choices don't matter, remember?

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The Long Dark but it's Chiluc/Diluchi trying to survive together despite being at odds almost every turn. Unfortunately, they have to rely on each other as, in the hands of Mother Nature, humans quickly realize that they are no longer the apex predator. Two brains are better than one after all.

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Has anyone ever thought of cross shipping Joey Drew x William Afton

Like

Idk it came to me in a nightmare and I'm sifting through sand rn and coming up empty for anything

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HE ATE A WHOLE CAN RN!!! LET'S FUCKING GOOOO

He hates his old food now and his kibble which i cant return amazing

Awesome.

BUT HE ATE GUYS HE ATE

I'm still gonna do what a vet recommended which is a bland diet of boiled chicken or beef while also getting gently cooked cat food AND toppers from my work to see if that entices him more

Omfg name dropping the brand ty Nulo for your wet food it's the only thing he eats rn tytyty

Just started reading again and arhgjrndowor why did I stop picking up books

Annihilation by Jeff Vandermeer y'all... 35 pages in and it's good stuff (I need to finish his other book I started like. Years ago. SKSSKSKSK)

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Not what she meant but.

I mean it couldn’t hurt

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HOLY FUCK MY LITTLE CAR IS TAKING MORE CHUNKS OF HIS FOOD

VERY INCONVIENT BC I HAVE TO FINISH GETTING READY FOR WORK BUT IDC IF I MOVE HE MIGHT STOP

Tbf I technically have an hour but I like being early to work okay.

Just started reading again and arhgjrndowor why did I stop picking up books

Annihilation by Jeff Vandermeer y'all... 35 pages in and it's good stuff (I need to finish his other book I started like. Years ago. SKSSKSKSK)

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Just started reading again and arhgjrndowor why did I stop picking up books

Annihilation by Jeff Vandermeer y'all... 35 pages in and it's good stuff (I need to finish his other book I started like. Years ago. SKSSKSKSK)

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I just saw someone on Twitter call Xingyun incest... and that shipping wriolette ignores neuvillette's bi coding with furina...?

Blocked immediately but oh broooother....

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Idea where Childe invites Diluc to meet his family and enjoy his family's homemade sausages, and Diluc is trying to figure out when and how they started dating while also thinking Childe is moving the relationship WAY too fast for meeting PARENTS

In reality Childe is just happy they're friends and wants to finally show his family one of the people he's been talking about, completely oblivious to Diluc's turmoil because he is himself (i say that affectionately)

Nothing gives more confused signals than "hey I know you're persona non grata in my nation but can I sneak you in so you can meet my family and have dinner with us"