pipingpippa

[pipingpippa]

I have a tendency to have a million thoughts in my head at all times and instead of talking about them, to myself or anyone, I scroll on TikTok or Instagram and compartmentalize anything I'm thinking or feeling.

I've got A LOT of thoughts and I never know where to put them. Sometimes I just explode and pour it all out onto whichever loved one of mine has the misfortune of picking up the phone when I call. Every time I vent or finally break, I always think to myself "I should start journaling". At least that way, I'm expelling all of my thoughts whether negative or positive, somewhere! I've tried though and my writing moves too slow for how fast my thoughts go (even me typing is a bit too slow, I've got like 5 thoughts I have on pause right now for when I actually get to write them).

Anyways, I'm gonna try this. Maybe if I feel like someone MAY read this, it'll feel like therapy since someone will actually be taking what I say in.

~If this is a future job doing a background check, please I'm just a girl with a lot of feelings who doesn't know where to put them. PLEASE do not judge me or my ability to do my job based on this blog! K bye love you <3~

I have really bad ADHD and think I've rotted my brain away with countless hours of mind-numbing screen time and other recreational activities (that are completely legal in the state I live in). SOOO my thoughts will be all over the place and not cohesive at all, unless your brain thinks the same way mine does, then you'll completely get it.

God, I have so much to say and I'm already getting frustrated this is taking me so long to type. Like GIRL please you just started and I'm doing this out of my own free will.

Partially also scared of putting my unfiltered thoughts on the internet because, well, its the internet sooooo I may just write things here and there IDK.

KK im bored of this now, im gonna go BUT!!! fingers crossed I come back here again because this could be a good thing between us pook

kisses

pippa