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i can’t wait to die

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feeling unwanted ruins my whole fucking day

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when we’re done with our overwhelming grief we’ll eat i guess

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— via jitterati

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One day, when you look at yourself in the mirror, you realize that the light in your eyes has long gone. You realize how you wasted your youth in pursuit of something that never belonged to you.

-taipei suicide story /🎬

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“Accept the fact that you will grow apart from people you’ve had significant relationships with. Understand when someone no longer positively affects your life. Let them go. Don’t hinder your growth.”

— Lyjeeria

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Being in a healthy relationship really taught me there's no such thing as 'that's just the way I am'. When you truly love a person you work on those toxic traits, you learn to communicate, you actively listen to each other's thoughts & feelings – you adjust, grow & heal together.

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“Be weird. Be random. Be who you are. Because you never know who would love the person you hide.”

— C.S. Lewis

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Will I ever not feel like a burden? Or for the rest of my life will I feel like an inconvenience. I'm terrified I will be perpetually in the way of someones path to happiness. Like a massive boulder that you want to pick up and throw, but just dont have the heart to.

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there is something so comforting about sadness. about throwing things on your bedroom floor and not picking them up. about binging reality tv in the dark for 14 hours straight. about lying in your bed and not moving while the world continues to turn around you. overwhelming and heavy depression is comforting because it’s familiar. it allows you to sink into yourself and rot there for as long as you want. thats the vicious cycle with depression, it takes everything to not give into the comfort and familiarity that comes with it.

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“People get hurt when they see unexpected actions from people they love.”

-cress

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“lumayo ka nga sakin, hindi ako makatulog eh”

am i in the wrong relationship?

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When i’m in school i’ll be like I want to go home i’m tired and exhausted, but when it’s time to leave and when i arrive home i’m telling myself that i don’t want to be in here i just want to go to school so i can leave this fuc!?ing house.

I can't think of a single place where I would say I would feel better if I were here right now. I always feel like i’m trapped wherever I go.

I just feel like i don’t belong anywhere anymore…