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this april fools, the biggest joke is myself!

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Hi. I wrote a poem, and I wanted to share it.

I am not me, I am not my own person

No matter how much I change myself to fit other's perfect versions

I will never be me, never just myself

I will always be the friend of someone else

I can roam the empty halls of memories

Bang on each door, trying to get people to remember me

I can change my views of right and wrong

Hoping maybe this time I'll belong

Compromising my moral codes

Now they'll see see me, now they won't

An eternal game of hide and seek

Who are you? What do you want from me?

But its never enough, for no one sees me

My pathetic pleas to just be seen

I only have myself to blame, after all

You can't expect to jump and not fall

Forgive me now, if I've gone too far

If I've opened an old wound, hurt your scars

But right now if you had said

That you'd love me if I were dead

I wouldn't hesitate to risk my life

Just so I could hear your cries

You say you wish you knew this was how I felt

You did; you saw me, as I fell

I crumbled, I fell from the peak

I struggled to find words to speak

Somebody else sat on the throne

The one that I'd always wanted to own

To be the best, to come out on top

Isn't that all one could ever want?

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I love this. So much.

Haven’t seen this made yet, so I’m filling the void

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Isn't it just so pretty to think that the road you're taking for the first time today is someone's way back home everyday?

That right now, someone, somewhere is listening to the song they love most? That someone's laughing until their sides hurt because their best friend just told them the funniest story ever?

It's so beautiful to think that someone's getting hugged after so long, and someone's just got a new job, and someone is eating their favourite food while watching their comfort film/series.

Someone, somewhere is getting their life back on track, and someone, somewhere just learnt a cool hack that'll help them everyday.

It's someone's best day ever today. It could be yours tomorrow, so keep going.

It's so nice to know that life isn't a singular experience, rather one lived by so many simultaneously.

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Feeling bored, might invent a paranormal event that catches the attention of my entire town and possibly the world.