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Help.

Help me help myself.

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I know but I don't know.

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amber heard has done literally every single thing that everyone has insisted an abused woman should do –

she has photographic evidence

she has video evidence

she has two witnesses to the assault, one who tried to separate them and another who heard it begin and was begged to call 911

she has multiple witnesses in depp’s security team

she called the police

she filed for a restraining order, which was granted to her, meaning that a united states judge found her evidence convincing enough to believe that she was in danger

she filed for divorce

and news reports are still acting as though there is no way that amber heard could be telling the truth

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Re-blog if you suffer from bfrd and are wanting to spread awareness!

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I just want people to have hope; for everything that they do in life.

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So uh oh

I eat more of my hair... These habits tho

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Omg that's crazy as hell. Life isn't meant to be easy, and that's when we fight back to regain our strength and to better our understanding of things we thought we knew. I think you will go on and become stronger and more resilient towards this STR thing. Everyone faces something, and you are not alone in this fight . Don't tell yourself you can't have kids or do something because of a setback in your life; fight back harder so that you can show this son of a bitch (STR) what you are made of! YOU ARE THE BOSS. You control you! I'm cliche as hell I know, but become who you were born to be. Paranoia and fear will stay and only consume you if you let it, and the thing is, I am not you, and I do not know how you feel exactly, I wish I did, because then I could understand your situation even more clearly. But I'm praying for you. And in my heart, I know you will find a way out. Don't give up on yourself. Xo

I just had a horrifying realization somebody please talk to me

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What's wrong?

I just had a horrifying realization somebody please talk to me

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Ehhhh Brazil does have a really high crime rate (murders) sooo I'm not really sure I agree with this list?

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i did It. i fucked Up so badly. how did I even ACHIEVE such a Fuck-up.

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I can do better today. I will do better today.

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8 fucking eyelashes...

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My issue just went international

Thought I wouldn't eat my hair on vacay; there goes that idea. 😄

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Really! I've had containers of it from my psych but I've only had one pill of it but maybe I'll give it a try I hope it helps

Risperidone is a miracle drug.

Seriously, my pulling has been cut in half and I’m barely even trying.

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“The Time Will Come: I, (in defense of) Anne Boleyn”

It’s hard for me to explain the exact reasons I feel such a deep and remarkable connection to Anne Boleyn. The reasons I’ve spent so much time researching her and writing about her and consuming every possible medium that she is portrayed in, insatiably.

I’d like to say it’s because I’m like her, but the truth is I’m not.

Besides a common last initial and status as brunettes, I have nothing about myself that likens me to her.

Because Anne Boleyn was someone truly extraordinary.

And I am hardly that.

I am no one of extraordinary intelligence, grace, wit, beauty, or talent; no one of extraordinary courage or strength.

I haven’t accomplished anything extraordinary, though I hope not to rule out the possibility.

Sometimes I write. Sometimes I think my writing surpasses mediocrity; and sometimes people like what I write. That is, in my estimation, about the extent of any ‘talent’ I can claim.

Nevertheless, I would like to dedicate this essay to her. It’s one of a personal nature, though I will be citing and including historic sources and books, the reader should take everything I say with a grain of salt: I am certainly no historian.

But I know the personal connection I feel to her is not unique. Several other people feel it, too. So it makes me wonder: when someone is so endlessly fascinating and utterly compelling to us…do we try to emulate them? Or do we shape them, consciously or otherwise, to what and who we think they most likely were?

Who we want them to be?

Keep reading

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I haven't been eating or drinking..

God wtf am I supposed to do? I don't even have the confidence to get off my ass and feed myself. No wonder why I'm anorexic and unhappy..

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Fudge monkeys