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Hi, I love your blog and thank you for all the amazing recommendations. Im looking for a specific fic and I’m just hoping you can help me. Jared was an omega or beta in The story and I believe at one point Jensen has to fight for the right to mate Jared or something along those. Also a random fact I remember is Jared’s dog dies at some point in the fic Thank you in advance!!

Hey there,

I think the story you’re thinking of is Burning For You by ashtraythief on Ao3. Jared is a beta, Jensen does have to fight for him and, sadly, Harley dies of bone cancer.

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supernatural season 1 - 15 but sam and dean look like this

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Big Bang 2022

It’s that time of year again!

I’ll be updating and reblogging this at the end of each day, give or take. No postings on weekends. I will also be updating the HONORABLE MENTIONS post, which will have switching, ambiguous sex and no penetrative sex stories with Sam/Jared. Please consider leaving a comment if you read any of these stories, as it is the only payment the author ever receives and the same for the artist and their work. And, as always, head the warnings where the story is posted.

June 13th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 14th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 15th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 16th - Nothing posted

June 17th - Nothing that fits the criteria

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Big Bang 2022 Honorable Mentions

So this is going to be the list for this year’s 2022 Big Bang entries that had no explicit sex or mostly bottom!Sam/Jared or equal switching and I’ll label them accordingly! I’ll be updating and reblogging this at the end of each day, give or take. No postings on weekends. Please consider leaving a comment if you read any of these stories, as it is the only payment the author ever receives and the same for the artist and their work. And, as always, head the warnings where the story is posted.

June 13th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 14th - Always My Guide by Delanch on Ao3. Sam/Dean. Wincest. Summary: After Dean goes to hell, Sam turns to Ruby but using his powers for the first time after tasting her blood takes away his sight. Bobby takes him in but it’s not until Dean is pulled out of hell that he faces up to having to learn to live with a new reality. As for Dean, helping Sam relearn everything from the ground up gives him something to focus on. When Sam insists on tagging along on a simple salt and burn and they encounter a demon, they realize that Sam still has his powers, they are stronger than before, and he can sense other supernatural beings in different ways. When they are faced with the possibility of Lucifer rising, they must work together with Bobby and an angel called Castiel to stop it happening. (Mutual handjobs)

June 15th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 16th - Nothing posted

June 17th - The Ceiling Can’t Hold Us by firesign10 on Ao3. Jared/Jensen. J2 Non-AU(sort of). Summary:  It’s been many years since Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles fought their way back to being together, after their first attempt at a relationship crashed and burned. Over a twenty year span, they deal with professional successes and troubles as well as personal joys and demons. Their story is one of trials, tribulations, and a testament to enduring love. (switching)

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Big Bang 2022 Honorable Mentions

So this is going to be the list for this year’s 2022 Big Bang entries that had no explicit sex or mostly bottom!Sam/Jared or equal switching and I’ll label them accordingly! I’ll be updating and reblogging this at the end of each day, give or take. No postings on weekends. Please consider leaving a comment if you read any of these stories, as it is the only payment the author ever receives and the same for the artist and their work. And, as always, head the warnings where the story is posted.

June 13th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 14th - Always My Guide by Delanch on Ao3. Sam/Dean. Wincest. Summary: After Dean goes to hell, Sam turns to Ruby but using his powers for the first time after tasting her blood takes away his sight. Bobby takes him in but it's not until Dean is pulled out of hell that he faces up to having to learn to live with a new reality. As for Dean, helping Sam relearn everything from the ground up gives him something to focus on. When Sam insists on tagging along on a simple salt and burn and they encounter a demon, they realize that Sam still has his powers, they are stronger than before, and he can sense other supernatural beings in different ways. When they are faced with the possibility of Lucifer rising, they must work together with Bobby and an angel called Castiel to stop it happening. (Mutual handjobs)

June 15th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 16th - Nothing posted

June 17th - The Ceiling Can’t Hold Us by firesign10 on Ao3. Jared/Jensen. J2 Non-AU(sort of). Summary:  It's been many years since Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles fought their way back to being together, after their first attempt at a relationship crashed and burned. Over a twenty year span, they deal with professional successes and troubles as well as personal joys and demons. Their story is one of trials, tribulations, and a testament to enduring love. (switching)

No postings on weekends. See you on Monday!

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Big Bang 2022

It’s that time of year again!

I’ll be updating and reblogging this at the end of each day, give or take. No postings on weekends. I will also be updating the HONORABLE MENTIONS post, which will have switching, ambiguous sex and no penetrative sex stories with Sam/Jared. Please consider leaving a comment if you read any of these stories, as it is the only payment the author ever receives and the same for the artist and their work. And, as always, head the warnings where the story is posted.

June 13th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 14th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 15th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 16th - Nothing posted

June 17th - Nothing that fits the criteria

No postings on weekends. See you on Monday!

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Six Prompts Left

We still have 6 prompts left!

Prompt 9 Drafted Rating for Art: G Maximum Rating for Story: NC-17 Squicks (Hard No’s): No misha hate, no wives hate, no major character death Art Description: Jared has been drafted, to the Texas rangers baseball team, under coach Jensen Ackles. Do they get along, what happens next is up to you…

Prompt 13 Spider Rating for Art: PG-13 Maximum Rating for Story: NC-17 Squicks (Hard No’s): Porn (pwp), BDSM, Dom/Sub, slavery, underage, hooker, major character death, unhappy endings Art Description: Jensen hates spiders since he lost his family in the war. Then he is mistakenly fed with convicted criminals to the monster below the city. They fight back successfully and can escape. Prince Jared is trapped in the cave in his huge spider form. By fighting with his “food” he comes into contact with the blood of his soul mate and can finally change his shape again and also flee. He chases the criminals because one of them is his companion. Jensen narrowly escapes capture several times. Now he’s also terrified of spiders. Nevertheless, he moves to Spider City to his uncle to hide there. Then he receives an invitation to the royal ball in the Spider Castle, which he cannot refuse as a new city dweller.

Prompt 14 Untitled 4 Rating for Art: R Maximum Rating for Story: NC-17 Squicks (Hard No’s): bottom!Jensen (even mentioned), blushing/shy!Jared, Jensen treats Jared like glass, fragile/weak!boys, fic without penetrative and explicit!sex, only Jensen!POV, death!fic. Art Description: Jensen and Jared (30 or older) as FBI agents who must work together on the case of the serial killer…,can go anywhere you want with this. I only ask for dominant top!Jensen, badass!boys, some hurt!Jensen/protective!Jared and ending where boys will be happy together.

Prompt 20 Tiger Rating for Art: PG-13 Maximum Rating for Story: NC-17 Squicks (Hard No’s): Porn (pwp), BDSM, Dom/Sub, slavery, underage, hooker, major character death, unhappy endings Art Description: As a child, Jensen had to watch his mother being torn apart by shifters. He rejects his animal side and lives as a human. Unfortunately, as the adopted son of the human minister Ackles, he keeps coming into contact with the ruling Padalecki tiger shifters at receptions and work meetings. Jared, the son of the supreme tiger has his eye on Jensen. Jensen’s prickly nature and rejection pique his interest. Jared checks Jensen’s background, finds out his secret and triggers his first transformation. Jensen is angry and hurt. He will never forgive this betrayal. But Jared wants him and doesn’t give up.

Prompt 21 Untitled 6 Rating for Art: PG-13 Maximum Rating for Story: NC-17 Squicks (Hard No’s): bottom!Jensen (even mentioned), blushing/shy!Jared, Jensen treats Jared like glass, fragile/weak!boys, fic without penetrative and explicit!sex, only Jensen!POV, death!fic. Art Description: Jensen is ruthless and powerful mob boss. Jared (30 or older) is his “right hand"and lover, but also an undercover FBI agent who’s going to put Jensen in jail… can go anywhere you want with this (the more dark and kinky the better) can switch the boys roles if you want. I only ask for dominant top!Jensen, strong and badass boys and ending where J2 will be happy together.

Prompt 22 They Met at the Soup Shop Rating for Art: G Maximum Rating for Story: NC-17 Squicks (Hard No’s): Abuse, BDSM Art Description: Older goth Jensen meets cute young bright rainbow loving Jared at the soap shop. Claims Form | Slides If you would like to see the prompts above bigger, just check out the slides!

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To the kind soul who bought me some kofi yesterday! It is very much appreciated!

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Hi, hello. For real, your work has given me so much joy, and I revisit it all the time! It's tough all around lately, and sometimes I get a little emotional when I think about the people out here on the internet with so much talent, sharing it with the rest of us. Thank you so much!

I'm so happy you found something that brings some measure of joy into your life. I also think that there are some amazingly talented people in this fandom and am in awe of their abilities.

Have a great week!

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Sorry if this is in the wrong place, but I just wanted to drop you a line and let you know how much I love your tumblr. This year has been tough (for everyone I think), but finding your page during the pandemic has brought me so much happy distraction at an otherwise pretty crap time. Well done, you!

I'm so glad you found some fun stuff here to take your mind off of other things!

Take care and have a great week!

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@poetryatmost / raymond carter / eileen myles / a month of changes by emility / olivia larson @poetbitesback / the months by linda pastan / tuck everlasting by natalie babbitt / dear august / morning sun by edward hopper / e.j.l. / sue monk kidd

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“sam sleeps on his stomach because he doesn’t want to see another loved one on the ceiling” um no he sleeps on his stomach because his ass hurts from rough sex with dean 🙄

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One For The Books

Author name: ashtraythief

Artist name: phoenix1966

Genre: J2 AU

Pairing: Jared/Jensen

Rating: NC-17

Word count: 71K

Warnings: (see Ao3 for additional tags)

Summary: As ambassador for the Galactic Council, Jared is on a visit to assess the remote planet Cariax as a potential trade partner, where he encounters outlaw Jensen. Despite their differences—Jared an optimistic scholar and Jensen a disillusioned thief and smuggler—their connection is instantaneous. Only nothing is as it seems—and when Jared ends up on the outlaws’ base, he witnesses a revolution in the making, Jensen smack in the middle of it. As Jared navigates his new life among the outlaws and with Jensen, he must decide whether to remain an impartial observer or get involved—especially when it comes to his complicated, growing relationship with Jensen.

Link to fic: AO3

Link to art: LJ |Tumblr  This is my second of two entries into this year's spn_j2_bigbang and I was thrilled to get to work with ashtraythief. Like with my first BB this year, I have been a fan of this author since I became active in the fandom. I couldn't believe my luck! The story is a rousing adventure with all the things you've come to expect from ashtraythief’s writing. Please go read this ASAP! As always, a huge thanks to wendy for once again hearding cats running this amazing challenge for another year! Here's hoping we'll be doing it again next year!

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jensen dominant top jared mix of power bottom and submissive bottom so true so true

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Big Bang 2021 Honorable Mentions

So this is going to be the list for this year’s 2021 Big Bang entries that had no explicit sex or mostly bottom!Sam/Jared or equal switching and I’ll label them accordingly! I’ll be updating and reblogging this at the end of each day, give or take. No postings on weekends. Please consider leaving a comment if you read any of these stories, as it is the only payment the author ever receives and the same for the artist and their work. And, as always, head the warnings where the story is posted.

June 14th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 15th - Green Eyes and Binding Ties by disneymagics on LiveJournal. Jared/Jensen. J2 AU.  With brilliant green wings and eyes, Jensen is a member of the fae.  Unlike his brethren, Jensen is drawn to humans and longs to live among them.  His human friend Jared, agrees to spend one week showing him what it means to be human.  The ensuing adventure is one of discovery for them both.  They face hardships and some inner truths along the way, and emerge on the other side all the stronger for it. (no penetrative sex).

June 16th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 17th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 21st - In the Mud In the Maze by gaialux on Ao3. Sam/Dean. Wincest.  Dean is gone. That much Sam knows is true. Now he must muddle through the maze of life without his brother, his other half. Except, he starts seeing things. Flickers. Dean comes to save Sam when he’s on the brink of death and now Sam will do anything to make his brother appear again. (Sam tops a stranger while pretending he’s Dean, otherwise it’s bottom!Sam)

June 22nd - No post

June 23rd - No post

June 24th- Nothing that fits the criteria

June 25th - No post

June 28th - Quartet for a Haunting by tsuki-no-bara on LiveJournal. J2 AU.  There’s an abandoned theater in Jared’s neighborhood that’s perfect for him and his friends to take over for their own productions. (Jared makes movies. Misha writes plays. Everyone else has ideas.) Or it would be perfect if it didn’t have a possessive squatter, a mystery who calls himself Ross and sleeps on a mattress on the stage surrounded by his own drawings and musical compositions, under a cloud of tiny Christmas lights conjured with the little magical ability that most people have. Jared thinks he’s making progress in convincing Ross to let him and his friends use the theater, until he learns something entirely unexpected – Ross isn’t a squatter. He’s a ghost. So Jared conceives of a plan to end the haunting, despite his increasing attraction to the ghost he’s trying to send home. But he’ll see his plan through, even though he knows the only possible resolution to this ghost story means he’s going to end up alone. (no penetrative sex onscreen, minor Jared/Matt off screen)

June 29th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 30th - Just Be Still With Me by roxymissrose on LiveJournal. Sam/Dean. Wincest.  Sam’s been a vampire ever since Dean turned him for company. It’s been a decade of insanity—murder, torture, blood, gore, sex and violence. The Winchesters have become feral monsters, almost more ghoul than vampire. Trapped together and broken, Dean ultimately commits an ugly murder that drives Sam away. Hitting rock bottom, Sam decides to seek enlightenment, Dean follows–maybe Sam is what he needs to tame the rabid rats in his brain. They’re helped by someone who offers them a shot at a new way of living–a chance to become Winchesters once again. (switching)

July 1st - Heart of the Matter by TammyRenH on Ao3. Jared/Jensen. J2 AU.  Jared and Jensen became a (secret) couple during the first season of Supernatural, the show itself ended at the end of the third season. In the five years since, Jensen’s career has soared but Jared’s been dealing with rejection after rejection. The J’s have a nice house, good friends, Sadie, a good life. Jared is ready for more, to come out as a couple but Jensen isn’t. When Jared accidentally lets their secret slip, the fall out is catastrophic for both of them. Can Jensen find a way to forgive, Jared a way to trust, the two of them a way back to each other? (switching)

July 2nd - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 5th - A Final Dream of Bells by dimeliora on Ao3. Sam/Dean. Wincest AU.  Set after World War I, Sam and Dean Winchester are living in England in after the war, both recovering from their own injuries. They have become famous for hunting frauds that pretend to be mediums and fake hauntings. Their newest case takes place at an all boy’s school in the middle of nowhere. (All bottom!Sam except for one scene) My art for this can be found on LiveJournal here.

July 6th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 7th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 8th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 9th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 12th - We all need a second chance by Lia1996 on Ao3. Jared/Jensen. J2 AU.  Jared is a young reporter working for a magazine in Texas, and has a reputation of hating the rich and wealthy. But one day he is asked by his boss to go on a tour with Jensen Ackles, the rockstar, and be the tour’s official reporter. Which means six months of touring around the USA with Jensen. Jared is reluctant at first because be doesn’t think he can take that much fake Hollywood glamour, but since his goal is to be an important photographer and have his own gallery someday, he accepts it. Of course, things start rocky between the two men, but as time goes on Jared starts to learn there is much more to Jensen Ackles than he first assumed. Can they overcome their differences and become friends, or maybe more? (I’m trusting the tags for switching. I don’t have time to vet this today).

July 13th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 14th - In the Morning Light Let My Roots Take Flight by zubenschamali on Ao3. Jared/Jensen. J2 AU. Jensen’s a dragon who takes his role as the protector of the Valley of Arnl very seriously. But after a long and difficult winter, plus a stray wyvern trying to hone in on his territory, he’s starting to become desperate. When he foolishly puts himself in harm’s way, it’s the last person he would expect who comes to his rescue. Now he owes that person a favor—a big one.Jared’s a wyvern who lost his sister to a miscreant lord who likes to hunt and capture dragonfolk for fun. He hasn’t dared to try and rescue her on his own, but with a little help from a dragon and a fae queen, he might be able to pull it off. Now all he has to do is pretend to be the opposite of who he really is and hope he can fool Lord Pellegrino. Oh, and deal with a bridge troll named Chad along the way. (no penetrative sex, almost gen)

July 15th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 16th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 19th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 20th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 21st - Nothing that fits the criteria

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Big Bang 2021

It’s that time of year again!

I’ll be updating and reblogging this at the end of each day, give or take. No postings on weekends. I will also be updating the Honorable Mentions post, which will have switching, ambiguous sex and no penetrative sex stories with Sam/Jared. Please consider leaving a comment if you read any of these stories, as it is the only payment the author ever receives and the same for the artist and their work. And, as always, head the warnings where the story is posted.

June 14th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 15th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 16th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 17th - SOS Red by wastetheyears on Ao3. Jared/Jensen. J2 AU.  Summary: When people begin to inexplicably return from the dead, Jensen is overjoyed to count his dead fiance among the living. As bodies begin piling up in their wake, however, the focus shifts from joy to fear and Jensen has to wonder: is it really Jared that came back? Or is it something far more sinister?

June 21st - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 22nd - No post

June 23rd - No post

June 24th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 25th - No post

June 28th - Nothing that fits the criteria

June 29th - The Prince and the Raven by meus_venator on Ao3. Jared/Jensen. J2 AU. Summary:  In a kingdom of fireshapers, young prince Jared stands on the cusp of coming into his powers. At fourteen he watches helplessly as his father King Jothbert suddenly sickens and, after a long illness, dies. Omundson, ruler of a neighboring kingdom, is appointed Regent. He sends Jared away on the pretext of boarding school. But, instead of school, he imprisons Jared in a remote and desolate castle until a timely ‘accident’ can be arranged so that Omundson can take over the kingdom completely. (warning for bottom!Jared purists: in one very brief conversation, there is implied future mpreg!Jensen)

June 30th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 1st - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 2nd - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 5th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 6th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 7th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 8th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 9th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 12th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 13th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 14th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 15th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 16th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 19th - The Sound of Silence by lullys on Ao3. Jared/Jensen. J2 AU.  Life isn’t easy when you don’t have one of your senses. But being deaf for years, Jensen has learned how to communicate with the world in other ways, and he has a pretty decent life. When Jensen loses his job, he takes on a position of American Sign Language teacher at the college he studies at, but there’s one problem. One of his students doesn’t seem too interested in what he has to teach, and Jensen wishes that Jared dude would just quit his class since he gets on Jensen’s nerves. But eventually he will realize that there may be more to Jared than what meets the eye. And that Jensen himself may also have things to learn in return. (warning-brief mentions of topping in het relationships)

July 20th - Nothing that fits the criteria

July 21st - Nothing that fits the criteria

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Thank you to the other kind soul who bought me some kofi last night! It is so very appreciated. :)