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Out camping for Daniel's Bucks Night #campfire #camping #bucksnight (at Swan Reach, South Australia)

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Korn Live @downloadfestau the best way to cap of an amazing day #korn #downloadmelbourne2018 #downloadmusicfestival #mbourne #flemmingtonracecourse (at Download Festival Melbourne)

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It's a rock lobster!!! #melboure #melbourneaquarium

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Out to the rugby!!! #rugby #melbourne #aamipark #queenslandcowboys

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More and more lately I wonder if I'm only people's friend because I'm the one putting in the effort to be apart of their lives, make sure that I'm there when they need it, make events etc but if I stop they're not reaching out to me. Occasionally I'll get a you okay or is everything alright but even then it's only after I've reached out.

Maybe I'm just feeling this way because I'm so disconnected from all the people i call my friends.

It maybe I never had any to begin with just a group of people who were happy to have me round long as I was the one putting in all the effort

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Loniless

What do you do in those moments when you know your surrounded by good friends celebrating your birthday but all it does is remind you of all the things you’ve lost over the years

Do you fake it till you make it and put on that smile till you see that what’s in front of you.

Or do you leave to let your friends enjoy themselves until you pull yourself out of whatever rutt you’ve gotten yourself into so they can enjoy themselves

I guess I’ll fake till either I make it or can’t take anymore and leave because I’d rather see my friends happy without me then have me round to bring them all down whilst I’ll deal with whatever is going through my head.

Always remember your friends are the family you choose and family come first always and forever.

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With 2017 done it's nice to look back on the good time that were and and make many more!!! #2017done #onlymoretocome #goodtimes

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Not a bad view for the first thing in the morning

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I think this says it all!!!!!

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Nothing like free burritos and face paint!!!!! #burritos #freeburritos #squadgoals

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Date Night with the wifey! (at Chalkers Eightball Centre)

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That was so good I'mma go broke coming out here every chance I get!!!! (at Carl's Jr. Australia)

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The only good thing of my week!!!! #carlsjr #burgers (at Carl's Jr. Australia)

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I guess this has been the talk of the last two months so uh yeah

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What can I say other than Skittle Bombs & Bants. #SkittleBombs #Bants #8ball #lifeofateenagetoastie (at Chalkers Eightball Centre)