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Regarding the chapter of my fic, posted today, I have some information to share, related to the following quote, by Lucius Malfoy:

“Your mother was a friend of Eileen Prince, Severus’ mother. As well as my father. The three of them were apparently inseparable. Or so he said… (...)”

I had planned to share this information after I finished the whole work, but fuck it, I will rn lmao.

Walburga Black and Eileen Prince did meet during their Hogwarts Years. Indeed they were close with Abraxas Malfoy, in fact, the three were inseparable as Lucius states.

However, they were not just friends.

Walburga was a rebel, much like her future son, Sirius. Always in trouble, always defying every rule she could. 

Eileen was a misfit and always secluded to a corner, as shy as she could be. 

Naturally, Eileen's coyness was the magnet that attracted Walburga to her. How could the only daughter of Augustus Prince never attend dinner with her father? How could she be so shy and secluded when her family was one of the most powerful of the time? 

Being both in Slytherin, Walburga felt as if she had to help her understand her value, her power and her potential. With the help of Abraxas Malfoy, her best friend, a boy very strangely inclined to gaining as much power as he could, both started a cause of befriending Eileen Prince. 

Their plans were dumbfounded though. Walburga suddenly felt strangely obliged to spending as much time with Eileen as she could and found herself admiring each and every one of her features, all of her manias and her silly obsession over gobstones. Abraxas did too but he took a step back when he realised that his infatuation would never be reciprocated; Eileen loved Walburga too. 

The girls slowly began their journey, and started a secret relationship during their seventh year, only being known by Abraxas. Foolishly enough, thinking their love could break prejudices, they confessed their relationship to their families. 

How could Walburga be in love with a girl? How could she be so selfish and not think of the future of the House of Black? 

How could Eileen dare to defy her father? How could she poison the name of the family like that? 

Eileen was banished from the Prince family and shortly after that, Augustus Prince died, putting an end to the ancient House. Walburga wanted to follow her to the muggle world, even if that meant giving up her family values but was quickly stopped by her family; she was to be married to her cousin, Orion, if she wanted to or not.

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If you see me updating my fic without posting any new chapters, no you didn't. I'm just trying to fix spelling and grammar errors.

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#BEST THING I'VE SEEN IN MY LIFE

i feel like everyone should see this...

enjoy!! 🙂

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The Prank

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Thinking about taking matters into my own hands after seeing the lack of wwdits fics…

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guess who's the anime's main character

John with Pete Shotton, 1967

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at least that's basically how i see him

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someone I follow on the bird app just announced they’re starting a very exclusive private fic server because they and a bunch of other people want to talk about how much they love the fics they’re reading, and as an author can I just say that a really great place to talk about a fic you love is in the comments for that fic

I understand that people are trying to create safe spaces, but as the number of comments that I get on my fics dwindles with each passing year, knowing these spaces exist where my fics are being discussed, places that I am excluded from, makes me want to write fic LESS

I mean I guess who cares, right, because if I stop writing, there’s 10,000 other people that will continue…but if you participate in a fic “book club” server and you say nice things there about a fic you loved, maybe copy and paste that into a comment on AO3?

the only thing fanfic writers are asking for in return for hours of hard work is attention. please don’t rob us of the one thing that we hope for when we hit “post”

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I'm not really a HanLuke shipper but I can imagine them hooking up early in their friendship & then Han later after various revelations having a personal crisis over whether or not it's weird to have sex with both halves of a set of twins

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man if I gotta write bad fics, it should at least be easy! But it’s not! It is also hard to write this bad fic

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People wanna make all the characters from the marauders era lgbtq and diverse but the idea of a black!severus snape has you all shitting your pants. Mind you we already have EIGHT films with a screen accurate cast.

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not to sound like a medieval peasant but, cheese and bread. garlic and butter. a menagerie of spices. potatoes. that’s what life is all about right there.

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Sirius Black, the firstborn. The aristocrat. The one raised in a disgustingly rich, respected, and feared family. Sirius Black, the rebel without a cause, who forged his identity by opposing the values of that family. The tall guy, so handsome that girls couldn’t even concentrate on their exams. The popular one, the one who had it all. The one who didn’t have to worry about running away from home because the loving parents of his also-rich best friend took him in. Sirius Black, the one at the top, the one who did whatever he wanted to those beneath him. The one who spent seven years torturing a poor half-blood just out of boredom, for fun, because he could.

Sirius Black, who looked at that poor half-blood as a representation of everything he hated, everything that disgusted him. Despising him for wanting to go to his family’s house, for wanting to gain power that he—let’s be honest—had possessed from birth. Sirius Black, constantly laughing at Severus Snape, calling him Snivellus, mocking his appearance, ridiculing his poor, downtrodden look, encouraging him to go somewhere he’d likely end up dead. Sirius Black, convinced he was doing nothing wrong because Severus Snape was a piece of shit who followed the Death Eaters, and hurting him was completely justified.

Sirius Black, the brave one, the one who would’ve given his life for the good cause, the one who was on the right side from the beginning, who always knew where he belonged, who went to war and gave it his all—so much that he ended up in prison.

Sirius Black, who escapes Azkaban only to end up in another prison. The one who, locked in his family home, starts to see things for what they are. The one who is no longer a help but a hindrance. The one who is just a ticking time bomb for a Dumbledore who never gave a damn about his zeal for the fight. Sirius Black, who suddenly finds himself facing that same half-blood he used to insult, to hit, to hunt down like a predator after its daily meal. There he is, with them. Severus Snape, the Dark Arts freak, the greasy-haired, Malfoy’s lapdog, the one who followed the pureblood supremacists and bears the Dark Mark. The same Severus Snape who was a Death Eater and followed Voldemort, now stands as Dumbledore’s right-hand man.

And Dumbledore trusts him more than anyone. Trusts him so much that, although neither Lupin, Tonks, nor Moody like having him among their ranks, no one dares say a word against him. Only Sirius speaks up, and when he does, everyone scolds him. Because he’s no longer Snivellus; now he’s Snape. He’s a double agent. He’s someone important. He’s a rook, a bishop, a knight, while the others are mere pawns.

Sirius Black wonders why. Why, if he did everything right, if he stood up to his family, if he always defended what was right, he’s now reduced to a broken toy confined to isolation while that piece of shit who did everything wrong is the one who has Dumbledore’s favor. Because Sirius was always one of the good ones, and Severus was one of the bad ones. Because tormenting and mistreating him was justified. But then he realizes it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter who’s good or bad in a war; what matters is how useful you are to those who wage them.

And he has become useless, while Severus is a key piece. And that is the best revenge Severus could have had for all the years of abuse he endured: for Sirius to realize, in the last months of his life, that all his efforts to rebel had meant nothing. In a war against power structures, the aristocratic boy never has a place.*

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If Snape is ugly then why is described as hot, goth twink? Hmmmmm? If Snape is ugly then why is this the man he based off of? Hmmmmmm?

If Snape ugly then why was Alan goddamn Rickman cast to play him? Hmmmmmmm?

If Snape ugly then why do I swoon hmmmm? Hmmmm? *shaking violently* Hmmmmmmmm?

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tom riddle: *no money, no family, smart, good looking*

people: omg i would DIE on his dick its totally understandable why no one even suspected he was a bad guy yes baby kill all the muggles u want

severus snape: *no money, no family, smart, not good looking*

people: omg this ugly ass bully totally deserved what the marauders did to him i wouldve done worse he's a racist!!!

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ok so hear me out

I see a lot of sentiments about The Slytherins appreciating and seeing Snape as a father figure of some sort and even doing nice things for him on fathers day (very cool and good) BUT CONSIDER AS WELL:

it becomes just general knowledge that Snape has a grumpy "I'm not your dad" disposition even as he very much does all the fatherly parental things (because he's just grumpy and contrary like that even when he cares so so much and they all know it)

SO NOW CONSIDER ACTUALLY:

To be cheeky, the Slytherins dont give him father's day gifts. They give him MOTHER'S DAY gifts

they really do appreciate him so much, and The Sneep is OH so annoyed, and DEFINITELY not holding back tears, as he quietly cherishes all his mother's day cards and puts them away safely in a little box which he will keep forever. He's a single mother