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For the people who left TikTok after the “TikTok ban” and wonder if it’s going down hill. Yes!

Since it came back I’ve seen on my fyp

Swastika jewelry, shirts, hats, etc recommend in the TikTok shop

More Maggots (trump supporters)on my fyp

A guy doing a Nazi salute to an anti Nazi song

People are having to refollow leftist creators because TikTok made them unfollow

Hashtags are being removed/no longer exist that are critical of Trump and republicans

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just saw a post about "sam winchester" i could have SWORN his name was dean

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Baby Sammy doesn't have a favourite toy, John notices. Unlike Dean, who had an uncanny love for his toy firetruck, Sammy doesn't have any toys he likes.

Dean is getting a vaccine in the room next door and John is trying to distract Sammy with various toys that Dean had packed for him in a bag. Sammy is pushing all the toys away like they have personally wronged him. John can see the tantrum coming. Sam begins to cry and John rocks him but he doesn't stop.

A second later, Dean is out the pediatrician's office and running to Sammy. His sleeve is still all the way rolled up and John can see the car band aid on his arm.

"Hey, Sammy!"

John lets Dean have Sam. Sam immediately settles. His sobbing stops, he's chuckling happily.

Oh. Now John understands. It's not that Sam doesn't have a favourite toy. He has.

It's Dean.

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this photo is insane to me with my incest goggles on

they look like they just agreed to the time and place of their first threesome

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happy birthday to dean winchester and also to jessica moore, which could mean nothing

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this is a real comment thread i just saw

person 1: i dont like sam because he is whiny

person 2: and dean wasnt whiny??

person 1: yes but he never got a break so its fine. sam got to go to college

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what does this mean??????

the 'sam is whiny' thing never makes any sense to me

"i cant believe sam is complaining about being possessed by the devil 🙄🙄 he literally got to go to college and dean had to help his dad with basic level monster hunting 😒😒"

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One of my top five favorite things about Dean Winchester is that he has a bigger incest kink than all of tumblr combined

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Sam has jumped out of several moving cars as a form of protest much to Dean and John's dismay. But not select to just those two. Ruby was unaware of this fact until Sam did it to her as well, which is why he was stuck driving after that. Never done to Castiel though. But Castiel has seen him do it to Dean.

Has never done it to Bobby, mostly because the one time he tried Bobby caught him before he could. And has never been brave enough to try again.

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supernatural so silly bc you get stuff like "he was poisoned by belladonna" "the pornstar?" but you also get insanely profound "freedom is a length of rope and God wants you to hang yourself with it"

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Imagining a teen Dean and Sam getting their hands on ink and impulsively giving each other stick and poke tattoos. 18 year old Dean tells Sam not to look while he does it, and 14 year old Sam trusts Dean more than anyone. When Sam finally opens his eyes there's a crooked "D.W." on his shoulder. "Deaaan" Sam whines, but inside he preens that Dean saw fit to put his name on him. None of Dean's slutty girls get his initials on them, there for the rest of their lives. Sam feels special and his resistance is token at best. Dean says "Your turn" and Sam obediantly pokes "S.W." in the same spot on Dean's arm. Dean grins and Sam is flooded with warmth and satisfaction. "Good boy," Dean murmurs, something he sometimes says when John isn't around to hear, and Sam's face flushes in pleasure with a hint of shy embarrassment.

Years later, Sam is at Stanford and he never wears tanktops or goes shirtless. Even at the beach he wears a t shirt. Not to hide the tattoo from others, but because the sight of it is enough to make him crumple and genuinely consider running back to Dean's side like a well trained dog. To some degree he resents it, but he can't bring himself to entirely regret it. Deep down he knows he's Dean's, and his attempts at building the life he wants can't entirely erase that. He just feels more... stable, if he isn't reminded of it.

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I watched this film for one reason

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SUPERNATURAL 1.01 — Pilot

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im rewatching bloodlust and it's so funny bc sam told gordon that dean is the only one who gets to call him sammy [add dean's amused/smug half smile here] and as the evening goes on dean's still reeling from the high of that he cannot stop using the nickname, like he and gordon are talking and not once did he say sam, it's just sammy sammy sammy

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is anyone going to believe me that naming myself viktor had nothing to do with arcane

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i’m like. so sure you’ve probably addressed this before but there’s been a popular topic on tt recently pertaining to john and favoritism of all three of his sons, particularly about how dean is least favored and i am just. simply not buying it since an alarming amount of people seem to have the impression that john didn’t even give two fucks about his kids, so i just wanted to hear your thoughts on that!

fundamentally petty discourse filtered through a dean perspective bias. it's fundamental to sam and dean's (and their conjoined relationship dynamic vs adam's) dynamic as foils that they're both jealous yet not entirely privy to the dynamics of their respective relationships with john while also having quite views that are quite warped through apologia, guilt, or as mentioned, their respective dynamics with him—failed parentification and relative codependency vs infantalisation and isolation (they're both neglect but are fundamentally different kinds. it's where, i think, the idea of john as Figure is foundational within). i don't really know how to answer this ask without straight up summerising episodic plot points except to give you a watchlist: the entirety of seasons one and two, 3.01, 3.08, 3.14, 4.13, 4.19 (i, ii), 4.21, 4.22, 5.06, 5.11, 5.13, 5.16, 6.02, 7.11, 7.12, 7.14, 7.19, 11.08, 11.12, 11.22, 12.04, 13.04, 14.13, and feel free to add more if you find this list to be missing john exploration or hauntings.

like dean's role within the winchester familial dynamic has largely to do with the fact that he was the perfect soldier, the perfect weapon, the perfect extension of john and he fit that role for john's sake; the jacket, the music, his hair, and the impala are all aspects of his emulation of john. much of sam's relationship with john (and his role) has to do with his inability to fit within the parameters of their relationship that john expects/wants/needs. dean's dialogue (1.08, "and then within five minutes, you guys will be at each other's throats.") as well as specific scenes in season one (1.21, "you were just pissed you couldn't control me anymore!") establishes that sam and john's arguments are a fundamental aspect of their relationship dynamic while dean's obedience defined his and john's relationship. season one explores these factors as well as the idea of sam and dean's redeveloping relationship changes the way both think of their respective relationships with john; dean was very well aware of the differences in how he and sam were treated and he placed the blame of much of it on the child (sam) in the parent/child relationship (john and sam) (1.08, "i seem to recall a few choice phrases comin' out of your mouth." / "well, it's a two-way street, dude.") which affected sam's budding guilt complex about his and john's relationship while sam is very well aware of the impossibility of several aspects of dean's relationship with john (1.18, "you were just a kid.") and eventually gives dean his own agency to stand up to john like sam did (1.11, "you stand up to dad. and you always have. hell, i wish i—" / 1.21, "although i'm not too crazy about this new tone of yours, you're right. i'm sorry."). in the same vein, john and dean chronically isolated sam from their own family dynamic while dean never fully understood sam's perspective in that, his resulting desire for a life outside of hunting, and conflict this caused between sam and john (largely in favour of john's pov) which results in a median lack of understanding of each other's relationships with john. this snowballs throughout the rest of the show, especially regarding sam and dean's own dynamic. the thing is that, both dean and sam initially saw, and to some degree still do and forever will see, the way they view their respective relationships with john as the ideal. sam wants to feel wanted and included by john while dean admires sam's rebellion and envies the outward care john demonstrated to sam as a pedestal of innocence; dean very often neglects to acknowledge sam's childhood experience from his own perspective (lots of examples, but is encapsulated within 11.08, "you weren't lonely you had me!") (and in other cases he was expresses resentment for his own) while sam, privy to dean's attempted parentification, accommodates to his (1.18 mentioned above and even his reaction to the events of 9.07 and 15.16).

it's fundamental that john loved his kids—he loved both these aspects of them both but it was also cause for his own abusive behaviour. he took advantage of his codependent relationship with dean, especially when it came to hunting and he othered and eventually entirely excluding sam from the family for having life goals that didn't centre hunting because he was scared of how he thought this inadvertently dangerous paranormal world would affect his children. this also circles back around to how and why i think he neglected adam. it's kind of fundamental to john's character that he loved his family because otherwise the abuse sam and dean faced, and later, the dynamics of sam and dean's own dynamic, wouldn't work—which is why i've said time and time again that anyone who villainises or omits john's character will never fundamentally understand their familial dynamic. john's love for them is quite literally his driving motivation but there was straight up never any narrative exploration about a favourite: there was quite simply a difference in their respective childhood experiences because john loved them differently (largely based on their differing reactions to him as the parent as well as their circumstances).