phantomg1rl

[phantomg1rl]

it's gotten to the point where i can't even put on a mask and pretend to be happy. i'm just so tired and it's so exhausting to pretend all the time. i feel bad bc i know i'm such a depressing person to be around and talk to

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The Count of Monte Cristo, Alexandre Dumas

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i don't make a fucking difference in this world. nothing will change if i die

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It's all fun and games until I kill myself.

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James Joyce, from a letter to Nora Barnacle Joyce, featured in The Selected Letters of James Joyce

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Tired, Langston Hughes

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i’m not dramatic. i’m just historically aware of my own suffering.

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i want to kill myself.

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sorry i wasn’t ignoring you i was busy convincing myself you secretly hated me

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id look cute bleeding out on your bathroom floor ^^

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i love having random episodes of whatever the fuck this is whenever i feel slightly unwanted

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Bring me close, wrap your arms around me and swallow me whole.

Hold me so tight that my ribs break.

Just please don't let me go.

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I get jealous when the sun touches your skin.

When your voice sounds too kind with someone else.

I know it’s not normal. I don’t want to be normal.

I want you choking on how much I adore you.

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Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, from a piece featured in his book titled "A Sense of Life,"

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suicidal people aren't "great at hiding it" just nobody cares enough to realize that everything you do is a cry for help

they only notice the signs when they have to attend your funeral