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im about to be on the street
You all know I hate talking about my shit on the internet.. but I don’t think I have any other choice at this point.
TLDR: my name is Iz, I’m a mentally ill gay trans guy and I am going to be kicked out of my abusive home as soon as I turn 18 in December and they can make me leave. Right now, I have no way of surviving on my own.
I remade recently after my parents found my old blog. I had been trying before to keep things as calm as possible between me and my parents but after they found out I was still gay they decided to kick me out. My parents are extremely religious and intolerant. They are paranoid about me leaving the house, my mom believes that my mental illnesses stem from demon possession and that I’m evil, I have gotten into fights with both her and my father because they have put their hands on me. They’ve put me in mental hospitals just to punish me. They monitor me and look through my things, break my things, take my door, wont let me leave the house, ect. They talk about me like I’m the devil and an abomination. They have done so much shit that I cant even remember at this point. My house is hostile and only its getting worse as I get older. Im not allowed to see an actual therapist anymore because they don’t believe any of them are actually “helping me”. They threaten getting me into anti gay therapy and believe that I am a lesbian and that I am delusional and many other things about me that aren’t true. My mental health is getting worse because of lack of treatment, I have no therapist to help me through my trauma, my mom controls my medicine and many times will refuse to give it to me. It is making my life a living hell to stay here every day constantly being screamed at, threatened, treated like shit and abused and I will have nowhere to go. All of my family has shunned me. The few friends I have live hours away. A plane ticket would cost upwards of 300 dollars. I would rather kill myself than live on the street or in a shelter as a gay trans man. I can’t make myself appear as a girl because of the way I look and people already know me here. There is no support in my town for trans people and I am terrified and paranoid to be out there alone especially with the anti trans hate I see going around because of Trump. I would try to work but in the past no one has even wanted to hire me because of the way I look. I live in an extremely conservative area and on top of that I’m disabled, and I have been waiting to see if I can get on disability.
ANYTHING, ANYTHING HELPS! I CANT LIVE ON THE STREET AND I CANT LIVE HERE. IM TERRIFIED AND I WANT TO GET TO A FRIENDS HOUSE OR AT LEAST AFFORD A HOTEL AND FOOD OR TO RENT A ROOM HERE WHILE I WAIT FOR MY SSI APPLICATION TO GO THROUGH. I only have until next month but I will try to save as long as possible.. Im trying to sell my things without my parents noticing.
My paypal is: paypal.me/vaguebf or the email is [email protected] (old email) whichever works better. Please reblog this post and spread it around, I have no one to help me and I need to get the fuck out of here and get help.
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My car was stolen today and when the police found it, it was pretty totalled. But its still fixable. I just dont have the kind of money for its repairs. I love my car and I dont have the kind of money for as nice of a car. I got this car from my family. I need my car to pack it up and move to Florida in 2 months. I hope that some people may help me, anything is appreciated ❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏🙏❤
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Reblog. This is fucked up
im about to be on the street
You all know I hate talking about my shit on the internet.. but I don’t think I have any other choice at this point.
TLDR: my name is Iz, I’m a mentally ill gay trans guy and I am going to be kicked out of my abusive home as soon as I turn 18 in December and they can make me leave. Right now, I have no way of surviving on my own.
I remade recently after my parents found my old blog. I had been trying before to keep things as calm as possible between me and my parents but after they found out I was still gay they decided to kick me out. My parents are extremely religious and intolerant. They are paranoid about me leaving the house, my mom believes that my mental illnesses stem from demon possession and that I’m evil, I have gotten into fights with both her and my father because they have put their hands on me. They’ve put me in mental hospitals just to punish me. They monitor me and look through my things, break my things, take my door, wont let me leave the house, ect. They talk about me like I’m the devil and an abomination. They have done so much shit that I cant even remember at this point. My house is hostile and only its getting worse as I get older. Im not allowed to see an actual therapist anymore because they don’t believe any of them are actually “helping me”. They threaten getting me into anti gay therapy and believe that I am a lesbian and that I am delusional and many other things about me that aren’t true. My mental health is getting worse because of lack of treatment, I have no therapist to help me through my trauma, my mom controls my medicine and many times will refuse to give it to me. It is making my life a living hell to stay here every day constantly being screamed at, threatened, treated like shit and abused and I will have nowhere to go. All of my family has shunned me. The few friends I have live hours away. A plane ticket would cost upwards of 300 dollars. I would rather kill myself than live on the street or in a shelter as a gay trans man. I can’t make myself appear as a girl because of the way I look and people already know me here. There is no support in my town for trans people and I am terrified and paranoid to be out there alone especially with the anti trans hate I see going around because of Trump. I would try to work but in the past no one has even wanted to hire me because of the way I look. I live in an extremely conservative area and on top of that I’m disabled, and I have been waiting to see if I can get on disability.
ANYTHING, ANYTHING HELPS! I CANT LIVE ON THE STREET AND I CANT LIVE HERE. IM TERRIFIED AND I WANT TO GET TO A FRIENDS HOUSE OR AT LEAST AFFORD A HOTEL AND FOOD OR TO RENT A ROOM HERE WHILE I WAIT FOR MY SSI APPLICATION TO GO THROUGH. I only have until next month but I will try to save as long as possible.. Im trying to sell my things without my parents noticing.
My paypal is: paypal.me/vaguebf or the email is [email protected] (old email) whichever works better. Please reblog this post and spread it around, I have no one to help me and I need to get the fuck out of here and get help.
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Let me know if you need me to reblog something for you
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Help this girl like you helped me!
My car was stolen today and when the police found it, it was pretty totalled. But its still fixable. I just dont have the kind of money for its repairs. I love my car and I dont have the kind of money for as nice of a car. I got this car from my family. I need my car to pack it up and move to Florida in 2 months. I hope that some people may help me, anything is appreciated ❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏🙏❤
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the surgery was a success. my brain has been entirely replaced with cum.
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a popular blogger confesses to real, irl murder on their vent blog. a post goes around from someone called ‘bpdhamilton’ saying “hey guys bowserslefttesticle is a murderer and also hella aphobic so please dont reblog their posts :/”
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BigJB21 spotted on feral kitten socialization video
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Househunting, I love my living room but I need to change it up a bit now that I have this very hairy, very energetic cat running around all day. What color/style of rug would look best in this room? I plan to get rid of one of the yellow chairs and swap it out for something a bit more neutral, but I love my colorful couch.
I also maybe want to decorate in darker colors like my bedroom - black, navy, gold, and marble print.
Also this is my son Skeeter! This is the cat I posted about a month or so ago - I ended up keeping him and I love him more than I can express, he’s just what I needed and we are best friends.
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it takes years to develop your craft. do not romanticize the idea of an ‘overnight success’. be a student. grow organically. get really good. hate your work. start over. find new ways to express the same ideas. the student becomes the master. your time will come.
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why the hell are we still on this stupid website
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