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Lu Guang is smiling and you won't guess who's making him smile...

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"Just a place to call your own as we drift into the zone"

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bullseye

[ID: An illustration of Cheng Xiaoshi. He is only shown from the chest up and most of his hair is not in the frame. Only one side of him is illuminated and the rest is obscured by shadows. His left eye is visible while the other is hidden, and he’s wearing a slightly startled expression, with his mouth slightly open. In his eye is a yellow-orange glint. On his jacket is the bird being shot with an arrow instead of it being in flight. Right beneath it is blood on his inner shirt. The background is a splash of red over white.]

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"knowing it all am i destined to fall?

like once you did for me."

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repetition

[ID 1: A two-panel illustration of Lu Guang and Cheng Xiaoshi, with a thick white border all around. The first panel shows a close-up of Lu Guang’s eye, which has a yellow scribble over it. He’s looking down and has blood on his face and hair. The second panel is Cheng Xiaoshi lying on his side with his head on Lu Guang’s lap. Lu Guang has his fingers loosely wrapped around Cheng Xiaoshi’s throat. They’re both covered in blood, particularly Lu Guang’s hand and Cheng Xiaoshi’s neck, as well as both their clothes. The screen on Lu Guang’s watch is completely red, and there seems to be blood oozing out from it and down his hand.

ID 2: A two-panel illustration of Lu Guang and Cheng Xiaoshi, with a thick white border all around. The first panel shows a close-up of Lu Guang’s eye, where he’s looking down at Cheng Xiaoshi. The second panel is Cheng Xiaoshi lying on his side with his head on Lu Guang’s lap. Lu Guang has his fingers loosely wrapped around Cheng Xiaoshi’s throat. Cheng Xiaoshi is happily talking to Lu Guang, who just listens quietly.]

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words to use instead of ________

"Mad"

aggravated, angry, annoyed, boiling, cross, enraged, exasperated, fuming, furious, heated, incensed, indignant, irate, irritable, livid, offended, outraged, riled, steamed, storming, upset

"Nice"

amiable, charming, cordial, courteous, delightful, favorable, friendly, genial, gentle, gracious, helpful, inviting, kind, lovely, obliging, peaceful, peachy, pleasant, polite, swell, sympathetic, tender, welcoming, well-mannered, winning

"Pretty"

alluring, appealing, attractive, beautiful, charming, cute, delightful, desirable, elegant, eye-catching, fair, fascinating, gorgeous, graceful, intriguing, lovely, pleasing, striking, stunning, sweet

"Said"

alleged, argued, asked, asserted, babbled, bellowed, bragged, commented, complained, cried, declined, demanded, denied, encouraged, expressed, giggled, growled, inquired, moaned, nagged, rebuked, rebutted, replied, rejected, retorted, roared, scolded, shrieked, shrugged, stated, taunted, vowed, warned, whined, whispered, yelled

"Went"

avoid, bolt, bound, depart, exit, escape, flee, fly, hike, hop, jaunt, jolt, journey, leap, leave, lurch, march, mosey, move, pace, parade, pass, progress, retreat, saunter, scoot, skip, split, step, stride, stroll, tour, travel, vanish

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In Search of Flight

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Promotional Link Click Illustrations: Donghua Edition

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I’ve officially decided my favorite relationship trope is “at first I was perpetually bothered by your mere existence but somewhere along the way you became my best friend and oh yeah I’m also in love with you.” Nothing else matters.

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ah yes. the classic "I can't sleep because it will be tomorrow in an instant and tomorrow requires things of me and I Simply Do Not Vibe With That". so I'll go through said tomorrow on 2 hours of sleep. very smart and once again no lessons will be learned

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So sick of dog motif what about cat motif.

I love you but we don't love the same. I can't be near you when you want me to be. Your love is smothering and your need to keep me safe is trapping me. I'm my own person but I don't know how to show you that. I lash out and hurt you even though I don't mean to. I need you to move slowly around me or I'll bolt. I love you, even though I don't say it. If you stay still I'll sit next to you, and even though we don't understand each other we can be together like that.

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fuck the person who

1) made the headcanon that lu guang and cheng xiaoshi were dating in the first timeline and

2) made the headcanon that lu guang is easily flustered by cheng xiaoshi's antics in the first timeline

because you ruined my life,

now i cant stop thinking about how innocent and tender their love was. i cant stop thinking about them meeting each other at the basketball court for the first time. i cant stop thinking about them anticipating the next time they meet at the court. their eyes meeting as they pass each other in the school hallways. their declarations of love and their first kiss.

i cant stop thinking about cheng xiaoshi giving lu guang gifts regularly, and lu guang giving gifts back. i cant stop thinking about the days they spent just coexisting in silence, their comfort space expanding to the two of them. i cant stop thinking about the endless conversations that fall out of cheng xiaoshi, and how lu guang would listen and remember every single word and detail from him. i cant stop thinking about every time they saw either one hurt, theyd drop everything to make sure the other is okay.

i cant stop thinking about cheng xiaoshi holding lu guang, and how lu guang would initially get flustered before slowly getting used to it. how lu guangs cold skin would be warmed by the skin of cheng xiaoshi's. how his body would feel unfamiliar without cheng xiaoshi touching him. how they look at each other as they share their first times together.

i cant stop thinking about cheng xiaoshi convincing lu guang to move in with him. i cant stop thinking about the dates, the shared meals, the boba teas, the sunsets and sunrises they watched together. i cant stop thinking about how happy they were, how clueless they were, how much lu guang had smiled the moment cheng xiaoshi entered his life.

i cant stop thinking about lu guangs reaction when it dawns on him that cheng xiaoshi, the first and final love of his life, was dying in his arms so suddenly, the promises cheng xiaoshi made to spend his future with him by his side shattering as he watches the life from cheng xiaoshi's eyes fade.

oh, to have love like that.

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Zadie Smith, White Teeth

happy birthday, maryam! ♡ @justapieceintheirgames [insp: ★☆★]

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I think it's very interesting (tragic, depressing) how Cheng Xiaoshi is always not listening to Lu Guang, and always going back in time in S1 and changing things despite Lu Guang's warnings. And after he thought Lu Guang was dead, he thought about going back to change it. But he listened to Lu Guang and stopped himself, even though it was killing him inside. Meanwhile, Lu Guang has been telling Cheng Xiaoshi not to change the past or do anything unnecessary the entire two seasons, and then you find out "oh, he was the one changing the past this entire time." Like it's just really amazing imo, that the whole time throughout the series, you're thinking "Cheng Xiaoshi is gonna do something so fucking stupid and fuck up big time" and then it turns out it's Lu Guang, the supposed "level-headed" one. It's just really beautiful to me.

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Like can you not look so fine drowning, I'm trying to cry here

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i think the most underrated fucked up part abt shiguang is that lu guang would fuck up space and time for cheng xiaoshi. he would let innocent people get caught in the crossfire for cheng xiaoshi. but we know cx's would fucking Hate that. he would hate to know people, innocent people, died so he could keep living.

lu guang is so caught up in his fantasy of not letting cheng xiaoshi die he can't even fathom it. bc at his core. he doesn't care about others like cx's does. he cares about cheng xiaoshi enough yo let others pay the price. hes so awesome