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Sometimes the sadness blinds so bad it seems like a permanent blindness is set upon me.

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How come I can connect everyone else’s dots but not my own????

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Things can be once what they were

Things can be better than before

I’ll make things great, I promise with her

I know this because her very being I do adore

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I only want to laugh with you

I only want to cry with you

There is no me without you

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I need your touch....

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Trying for you both

Trying to change myself because you both deserve that.

Trying to change myself because you have given me nothin less than all of yourself.

Trying to change myself because I know I am worth more.

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I am

I am eternally grateful for you making our house a home for giving me a family and for your incredible love. All of which I do not deserve

So Much 😘

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I miss you everyday. Every way. I crave your taste. I’m addicted to your scent. I just keep falling deeper and deeper into this descent. ❤️🔥❤️🔥

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I never stopped loving you. I stopped loving myself. Then I hated myself and tried to mask the pain. I never stopped loving you.

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With a full heart and a clear head I promise I can do this. Please hold on a little longer.

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I promise I can fix this. I’m getting the help I need now please hold on and I can be greater than I once was. It was my addiction that hurt you not me. Please do not define me as an addict. 😢

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The end is near