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[pawski]

God Im sorry. Please forgive me for what I've done. Im sorry if I keep on losing. Please give me a chance

[pawski]

Ma Pa I hope its negative para hindi kayo madisappoint sakin. I know my wrong doings pinagsisisihan ko yun. Ma Pa I believe its Negative because God is Guiding me and He protected me from the start pa lang. Ma Pa Ate Gel Love u. I will be your future Doctor 😊. Wait lang makakapagtapos din ako. Ma Pa Sorry sa nagawa ng baby boy niyo na akala niyo perfect

Hindi ko na ulit gagawin

[pawski]

Ma Pa im trying im trying 🥺

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Pagod na meee. I just need a hug just hug only hug. Im trying im trying. i have God

[pawski]

Uy paul always remember this i love u super love kita. Smile na. Hindi man tayo piliin ok lang din, hindi man tayo favirite ok lang din, tayo ang mahina ok lang din, at least we never think that God leaves us. Si God lang ang may foavorite sa atin at si God lang ang may love sa atin. Magiging masaya tayo ulit. Pero sana makapunta nako sa ibang bansa tapos magwork dun tapos dun tumira I want to enjoy my personal space 😊

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Hi im back. Hahahahahha. Its been 2 years ata nung nawala ako at hindi ako nakapag sulat. Hahaha. Wala lang busy lang naman. Hmmmm. This past few weeks im not really okay hahaha. I dont know why but i have this thought na guilty at the same time why im finding love this time. Hays why do i need to be in this situation kung saan lungkot na lungkot ako and feel ko i want to quit in my life hahahaha. You know what. I always lobe to talk to God always kase feel ko naririnig niya ko. Hmmm. I miss the old days na masaya ako hays pero may nagawa kase akong mali na i know my family will be disappointed. I really feel pressure right now hahahaha i dont know why but i feel it. Kase ako may pinaka mataas na pangarap? Hahahaha. Hays being bata is much better pala talaga. But u know what, i will fulfill my goals and dreams. Gagawin ko lahat para maging doctor at maging registered medtech ako its not for myself but for my God and my family at para sa taong alam kong matutulungan ko in the future. Nasa isip ko na mawala na lang pero gusto ko lumaban ng lumaban kase alam ko may plan so God sa akin. Maybe 10 years or 5 years from now makukuha ko yun. I wanna keep busy para makatulong ako at makapag worship kay God. Para hindi ko na maiisp yung mga bagay na alam kong hindi sakin. I declare to God through Jesus Name na magigibg RMT AKO REGUSTERED MEDTECH AND MAGIGING DOCTOR AKO AMEN! Maybe now im a big disappointment but tomorrow will be my time to shine and opportunities will be open to me. Lord thanks sa life na to. I love u 😊

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Its been a month na patay and dry ang life cuz this is the day that i really realize that i dont have a buddy to called on. I dont know if i just lost a buddy, brother or a best friend. Things maybe fly so high and fly so far but the thing is i miss the time we had and i want to back on that time. I dont know if our friendship is ending or you just ended it bit for me all the things is a great memory and i looking up for more memories that we will take in this coming future. I just looking forward na maayos na to stop my heart on shattering. Hoping and praying you at all the time for having a good health and success in your life. Have a big smile on your face thats why people are still leaving here for you cuz we want to see thats smile. Dont worry im ok ☺️

[pawski]

Pag nawala kaya ako may malulungkot akong kaibigan? 😞 Aalis na lang ako kesa sa mawala

[pawski]

I just want to be on your time

Sabi ni mama wag daw akong masyadong ma attached sa mga tao kase daw sa dulo ako yung masasaktan pero sabi ko sa sarili ko iba naman yung experiences ni mama kase ako mismo dapat gagawa ng experiences na yun para sa sarili ko. Pero unti unti parang gusto ko na lang yumakap kay mama at sabihin na tama nga naman yun kase ako talaga ang mawawalan sa dulo. Yung tipong binigay mo na lahat pero para sa kanila hindi ka ka-appreciate na tao so hindi na nila yun papansinin. Minsan hinahanap ko sa ibang tao yung nakikita ko at nararamdaman ko sayo pero parang mali ako kase mas hinanap ko lang yung anong meron ka at sino talaga ikaw.

Minsan ganyan ang mga tao mag isip kase siguro may namimiss sila pero sa totoo lang oo. Siguro naman natural lang yun kase sa katulad kong nabully at takot sa lahi niyo dati na katulad ko ngayon at nagtiwala sayo ng sobra. Ikaw kase yung nagbukas ng other side of me na kung saan hindi ko makakalimutan dahil “you made not just experiences but also memories” natin in all forms like adventures and hang out. I just want to say “i miss the old days and especially you” i hope this is just a day” i hope partners in gang and everything parin tayo hanggat sa nabubuhay tayo. Godbless and ingat lagi. Smile more ☺️ dont forget na im always here as part of your journey and your life. Ill never replace you and i hope you will do the same for me. Sana ako parin yung lagi and always mo. Redundant cuz i want it paulit ulit.

[pawski]

Why everything is so unfair

[pawski]

Pagpatuloy mo hanggang sa mawala ako

[pawski]

Stop all this shit. All of this lies are true and hurtful

[pawski]

I just need u

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Im desperately need you brother

[pawski]

"Patayin gamit ang kasiyahan saktan gamit ang mga ngiti

[pawski]

Where are u when i needed u the most

Masakit pero ayan lang matatanong mo sa sarili mo. Bakit ba kase may nawawalang tao once na nagkakaproblema tayo?Bakit minsan sila pa tong wala king kailangan mo sila?

Sana malaman ko rin kung ano yung halaga ko dito sa mundo. Sana din malaman ko kung may halaga ba ko dito at sainyo. Sana din wag niyo lang akong gawin anino at kung ano pa man yun kase ang sakit sakit na.

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Kapwa

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