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   but i’m lookin’ like a god.

                                                                                 @agathokakologicaly / @aioniotita

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mmm workin on something

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   yes hello i am here to say this is xiao’s entire personality in one sentence

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@godmarked (athena)

          ❝ do you ever get tired? ❞

   it was but an innocent question, but one who could    read well into others would feel the  weight  carried    within the words. Haru was feeling so heavy these    days; the Wars were getting harder.  the Keeper’s    voice was quiet as they watched the prey beneath    them, scattered through the woods  ---  best not to    spook them.

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“I’m not angry at you, just at myself… Because I knew this would happen, but I let myself fall in love with you anyways.” - Echo to Xiao

angst

   he frowned slightly, saying nothing. xiao felt, perhaps, that he should have known better --- that he should have been more careful. this wasn’t the first confession he’d received (nor did he think it would be the last), but unlike many of the others, this one stung the smallest bit. echo had become rather important to him, and with his leave of earth coming closer with each setting sun, he hadn’t wanted to hurt her. he’d rather arrogantly expected she’d miss him, but this made things a bit more difficult. However ---

          ❝ ...i am sorry, echo. ❞

   jaw setting, he rose from his seat, steadily crossing the room. warm hazel hues were stoic as they continued holding as much eye contact as she would offer. he stopped, a foot away, before reaching out to cup her face in his hands, angling it upwards toward his own. there was no playfulness nor cutting wit about his features, a seriousness showing in him that was normally reserved for his times of royal diplomacy. he cared a great deal about echo, and he hoped she knew that. there was little space between them now as he brought her face close to his, tone genuine.

          ❝ i can’t love you the way you might want, but i can love you all the same... if you’ll allow me. ❞

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“secretly we all love angst” Sentence Starters

dont deny it DONT DENY IT 

“It never works for us, and it never will.”

“I’m done. I’m done trying so hard only for you to never even look in my direction.”

“I can’t fall in love with you.  I don’t want all the pain that comes with it.”

“My roommate had to go into my room and throw the sheets away because I haven’t been able to sleep in that bed since you left.”

“I keep asking myself��“why isn’t the sun bright anymore” but then I remember you’re not in my life anymore and realize it’s just my own eyes.”

“I regret it all.  I really do, I swear.  Please, please– let’s fix this, please.”

“Remember when you promised we’d always be together?  Because I remember when I thought you meant it.”

“I can’t move on from something that wasn’t supposed to end!”

“The phone calls aren’t the same… I can hear in your voice that it’s not the same anymore.”

“I’m trying to avoid talking because I know what it’ll lead to, and I don’t want that to come.”

“Don’t you think you can fall back in love with me?”

“This whole time I’ve been using you to make me feel better, and you never caught on.  You never caught on.  I want you to hate me now, but I don’t think you’re even able to.”

“Kissing me breaks the promise… remember?”

“Every time we fix things something else ends up breaking.”

“Why don’t we stop pretending we’re not on a road to destruction?”

“It wasn’t even fun at first, honestly.  It was just like… Morphine.”

“You’re just not enough anymore.”

“It’s been too long since you’ve really smiled.”

“Ah, it was all my fault.  Wasn’t it?”

“To think, we thought just the sex would be enough to keep us in love.”

“Back then, I lied when I told you I didn’t love you.  You needed to move on from me– I needed to protect you from me.”

“You never had that shine in your eyes when you were with me.”

“Quit trying to fix me when you need to just fix yourself.”

“I’m so tired of everything about us, and about how we thought we were in love, and how we think forcing it can make us be in love– I’m so tired of it.”

“This whole time you’ve still been in love with him/her… Not me.”

“I couldn’t make you fall in love with me.  I thought I could do it, I really did, but… But I know you… And this isn’t love.”

“Did you really think I needed that kiss back then when all that you conveyed in it was pity?”

“To think I’ve changed so much to get you to like me, and you still never really look my way.”

“I know I deserve better than you.  I realize that, but you were so broken… I didn’t want to be the one that made you shatter.”

“All of this was to protect myself.”

“I feel like I’ve been looking for who you used to be… Back when you were actually happy.”

“I never want to even hear your name during my life anymore.”

“Your lips used to be sanctuary, but now I just feel trapped.”

“Isn’t it time we both stopped pretending we make each other happy?”

“The thing I regret the most is giving you so much hope by agreeing to this date.”

“We have the kind of history anyone would never want to think about again, and you’re hear asking me on a date?”

“What makes you think I’ll be any different this time?”

“I’ll let you down.  I will always let you down.  I’m not enough for you to be satisfied.”

“Are you satisfied with the mess you’ve created out of me?”

“I should have listened to everyone who told me this was a bad idea.”

“I’ve never met someone who can so gently destroy me the way you do.”

“I can’t forget about him/her!  It’s not in my power to forget how he/she felt when they loved me.”

“The saddest thing is that when I told him/her I loved him/her, he/she thought I was lying.  He/she never believed someone could fall in love with him/her.”

“Listen…  You’re his/her best friend… and I completely fucked up– it’s over between us, but… please, punch me, or punish me, or do something to me because he/she just… cried.  He/she wasn’t even angry, they were just so sad– Please, be angry at me, please.  Give me what I deserve.”

“It would have been better if we never met.”

“You’re my regret.”

“I’m not angry at you, just at myself… Because I knew this would happen, but I let myself fall in love with you anyways.”

“Don’t tell me to give up like everything is meaningless.”

“This is why I don’t let myself fall in love.”

“Somewhere deep inside me, I still have hope that you’ll fall in love.  How pathetic.”

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🖊 + Xiao

   Xiaolong is the crown prince of the country of Pavisia, and confirmed to be of draconic lineage. dragons are akin to demigods in Riorrim, each one gifted with incredible power and able to harness many different abilities. there are thought to be fewer than thirty Hessians left that legitimately carry dragon blood, and even fewer that can harness its potential. Xiaolong, however, carries in him two prophesied draconic deities; though many great powers have surfaced in the man, Xiao is only a chrysalis — a cocoon for whichever dragon is strong enough to emerge. dragons are not malevolent creatures by nature, they simply do not follow the typical human set of morals. good and evil are foreign concepts to them, they simply follow their own code and generally do as they please. this is one of the reasons that the prophesied dragons’ myth is so muddled in history, leading those to think one dragon will be a benevolent god and the other a destroyer of worlds. only time will tell what will become of the first draconic god born in over ninety-eight million years, for only one gets to live.

   Xiaolong has taken part in the Wars since he was able to hold a weapon, making him a master of many talents in his almost three hundred years of life. killing is not against any laws in almost all of Riorrim, so war holds much less meaning to him and many others. it is simply something he was thrust into and ended up being good at, and why change that? Xiao is the son of the esteemed empress Zhanna, whose family is of strong draconic descent, and the high king Li’jun, one of the last pure dragon-blooded Hessians. his father began the wars before Xiao was even born, carrying out atrocities against those who were deemed too dangerous to the throne. Li’jun has committed mass genocide against the Vulki species, who had discovered a way to hide themselves from the throne and resist the dragon’s ability of mind control. fewer than a hundred Vulki remain to this day. because of this hatred, Xiao, himself, carries disdain for the species --- though he seems to carry a lot of disdain for most non-dragons in general. he does, however, carry the utmost respect (and perhaps even fear) for one of the Olde Gods (Death), as well as the Keepers, without whom the land (and his family) would never have prospered. Xiao works quite closely with the Keepers due to his intense interest not only in their impressive abilities (world-jumping, language deciphering), but because he is absolutely enthralled with the Keeper known as Haru. the two are affianced, and there is precious little Xiao would not do for his beloved.

   he would kill for her. he would die for her.

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Echo voice: That is agAINST THE LAW.

          ❝ THaT’s aGaiNsT tHe LAw. ❞

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… but I have a particular tenderness for you,                and one I have never felt for anyone, up to now.

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xiao, watching haru get kiss asks:

me, getting kiss asks for haru: